Reborn Black Lotus can read minds

209 What he doesn’t understand about Shen Yuan

Getting a person who doesn't take love seriously to take love back into his or her heart is even more difficult than teaching a person who doesn't understand love to understand love.

When Shen Yuan thought of this, she couldn't help but curled her lips.

Yes, the latter is exactly what Shen Yuan taught Zhao Qingce in his previous life.

She always thought she had done it, teaching a person who didn't understand and couldn't love, to learn to love again, and she did it well.

However, it wasn't until she died in the hands of Zhao Qingce that she realized that some things were born cold-blooded, and people couldn't use their own power to change anything. This was the inevitability of history.

Just like, history will definitely let such a cold-blooded person sit in that position, and history has also destined that no matter how hard Shen Yuan tries, he will not be able to change his state of mind and warm the heart of a naturally cold-blooded animal into a warm one.

Just like now, it is impossible for her to make a person who is disdainful of love really take love into his heart.

Shen Yuan lowered her head and shook her head.

She didn't know why she suddenly remembered the past.

When she raised her head, her eyes were bright.

She looked at Xiao Xingyun, squeezed her hands a little tighter, and took the initiative to speak.

"Young Master, we have come this far, and I feel it is necessary for me to tell you something."

It was rare for her to be so eager to talk, so Xiao Xingyun glanced at her with interest and nodded his chin to indicate for her to continue.

"You once asked me why I wanted to save you. I didn't know the answer at that time. I even thought it was because my heart of benevolence and righteousness was overflowing, so I did this. But I later found out that was not the case. In fact, I I was born in a big family with many brothers and sisters, but I never felt

Loneliness or loneliness is an emotion I have never experienced before, but then everything changed. "

Xiao Xingyun was slightly startled. He didn't understand why Shen Yuan suddenly told him these intimate words.

"Later I came to the Prime Minister's Mansion alone. I no longer had my brothers and sisters to support me and help me solve any troubles. When I found that everything had to be done by myself, I felt very uncomfortable. Can you understand?" Shen Yuan looked at the roaring jungle outside the cave, and the words in his mouth seemed to be spoken to himself, "It is a habit that is suddenly forcibly reversed, and everything you rely on can no longer rely on. Yes, I found that I have no reliance. .”

Shen Yuan's eyes never fell close. She was afraid that when she lowered her eyes, tears would fall.

She rarely shows her vulnerable side in front of others, even if she says something from her heart, she hopes she looks tough.

She spoke extraordinarily slowly, "Third Young Master, I am still used to calling you this, because I have been calling you this since I started getting used to all new things. At that time, when I first saw you, I had an inexplicable affection for you. I felt a great fear. At that time, I never thought that one day, I would be able to have such a conversation with you in such an equal way... Hahaha, maybe in your heart we are a little bit There is no equality, you are still a high-ranking young master with many rights, and even if I quit my citizenship, I am just an ordinary civilian."

"But in my heart, we are equal. At least you are willing to listen to my wishes. You are willing to stand here, stand under the moonlight and listen to me.

words, right? "Shen Yuan smiled a little sadly, "This is a kind of equality to me. "

Xiao Xingyun couldn't tell what kind of feelings he felt in his heart.

How uncomfortable she must have felt when she changed from the beloved seventh lady of the Shen family to a slave.

Shen Yuan is such a cute and lively person. He will even find someone to repeat everything he sees with bright eyes. He can't wait to tell the people around him every moment, every thought, and every emotion. He will even tell his own experience. People who show all their happiness and anger on their faces.

In her, Xiao Xingyun can always feel all the long-lost beauty, because she is like a clear spring water. At any time, as long as you look through her bright and light eyes, you can peek into her heart. Those little joys.

For such a beautiful girl, such a girl who is so friendly to the world, why is God so incapable of showing mercy? Why should she go through such tragic things, why should she endure pain that is unimaginable to ordinary people?

Such people deserve the most complete protection.

Protect her pure heart until the world is destroyed and the system ends.

Xiao Xingyun felt extremely guilty. He could have never handed her over to anyone else.

Shen Yuan didn't notice Xiao Xingyun's subtle expression. She continued to talk to herself: "But there were some bad things about my old life because I had too many brothers and sisters. Hahaha, sometimes it was windy and rainy outside. When I was young, my mother would often comfort my sister because I seemed to always be optimistic.

And cheerful, as if I am not afraid of the sky or the earth, as if nothing in this world can make me cry with such a smiling face, so I always get the least care. "

"Of course, my mother would also ask me, she said, Yuan'er, are you afraid of thunder? I would smile sweetly at her at that time, and I said, of course I'm not afraid, you go and accompany your sisters. At this time, My mother would always stroke my head happily and praise me with a smile. She said, our Yuan'er is really a good and worry-free child."

"I am very happy, I indulge in this kind of praise, as if I am that rare gem, I am different from others, I am better than others, I am more worry-free, which means I am always the one who makes people comfortable, I am willing to be such a person, so even if I am afraid of thunder, I will overcome it silently in the dark night, do you understand?"

"I'm not that strong or worry-free. In fact, I'm just as troubled and just as timid. But I always tell myself that I can't be timid, I can't cause trouble to others, I can't even cause trouble to my mother or others. Cause trouble at home.”

Xiao Xingyun has never been as dazed as he is now.

There was a rare look of astonishment in his eyes.

These parts were indeed Shen Yuan that he didn't understand.

Shen Yuan looked at Xiao Xingyun's expression, and she was very pleased that Xiao Xingyun understood what she meant, "I thought you were a legitimate young master, and you couldn't understand this kind of emotion at all, hahaha."

With a chuckle, Shen Yuan's eyes fell into deep darkness, "However, such a person who does not want to cause trouble to the family still caused trouble to the family that can never be saved..."

Of course Xiao Xingyun knew what the trouble she was talking about was.

He was the only person in the world who understood what she was talking about.

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