Crack: Not loving you is the way back

When the morning light shone in from the broken window sill, Su Mo just woke up slightly.

Looking at the yellowing walls inside the house, they were covered with spiders. The few pieces of furniture were simple and worn. The walls outside were crooked. Nothing in the house was intact except for the door panel outside the yard. The earth stood there.

The unfamiliar environment made Su Mo panic, but in the blink of an eye he saw Gu Li lying on the table with uneven legs, and his heart suddenly fell to the ground.

Enduring the pain, Su Mo slowly moved his feet to the ground. Just when he was about to put his coat on Gu Li, Gu Li suddenly woke up and frowned. It was obvious that she had not slept peacefully.

She looked up and saw Su Mo standing beside her. He quickly pushed her back onto the bed and asked with distressed concern: "How do you feel?"

"It's okay." Su Mo moved his nose and sniffed on his body, "Did you wipe my wound with alcohol?"

"Well, I was worried that they would find you, so I didn't dare to take you to the hospital." Gu Li explained, brushing her thick bangs away with trembling hands, "What's the injury here?"

Su Mo took a deep breath, held down Gu Li's hand that was still trying to lift her sleeve, and said softly, "It's okay, it's just a skin injury. It will heal in a few days."

"Skin injury?" Gu Li looked at Su Mo in shock.

How could she say the word "just" so calmly when her face was ruined? "If I don't come back, are you going to carry it alone?"

Su Mo heard the sadness in her tone and helplessly wanted to reach out to comfort her.

However, as soon as her hand moved, she felt a sharp pain, and she couldn't help but groan.

"Does it hurt?" Gu Li looked anxious when she saw this. She quickly held her hand and looked at her with worry.

"It's okay." Su Mo calmed down and a smile bloomed on his lips.

What's this pain? It's just a tingling sensation from some nerve endings, it just hurts and gets better.

"Mo Mo, can you come with me? Let's leave G City together and stay away from these people. Let's start over outside and work hard again."

Su Mo took his hand out of Gu Li's palm, covered his chest and got off the bed, walking out step by step with difficulty.

"Mo Mo, what are you going to do?" Gu Li was stunned for two seconds and immediately came to help her.

Su Mo kept walking, shook his head and said to Gu Li, "I'll go sit on the stone steps outside."

Sitting on the bluestone steps, Su Mo looked at the blue sky, seeing the clouds rolling in the sky and the soft sunlight shining on the earth, bringing warmth to everything in the world.

Su Mo closed her eyes and enjoyed the rare comfortable time in front of her. The fragrance of wild grass coming from the distance relaxed her tense nerves for a moment.

Seeing Gu Li standing beside him, looking at her stubbornly, vowing to give her an answer, Su Mo could only sigh silently, opened his eyes, and drove away the dark green in his eyes.

He pulled Gu Li's arm, patted the position beside her, and said, "Sit."

Gu Li sat down and glared at Su Mo angrily, her probing eyes fixed on her, "Momo, are you unwilling to leave here with me because you still love Huangfu Jue? Are you still waiting?" Will he look back?"

Silent for a moment, Su Mo continued to look into the distance, as if he was thinking about the meaning of Gu Li's words, and as if he had isolated everything from the outside world and was just enjoying this rare quietness without any distractions.

Gu Li, who was not a fussy or impatient person, saw that Su Mo had been deep in thought, and felt as anxious as an ant on a hot pot. She lost her direction and was filled with annoyance.

When he spoke again, there was a hint of coolness and hatred in his words, "Momo, why do you have to pour your heart into this kind of person? More than three years in prison are not enough." Are you alert?

Falling in love with the heir of a wealthy family like Huangfu Jue, but not being equally loved by him, you are simply flying into the flames, seeking your own destruction, do you know?

You have wasted seven years because of him. How many seven years does a woman have in her life?

How much more suffering do you have to endure from him before he wakes up? Give up on him and pursue your own happiness, okay? "

The dazzling light happened to shine on Su Mo, her eyes flashed, and she endured the pain, raised her hand to rub Gu Li's head, pinched her swollen cheeks, and said teasingly: "Smile? They’ve all become ugly.”

"Mo Mo!" Su Mo's lack of enthusiasm made Gu Li feel frustrated and helpless.

Su Mo released his hand from squeezing Gu Li's tender face, and the regret and blame that he originally wanted to carry alone were relieved by Gu Li's scolding.

"Lili, I didn't leave G city not because I still love Huangfu Jue. For him, I have long lost the feeling I had when my heart first fell in love with him." Su Mo looked forward, his eyelids drooping, as if he was talking to himself, his voice was loud and clear. Just enough for Gu Li to hear, "If there is, it is the hatred that burns me day and night and makes it difficult for me to sleep or eat well."

like? Does she still have love for Huangfu Jue?

In many lonely and desolate nights with difficulty sleeping, and in many dark nights with bleeding wounds, she used a knife to cut the bleeding and festering wounds, frantically feeling the pain of her body being cut off piece by piece.

The muscles were connected to the heart, and she used the knife to stir up her wounds until the flesh and blood became blurred. She cut the carrion inch by inch without knowing the pain.

She searched one piece after another, trying to find love in them. She was exhausted and dripping with cold sweat. After searching carefully for a long time, she saw through the wound two large characters engraved on the heart that exuded blood-red light——

revenge.

happiness? Her happiness has long since come to an end.

In the days to come, she could only live with a heavy sense of guilt, guilt and self-blame.

When he looked up at Gu Li again, Su Mo had a hint of pain in his eyes, "Lili, why do you have to get into this muddy water? It's not good to be a worry-free, free bird abroad. "?" Why did he still jump in with her even though he knew it was a sea of ​​fire?

The sorrow and despair in Su Mo's eyes were so obvious that Gu Li felt heartbroken and suffocated just by looking at it.

She had no ability to save people, but at this moment, she felt that only she could save Su Mo from the endless abyss.

At this moment, Su Mo was like a piece of broken wood floating in the storm, with no direction, letting the hurricane of sea water roll around her at will. If she didn't hold her tightly, it seemed that the next moment, she would be rushed into the abyss. , and no one has been found since.

Gu Li was frightened by what she was thinking for a moment. She leaned over and hugged Su Mo tightly. She forgot that Su Mo still had unhealed injuries. A crystal clear teardrop fell from the corner of her eye and fell on Su Mo's face. On the back of the hand.

Su Mo's dead eyes were burned, and he stared blankly at the tears on the back of his hand. It was as if the tears were not falling on the back of her hand, but on her heart.

Comforting softly: "Aren't I fine? Don't worry, I am an adult and can take care of myself."

Gu Li is not a crybaby. She can face any difficulties calmly, but when it comes to her affairs, her reaction is particularly fierce.

"So?" Gu Li suddenly raised her head and looked into Su Mo's eyes.

"So..." Su Mo was stuck for a moment.

She wanted to say that she should leave this place of right and wrong as soon as possible, and hide as far away from her as possible. She was afraid that her revenge on her enemies would implicate her in the future, but looking into Gu Li's dark eyes full of love, she found that She couldn't utter a word.

How can you have the heart to say harsh words to someone who cares so much about you and thinks about you so much that you can force her away?

After a long period of silence, looking into eyes as bright as stars, Su Mo still didn't say anything about rejecting Gu Li's stay.

On the bluestone steps, the only sounds left were the breathing of the two people, rising and falling in the bright light.