Crack: Not loving you is the way back

An hour later, Su Mo finally opened the car door, but she was in a daze, so that she stumbled a little weakly. However, she did not hold the car door that could stabilize her body, but let herself fall to the ground, as if In self-punishment.

If the pain could bring Gu Li back to life, even if the pain was to the point of eternity, Su Mo would grit his teeth and swallow the pain without hesitation. Unfortunately, the time that has flowed in the world will never go back, just like the water of the Yangtze and Yellow Rivers. Never go back and look back.

Therefore, all assumptions are nothing but fabrications for self-comfort, and all fantasies will eventually be fantasies that will never be realized.

Su Mo dug her hands into the gravel and tortured herself until blood flowed from her calloused palms. Then she gave up, stood up dejectedly, and walked to the passenger seat.

On the way, Zhuang Yan saw Ming Ming and the others standing motionless not far away with depressed expressions. There was no emotion in their hearts. At that moment, all her heart and thoughts were given to Gu Li.

She doesn't understand how the person who used to stick to her can sit coldly in the car without getting out to help her. Will love disappear, and so will friendship?

If she doesn't love her anymore, how about loving her instead?

He opened the car door and was about to reach out to take Gu Li out, but he later felt a tingling sensation in his palm. He lowered his head and saw the blood in his palm. He was slightly stunned. He retracted his hand in an instant, and without hesitation, he felt the tingling sensation in his palm. Rubbing hard on the dirty shirt.

Gravel falls into the palm, and gravity passes through it.

Within a moment, the skin between Su Mo's palms became unrecognizable and bloody, but she didn't care at all, as if she couldn't feel the pain, and as if she was washing her skin with blood, she just rubbed it vigorously.

Ming watched, clenching and opening his fists, trying to control his increasingly irritable mood.

He turned around and entered the car, glanced quickly, and finally settled on the disinfectant and gauze. He quickly took them out, walked up to Su Mo with a cold face, grabbed her palm, and looked directly at the shocking injury on her palm. He was so angry. Veins bulged.

He felt very sorry for Gu Li's sudden death, but that didn't mean he could watch Su Mo hurt himself.

Su Mo wanted to take his hand back, but Ming held it tightly and scolded coldly: "Don't move!"

As soon as he finished speaking, Su Mo struggled even harder. Ming Leng glared at her and whispered angrily: "Su Mo, I said don't move!"

Since the two met, this was the first time Ming had called her by her first name. It was obvious that Su Mo's self-abuse behavior really made him very angry.

Su Mo shivered when she was yelled at, and she was stunned for a moment without any reaction. Even when Ming used disinfectant to disinfect her palms, she didn't feel much.

A thin layer of gauze completely covered her bloody palm.

Ming turned her palm up and down, then put it down, grabbed her other dirty hand, wiped it clean with disinfectant, raised his head and said to her: "The dead are the most important, Gu Li is a clean person." It’s inappropriate to hold a girl with dirty and bloody hands.”

Su Mo's eyes suddenly changed and he looked at Ming in surprise. Ming smoothed her messy hair and said, "Go, take her back to the room, help her wash away all the dirt on her body, and let her be laid to rest." install."

Tears fell, Su Mo sobbed silently, holding unrealistic hope, and said eagerly: "Brother, Lili liked to scare me the most before, is it the same this time? She was just angry that I insisted on going to Kyoto, and wanted to take advantage of this Come and scare me, she will wake up later, right?"

Ming couldn't bear to see the ardent expectation in her eyes, and looked back at Gu Li, who unconsciously tilted her head to the side in the car. The black gun muzzle on her chest was so obvious, and the dried blood smeared strangely under the sunlight. The red light was in stark contrast to her deathly white face, and he couldn't deceive her even if he wanted to.

"Brother, she just fell asleep, right?" At this moment, she was not even willing to use "death" to describe Gu Li's current state.

"Mo'er, the dead cannot be resurrected. The best comfort for the souls of the deceased in heaven is for the living to work hard, Gu Li..." Ming wiped her tears gently, "I don't want to see you being so mean. Own."

"Brother..." Su Mo broke down and cried, with unbearable grief on her face. She hugged Ming tightly, feeling self-blame and guilt, and she said eloquently: "Why wasn't I the one who died? I was the one who died." He is the most damned person..."

"Mo'er!" Ming growled, pulling her in front of his eyes and staring at her intently, "Don't talk nonsense! If you have something wrong with you, my brother will go crazy! We brothers and sisters finally reunited, and our mother has not been found yet. , promise brother that you won’t do anything that pleases your loved ones and your enemies, okay?”

"Mom..." Su Mo's eyes were a little dazed, and then he gradually regained his composure. Jian Ming's eyes were filled with red bloodshot eyes, and the bags under his eyes were green and black. A strong sense of guilt pressed her waist hard, and she had to He nodded and said, "Okay."

Ming showed a fleeting smile, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes lovingly, and said, "Go, take Gu Li home, and we'll see her off."

Su Mo nodded heavily, pretended to be strong and picked up Gu Li, looked at her face that would never smile again, and said softly: "Lili, we are going home, and I silently promise you that I will never run around again..." "

Step by step, the way home is clearly right in front of you, but it seems so far away, as if it will never end.

She carried Gu Li back to her room, gently wiped the dirt off her body, and immediately put her on the soft big bed and put her into clean white clothes.

She sat on the edge of the bed, holding Gu Li's hand, and rambled on, from the time they met until she was imprisoned, one thing after another, in detail.

Finally, she lay beside the bed and sobbed, wailing like an abandoned child.

She was so reluctant to leave her, they hadn't had time to say goodbye properly, and they still had so many plans yet to be implemented, how could she have the heart to die and leave her alone in the world.

They share the same goals, they cherish each other, and she really wants to go with her...

But she can't, she hasn't killed her enemy yet!

The damned people are still alive and well. If she just leaves the underworld and has no face to face Sister Ji, it will be a disgrace to her.

There were many figures at the half-hidden door. Su Mo pretended not to notice, got up and covered Gu Li with a quilt, leaned over and whispered in her ear: "Good Lili, don't go too far, wait for me, don't let me miss you" When it comes to you, in the human world and the underworld, we have agreed that we will never be separated, and you are not allowed to break your promise!"

After saying this, she picked up Gu Li again and walked towards the door. This time, they really wanted to say goodbye. Her beloved friend, best friend, disappeared from the world and retreated into the void of nothingness.