Crack: Not loving you is the way back

"Mom, I know you do it for me, that's why you have been tied to him for so many years and don't want to divorce. But you should have your own life. This place is a prison for you. Can we leave?" Mrs. Bi The words "him first" just now shocked Bi Lingqing. Over the years, for his own selfishness, he had indeed neglected his mother who had taken good care of him when he grew up.

"Leave?" The smile on Mrs. Bi's face suddenly disappeared and she stared at him with an unusually serious tone, "Why, do you want to hand over this huge family property to that \u0027illegitimate child\u0027?"

"I just want you to be happy in the future."

"You have a son and endless money to spend. How many people envy your mother before I can do it. Mom can wake up from her dreams with a smile. Whenever she is depressed, she is just a person she doesn't love. Wherever she goes, she lives with someone. I don't care about your mother. Don’t even care.”

Mrs. Bi didn't feel any embarrassment when talking about her marriage problems with her son. She didn't care at all whether her husband was a cheap husband or a half-hearted marriage partner, and she was happy and comfortable.

Bi Lingqing pondered for a moment, and some thoughts were ready to come out, "Mom, did you deliberately not get a divorce?"

Mrs. Bi patted Bi Lingqing's head again, seeming to feel something, but also with visible disgust, "Obviously she is not bad looking and has a smart mind, but she has been chasing her for six years and failed to marry her. It's really a fool's errand. You have the high IQ and good looks that your mother gave you."

The complaints from his own mother are often the most heartbreaking. Bi Lingqing was shocked and felt that she was rejected...

"Mom, we were talking about you, why did it involve me again." Moreover, it was not six years, but eight years.

Mrs. Bi's eyes were bright, she pondered for a moment, looked out the window, her voice was as calm as the ripples of the shallow water, "As long as I don't sign the divorce, his children will have to live with the label of \u0027illegitimate\u0027 for the rest of their lives, even though they are illegitimate children." You have the right to inherit, but legally and morally speaking, you are the legitimate one.

Rich families value bloodline the most. If your grandfather really dares to let that \u0027illegitimate son\u0027 come back to recognize his ancestors and compete with you for inheritance rights openly, I will dare someone to poke the back of the Bi family and scold him. Don’t blame mom. You are cruel, the heir to the Bi family can only be you, mom will not agree to anyone else. "

"Mom, I'm sorry." Bi Lingqing felt like his heart was torn into pieces. The questions that he couldn't figure out in the past suddenly became brighter now. In these years, he only cared about himself and forgot that there was someone waiting for him to come home. mother.

Mrs. Bi lowered her head and saw the naked self-blame in Bi Lingqing's eyes. Her heart skipped a beat and comforted her: "It has always been a natural thing for mothers to pay for their children. Mom is not telling you so much to make you fall into self-blame." I condemn myself, I just hope you know that you can feel free to do what you want to do, love the people you want to love, go home when you are tired and hurt, and your mother will always be by your side."

Over the years, when she was enjoying the cool weather under the dim starry sky, she had not asked herself whether it was right or wrong to not let those two people enter the civil affairs bureau even if she had to sacrifice her own marriage to do it for someone who didn't love her. Is a man who loves children worth it?

Before, she had never thought about getting married. After the coming-of-age ceremony, she was forced to get married. At first, she didn't know that the man didn't love her. She only knew that the man liked to live a respectful life with her, and her days passed slowly. , she was moved, but he told her in front of the sickbed that he had someone he loved and marrying her was just a forced choice.

From then on, he disappeared and was never seen again until many years later, he stood in front of her with a boy who was two or three years younger than Bi Lingqing, and told her without changing his face that he wanted to divorce her because his \u0027illegitimate child\u0027needs Integrate into the circle of aristocratic families openly and openly.

In the past, she didn't know that people could be so shameful, but at that moment, he gave her a blow on the head, which made her deeply feel the evil of human nature, and also made her fully understand that "the most painful scar in the heart is the person you love most" What does "given" mean?

In fact, at that time, at the family dinner, as long as he told her that he already had a special someone in his heart, she thought that even if she had to fight against all the opinions, she would never agree to this marriage, let alone Win the love of others and enter into a sacred and pure marriage with him.

But he didn't say anything, knowing that he couldn't do it, but he still married her according to the family's wishes. Only two years after the marriage, he allowed the woman to come to her and dominate her, saying all kinds of dirty words and seriously hurting her. ear.

She was young and energetic, and I don't know if she was easily angered. After that, she pestered him every day and refused to let him go out. She also paid someone to beat the woman up. Unfortunately, she was pregnant. Because the woman was too thin, her pregnancy could not be seen. In the end, the child, who had just formed and had not yet had time to open his eyes to see the world, was stillborn.

After many years, she sometimes asked herself, did she regret what she had done?

A life was lost because of her anger. Whether she felt remorseful or not, the left and right brains always engaged in a long-term battle on the ethical, moral and legal level, but the final result was always the same. She did not regret it!

She is the original wife, \u0027Mistress\u0027 will always be like a mouse crossing the street, being called and beaten by everyone, \u0027Mistress\u0027Since he can shamelessly run to her to challenge an official, he must be prepared to bear her anger, She took action to teach \u0027Xiao San\u0027 it was only natural, what was there to regret?

Not only did she not regret it, she was even a little complacent, because since then, the man had been more than a little bit better to her. He no longer treated her with respect and forced a smile. Every time he saw her, he was extremely gentle and affectionate.

They had fun every night. In his fake love that was laced with arsenic, she lost her heart and got her wish and became pregnant with his child. She smiled from ear to ear, thinking that was the beginning of their happy life. From the starting point, she never expected that it would be the end point where she would fall into hell.

Loving this kind of thing can sometimes make people become extremely stupid, especially when soaked in a jar of honey. It is even more heartless and lacks eyesight, and even the authenticity cannot be distinguished.

Pretending to be stupid and pretending to be in love has a limited time limit after all. The moment that person can no longer pretend is when she wakes up from the dream. The price is a bit heavy. She cuts her wrists and commits suicide. She almost died on the cold operating table, if not during the operation. When she found out she was pregnant and received emergency treatment, she had no desire to live.

Ling Qing, the child she gave birth to in the darkest moment of her life, the child she gave up her life to raise as an adult, no one has the right to force him to do anything.

Whoever dares to threaten him with inheritance rights, she will never let that person have an easy time, even if that person is his biological grandfather!