Crack: Not loving you is the way back

In the early morning, the clouds cleared and the rain cleared, and the color spread all over the area.

The soft sunlight diffused through the airtight door, adding a bit of warmth to the cold and empty walkway.

At this moment, Su Mo stood expressionlessly in front of the prison guard, taking all his belongings here and an old box from her with trembling hands.

"Let's go, don't look back, start over when you get out."

Su Mo, who had been keeping his head down, raised his head and glanced at the unfamiliar prison guard in front of him.

Clean, innocent, and compassionate, this was Su Mo's first impression of her.

Maybe it was because he had just left campus and had not seen the dangers and squalor of society, Su Mo thought.

I wanted to smile to express my concern, but maybe it was because I hadn’t laughed for so long, so this smile turned out to be uglier than mourning.

When the time came, the closed door not far away was opened, and a harsh sound of "呲呲呲" was made.

More than three years ago, she felt that this sound was extremely unpleasant, like a disgusting crow constantly calling in her ears; now, she felt that this sound was like the sound of nature, an invitation to her from a silent soul longing for freedom.

She was obedient, and she didn't even look back until the door closed behind her again.

I don't know if the clothes on her body didn't fit her or because her figure was too thin, so the clothes she bought especially for her release from prison felt a bit like a child wearing adult clothes.

She walked towards the bus stop in front of her. It was only a hundred meters away, a distance that a normal person could walk in just a few minutes, but she walked for a long time, as if it was a century ago.

Standing under the bus stop, his eyes were heavy and his head was drooped.

From a distance, she looks like an octogenarian. Her tall figure stands in the gentle breeze, occasionally attracting the attention of passers-by and saluting her.

Teasing a puppy that has nowhere to go and causing it to bark has always been a favorite prank of humans; let alone teasing a lonely beauty standing alone on the roadside.

A car sped past her, but it didn't go more than a hundred meters, then quickly reversed back and slowly stopped beside her.

The car window rolled down, revealing a face that was unfamiliar to Su Mo: "Hi, beauty, do you need a ride?"

Su Mo was startled when he heard this. He held the wooden box tightly with his hands. He raised his head and looked around. There was nothing left but the fallen leaves falling on the ground. He finally confirmed that this person was talking to him and shook his head defensively.

Seeing that the woman was not only indifferent, but also looking at him defensively, the man was a little depressed. With his handsome and graceful face, he didn't look like a bad person, right? With the luxury car he drives, does he look like the kind of social scum who only does sneaky and dirty things?

He just saw her, a girl, standing alone in the wilderness, and suddenly he was so kind-hearted that he wanted to give her a ride. Does this woman need to watch him like a thief?

"Beauty, my name is Cheng Ye." In view of his many years of good cultivation and upbringing, the man adheres to the idea of ​​doing one good thing every day, with a pure and harmless smile on his face: "I am not a bad person, it is not easy to get a taxi here, I will give you a ride One ride, right?”

Su Mo frowned, and the defensive look on his face gradually deepened.

The reason why a bad person is considered "bad" is because he has done things that harm others, benefit himself, and harm society, not because he is stupid and has a brain defect. He carves the word "bad person" on his forehead and declares that he is a bad person everywhere. .

Just like when she is standing here now, she will not tell anyone she meets that she is a criminal who has just been released from prison.

But she didn't say anything, but the man seemed to be on a collision course with her, chasing after her relentlessly.

Su Mo was so irritated that he wanted to yell at someone. At this moment, a bus was approaching from a short distance away. He lowered his eyebrows and ignored the noisy and irritating conversation. When he saw the door open, he didn't care. Got on the bus without stopping.

She found an unoccupied window seat and sat down, leaning her head against the glass of the car window, and then watched coldly as the cage that had imprisoned her for three and a half years gradually moved away from her sight, and her heart felt as dead as the pool of an abyss. .

The man suddenly became kind-hearted and wanted to experience the pleasure of helping others, but he didn't expect to be regarded as a stooge. He was really asking for trouble.

He shook his head, and when he was about to restart the engine, the woman's face flashed in his mind. Without enough time to think deeply, he stuck his head out of the window.

There were only two or three people in the car, so he saw the face sitting by the window without much effort.

He was startled in his heart, and his eyes followed that face closely until the bus completely disappeared from his sight.

He finally remembered who the owner of this face was! !

Wocao, Huangfu Jue’s girlfriend! Ah, it’s actually Huangfu Jue’s ex-girlfriend Su Mo.

Su Mo, someone once described her beauty like this: There is a beautiful woman in the southern country, her face is as beautiful as a peach and plum; she looks at the charming city, and then looks at the charming country.

A cold beauty who has attracted countless young men from wealthy families since her debut, who are willing to spend a lot of money just to win a smile. Men are full of praise when they see her, and women are filled with hatred when they see her.

Wasn't this woman sent to prison by Huangfu Jue? Why are you here?

The man turned his head and looked at the closed door of Shenhan not far away, and suddenly saw the six characters "G City Nanke Prison". Only then did he realize that it was more than three years ago that Su Mo was sent to prison.

Suppressing the surprise in his heart, he glanced at the door of the prison, an evil smile flashed across his lips, and then drove away without hesitation.

Su Mo sat at the back of the car by the window, staring out the window with blank eyes, watching the sceneries pass by him like a movie.

The bus passed through a long, dark tunnel, and then slowly drove towards a clear and smooth road under the scorching sun. The transparent glass window flashed across her dry face, flashing the irreversible scene.

When the bus stopped to pick someone up, she looked up and saw the time on the huge screen, her numb expression stunned.

The corner of her mouth curved slightly, and she murmured silently: "It turns out that more than three years have passed... Time flies so fast, so fast that she thought everything seemed to be just yesterday."

From early morning to dusk, the bus changed again and again, and she just sat quietly at the back. With eight yuan, she walked around and saw countless bustling shopping malls and streets, and summarized the city's All the changes are visible before your eyes.

Night fell quickly, and she changed to a bus without a destination, letting the taxi master take her through this bustling city.

There is an endless stream of vehicles, the moonlight is melting, and you can see the lights of thousands of houses just by raising your head. In this big city, there is no place for her.

In a daze, she thought of an urgent problem - they needed a place to stay.

He patted his head hard, and everything before he was imprisoned began to slowly flow into his mind.

"Master, please go to No. 32 Ning'an Road, thank you." Three and a half years of prison life had eroded her once-high arrogance, but it did not extinguish her courage to live.

Soon, the master drove her to the destination, paid the fare with the labor remuneration obtained in the prison, opened the door, said "thank you", opened the door and got off the car.

Three and a half years later, when Su Mo came back here again, she thought she would lose control and couldn't help but feel heart palpitations, but she didn't expect that she would feel as calm as water. Such a state of mind was unbelievable even to her. What was once heartbreaking seemed to her now. Extremely ridiculous.

Looking at the night with the bright moon in the sky, she said softly to the wooden box held tightly to her chest: "Sister Ji, we are going home. Don't run around, otherwise you will cry if I can't find you." …”

He took the key and opened the door. As soon as he entered the entrance, before he could put down the key in his hand, Su Mo noticed an unusual smell in the air. His body suddenly tensed and his mind went blank.

She wanted to turn around and run away, but before she could make a move, a sentence ridiculing her timidity popped into her head: "What's there to run away from? This is your home, where are you going to run away to?"

To the ends of the earth, if he won't let you go, where will you hide? Do you want to take Ji Lu to escape with you, or do you want Ji Lu to be a lonely ghost with you? "

Standing still, through the scattered starlight, she saw the faceless man sitting on the sofa in the living room.