Crack: Not loving you is the way back

One day at noon, the laundry room.

At this time, there were only two people in the cramped laundry room, Su Mo and Ji Lu. They were washing clothes and chatting.

"Sister Ji, is your sentence almost over?" Su Mo asked with joy on his face and smiling eyes.

"Well, but..." Ji Lu glanced at Su Mo, who was innocent and innocent, paused, and then said thoughtfully: "I have no intention of going out."

When Su Mo heard this, he couldn't help but be stunned.

Isn't the purpose of behaving well here just to get out of here as soon as possible?

Everyone wanted to be released from prison as soon as possible and leave this hellish place. Sister Ji did the opposite and stayed here.

She knows that Sister Ji has always been different, but does she want to be so independent? Or does Sister Ji have other things to do here?

Su Mo felt very strange about this. He stopped what he was doing and asked half-jokingly: "Sister Ji, are you okay with your brain?"

"Ghost girl, what are you talking about?" Ji Lu pretended to be angry and flicked Su Mo's forehead.

The sudden "critical hit" caused Su Mo to start screaming. If he were not worried that his acting skills were not up to par, Su Mo would have almost started howling to show his dissatisfaction with Sister Ji's "explosion".

"Stop pretending, I didn't use any force."

"Hehe, as expected of Sister Ji, you have such good eyesight." Su Mo stuck out his tongue, flattered him, and then continued to ask seriously: "Sister Ji, why don't you want to go out?"

"If I had gone out early, you would have been bullied to death for your fragile appearance." Ji Lu looked at Su Mo from head to toe, and she couldn't hide the look of disgust in her eyes.

"Uh..." Su Mo didn't expect this to be the reason and couldn't help being shocked.

Although she has received some special care in the past two years, at critical moments, Ji Lu can always fall from the sky and beat those who bully her half to death.

For this reason, Ji Lu was often locked up in a small dark room. During the period of confinement, in order to prevent her from having an accident, some tricks were used to keep her in confinement.

Therefore, during this long prison life, because Ji Lu escorted her all the way, she had a lot less trouble.

Ji Lu was kind to her without asking for anything in return. She asked the reason many times, but Ji Lu always gave her only one answer: she will know later.

As time passed, she stopped asking.

She knew that Ji Lu was good to her, but she never thought that Ji Lu would stay here for her one day.

The pain she experienced in the past years was completely forgotten because of Ji Lu's kindness to her; the hurt she suffered in those years was healed by Ji Lu's obvious preference.

At this point, she finally believed that God often leaves better things behind.

However, no matter how kind Ji Lu was to her, she never thought of letting Sister Ji stay here with her until she was released from prison.

Besides, she is not a child. She has learned a lot from being with Ji Lu for more than two years. There is no reason why she can't take care of herself.

"Sister Ji, there's no need for this. I can take care of myself."

"Take care of me." He was wronged and didn't know how to resist. He spent three and a half years in prison for nothing. He still wanted to play tricks on others, but he was killed before the game even started.

I don't know how I can survive in the entertainment industry where people compete for beauty and show off their tricks overtly and covertly.

Ji Lu glared at her with disgust. After a while, she didn't know what she thought of. There was a hint of hatred in her eyes as she threw the clothes in her hands into the basin and washed it with water filled with water. The water poked her fair arm: "With your thin skin and tender flesh, if I don't protect you, you will be eaten by those wolves until no bones are left. Still believe you? Look at me Do you seem to be brainless?"

Ji Lu's words were unintentional to complain, but she didn't expect that her words soon became a prophecy.

Su Mo looked up speechlessly at the sunlight outside the iron window. At this time, the light was bright, making people feel warm. The dust in the dim light was beating constantly, like particles of living matter.

Seeing Su Mo looking out the window in a daze, Ji Lu glanced at her, knowing that this ghost girl must be thinking wildly again.

Su Mo, who was unilaterally thought to be imagining things, said that she was really wronged. She simply felt that the sunshine today was particularly warm, and people couldn't help but look at it twice. She wished she could collect it in a bottle and put it away slowly. appreciate.

"Do you want to know why I'm nice to you?"

"Huh?" Su Mo's thoughts were suddenly brought back, and there was uncontrollable surprise and surprise in his eyes.

Did she finally get the answer to the question she had thought about countless times in her mind today?

"Because..." Ji Lu walked towards the iron window, letting the small ray of sunlight shine on her body, as if the warm sunshine could dissipate the deadness on her body, "You look like my sister."

Her sister was the pain in her heart that could never be erased. Although she hadn't mentioned it for years, she still vividly remembered it.

No matter how she tried to hide the pain, it was still a sharp thorn that pricked her a few times from time to time, causing her whole body to twitch in discomfort.

"Your sister?" No matter how hard Su Mo thought, he never expected such a "bizarre" reason.

"Yeah. When she was six years old, I took her to play in Qianhai...

The sea surface was obviously calm, but suddenly it became turbulent. It was like we were in the center of gravity, and all the tides were rushing towards us...

In just the blink of an eye, less than half a second, before I could recover from the sudden fear, she completely disappeared..."

Ji Lu raised her head half-way through the iron window, looking at the small world outside. Her voice was calm. However, Su Mo, who had been with Ji Lu day and night for more than two years, knew that Ji Lu at this time was not as she seemed. It seemed so peaceful.

People often say: "Looking up at the sky at 45 degrees, tears will not fall." Su Mo didn't know whether Sister Ji, who had always disliked holding her head high, was doing it to prevent tears from falling to the ground, or because she was in so much pain that she couldn't hide herself.

Just when she was thinking about whether to go up and give Ji Lu a comforting hug, Ji Lu sniffed and continued: "I reported the case many times and saw many... corpses fished out of the sea. Fortunately, None of them are hers.

After so many years, I have given up hope, but I am still lucky. I often wonder why the person swept away by the sea was not me, why the person who died was not me, why..."

"Sister Ji." Su Mo interrupted Ji Lu and hugged her distressedly. Such a good sister Ji should not live in pain and self-blame.

The survivors of the ordeal are the commentary of the disaster. The dead will never know how painful the living are. The pain that goes deep into the bone marrow cannot be eliminated in a lifetime. The pain can completely defeat a living person.

Ji Lu let Su Mo hold her, with a wry smile on her lips, "Mo Mo, do you know? The first time I saw you, I felt like I saw my sister growing up. If it weren't for the fact that you don't have The birthmark, I would really mistake you for her."

"birthmark?"

At this time, Ji Lu turned around, held Su Mo's right hand lovingly, looked deeply at the clean wrist, and said with a trace of regret: "Well, my sister has a heart-shaped pink one here. Birthmark." Caressing her wrist carefully, "That's why I knew those vague corpses were not my sister just by looking at them."

When Su Mo heard the whole cause and effect, his heart was blocked, not because Sister Ji was kind to her out of guilt for her sister, but because she felt sorry for Sister Ji and felt sorry for her who had been silently carrying these guilts for so many years.

She reached out and wanted to give this woman a good hug, who looked tough on the outside but was so soft on the inside. But before she stretched out her hand, she saw Ji Lu's expression instantly turned unfathomable.

"Ji...Sister Ji, what's wrong with you?"

"Momo." Ji Lu glanced at her pityingly, and then said to her very seriously: "It's enough to suffer some hardships once. Don't fall for men again in this life, and live a good life."

"Sister Ji, why are you telling me all this?" Su Mo looked at the Sister Ji in front of him with a puzzled look, who suddenly made him confused.

But Ji Lu stopped talking and stared at the door with a stern face, as if facing a formidable enemy.

Su Mo's face was full of confusion. He followed Ji Lu's line of sight and saw that there was nothing strange at the door. Just when he was about to speak again, he heard a loud "bang" the next second.

The ajar door was kicked to the ground, and the huge vibration was so loud that it could completely shatter a person's eardrums.