Life is more than just living

Gao Yan suddenly asked, "Aunt Chen, will the police really care?" Chen Xu was stunned for a moment and said, "They will." The police were already here when you were in the operating room yesterday, but I begged them to wait until you recover before questioning you. Gao Yan cried again, "Auntie, wuwuwu..." Chen Xu hugged her and said, "Gao Yan, I understand your worries and fears, and I understand your helplessness. Because auntie has also been so scared and helpless. At that time, I was being bullied, but I didn’t know who to tell. I was afraid that others would know and look down on me, but hiding could not stop the bad guys from doing evil. It was only after that person was imprisoned that I escaped from the misery.”

Gao Yan stopped crying and looked up at Chen Xu. Chen Xu briefly told what happened that year. Gao Yan wiped away her tears and said, "Aunt Chen, the first time I was bullied was when I was in elementary school. At that time, we only had a few teachers in elementary school and not many students. . One day after school, the teacher asked me to stay alone to correct my homework. He said that I made many mistakes in my homework. I was even bumped into by a classmate of ours, and I didn’t know how to tell my grandma. Later, when I graduated from elementary school and went to junior high school in the town, I thought the nightmare was over.

Not long after I entered the first grade of junior high school, a female classmate in the class said that it was her birthday and tried her best to invite me to a hotel to attend her birthday party. I, a silly rural kid who had never seen the world, was very happy to be invited. I specially took out my elementary school graduation certificate. My deskmate gave me a souvenir book as a gift for a classmate who had a birthday. I cherished that souvenir book, but I had no money to buy a gift, so I had to reluctantly part with it. Unexpectedly, after I arrived, there were only two female classmates and three men, all of whom looked to be in their thirties or forties. My classmate said those were her uncles. After dinner, those uncles said they would take us to sing. I didn’t want to go, so my classmates had to drag me along.

After arriving at the karaoke hall, I was shocked. The classmate who was celebrating her birthday was sitting on an uncle's lap singing, and the uncle put his hand into her clothes. My classmate sang along as if he didn't feel anything. Another classmate was hugging a man. I wanted to leave at that time, but the man assigned to me grabbed me and refused to let me go. He said to my classmate: "Your kid is disobedient! You didn't follow him." Do you understand?" My classmate put down the microphone, came over and slapped me, scolding me: "Why are you pretending? I heard from our class Cao Yang that you were fucked by your teacher when you were in elementary school, why are you pretending to be innocent now? ! I tell you clearly that today is not my birthday at all. You must be good today, otherwise you will be good-looking!" I was so scared that I cried. The man next to me felt disappointed and said: Forget it. You go back! It seems to be forcing you, which is boring.

My classmate refused to let me go, pulling my hair and beating me. She also asked another classmate of mine to teach me and do a live broadcast. I didn't expect my classmate to be so bold and dare to do that in public. I didn't dare to look, so my classmate pulled my hair and forced me to look. My classmates are about the same age. One of them has divorced parents, and the other has parents who work out of town.

My classmate pulled my hair and said in my ear: "You know better! It's not the first time. What's the big deal! You'll get money after you finish your work! Look at how poor you are. You took the money to buy yourself something you like." The things are so good!" Another classmate also packed up his clothes and came over and said, "You have seen me like that, do you think you can leave if you don't do it?" He pushed me to the man next to me. When I was being bullied, my classmates were watching and videotaping me. After it was over, the man gave me a handful of money, and my classmate took it and took half of it, saying it was an introduction fee. Later, my classmates asked me to go out with them every Saturday. They had videos in their hands and I didn’t dare not go. The three men were freely matched with us every time, not a fixed combination. They said it was just a change of taste. They gave me money every time, and my classmates also took a cut every time. One time I wanted to resist and told my classmate that I couldn't go any further and would call the police if he pushed me again. But my classmate said that I was paid and it was a consensual thing. How dare you, a prostitute, call the police? Later, I got used to it and ate and drank with them. Seeing that I didn’t have a mobile phone and it was difficult to contact them, a man even bought me a mobile phone. I didn't expect to be pregnant. I fainted while running in gym class, and then it was found out that I was pregnant. The school asked my grandma to take me home.

After Gao Yan finished speaking, she looked at Chen Xu anxiously: "Aunt Chen, can the police take care of my situation? They gave me money. My primary school teacher didn't give me money, but it has been more than a year and there is no other evidence. It was the first time that I was too scared and didn't know who to tell, so I wrote down what happened in my diary." Chen Xu nodded and said, "Don't worry, the police can handle it."

Chen Xu looked at the dim light outside the window and said, "Gao Yan, it's almost dawn. Today is a new day. Study hard and live well from now on!"