Life is more than just living

Chen Xu didn't expect their married life to be so bad. Why did they get married if this was the case? Is it just to give an explanation to this relationship?

Chen Xu has been regretting that he deceived Liu Jingsheng into going to Beijing these days. If he hadn't contributed to the situation, the two of them might not be where they are today. The more Chen Xu thought about it, the more regretful she became. She kept chattering like Xianglin's wife, "If I had..." blah blah blah. Han Yidao looked at Chen Xu dumbfounded, "Well, their fate may have been predestined a long time ago, and it's not something you can control. Don't take responsibility for yourself. By the way, there's something I forgot to tell you. I took the opportunity to answer the question just now. When Xiaohua wasn't paying attention to the phone, she went to admire the flowers on the window sill, but..." Chen Xu shouted, "Oh, my flowers!" She hurried to the window, her heartbeat racing with anger, this brat, Not a single new flower is left! Chen Xu was so angry that he looked for saboteurs everywhere. Han Yidao held her back and said, "Okay, okay, let's calm down! Mom knew he was in trouble and was afraid he would be beaten, so she took him downstairs. She said he would sleep there tonight. "Chen Xu gasped in anger, and Han Yidao smiled and comforted him, "Okay, don't be angry! The flowers will bloom again." He reached out and pulled Chen Xu over and said, "No, little one. We’re making trouble at home, let’s go to bed early.”

Downstairs, Xiaohua ran around the room energetically, with Liu Jingsheng chasing him behind. It wasn't until Xiaohua was tired from running that Liu Jingsheng picked him up and prepared to put him to sleep. Lin Zihan looked at Liu Jingsheng with a complicated expression: "Brother Jingsheng, do you prefer children or Chen Xu's children?"

Liu Jingsheng shook Xiaohua gently, "I like him first because he is Chen Xu's child. Don't forget that I gave him his name! In addition, Xiaohua is indeed very cute. I can't help but like him." Lin Zihan Smiling bitterly, it was indeed so. After Xiaohua fell asleep, Liu Jingsheng sent him to his parents' house opposite. When Han Hui brought the child down just now, Liu Jingsheng saw it and snatched Xiaohua over to take care of him for a while.

When Liu Jingsheng came back, Lin Zihan looked at him directly and said, "Brother Jingsheng, you hate me, don't you?" Liu Jingsheng shook his head and asked, "Why do you say that? Why would I bring you to Dragon City if I hate you? So what? Will you marry me?" Lin Zihan said with a complicated expression: "You knew that when I asked you just now, if you said you liked children more, I might consider having children, but you gave me a different idea. The answer is, you don’t want my child, right?”

Liu Jingsheng smiled, "Zihan, I don't like to quarrel. First of all, you ask me this question, and I must answer you truthfully. But you feel that this answer is not what you want. In fact, you know it in your heart. You asked it because you wanted to force me. Am I lying? Zihan, why do you have to embarrass yourself? Don’t you think this question is the same as: Which one should the husband save first if the mother-in-law and the wife fall into the water at the same time? , let alone use my love for children to kidnap and force you."

Lin Zihan sneered coldly, "You are such a humble gentleman! It seems that it's all my fault. I'm just asking for it because I'm jealous!"

Liu Jingsheng still smiled, "Zihan, you have been too tired recently. Don't put so much pressure on yourself, you have already done a good job. Take a good rest and adjust your mentality. Your current posture should not be what it should be. Lin Zihan's voice rose, "You can laugh at this time, you are really sick!" Lin Zihan regretted it as soon as he said it. As the saying goes, you don't slap someone in the face, and you don't expose someone's shortcomings when you scold them!

Unexpectedly, Liu Jingsheng still smiled warmly, "I admit that I am sick, but I am much better than before. Speaking of which, it is Chen Xu's fault. If it weren't for her, I wouldn't laugh. I won't react to anything you say."

Lin Zihan quickly said: "I'm sorry, Brother Jingsheng, it's my fault that I said something indiscriminately, I didn't mean it." Liu Jingsheng stood up, "Okay, go to bed early and have a good rest." After saying that, he got up and went back to his room. . Lin Zihan sat alone on the sofa for a long time. She didn't want to quarrel. Liu Jingsheng was in such a state that the two of them couldn't quarrel at all. But the feeling of being punched on cotton made her feel weak. She went to her bedroom to change into pajamas, walked to the door of Liu Jingsheng's house, knocked lightly, and then walked in.

When Liu Jingsheng saw her coming in, he sat up from the bed. Lin Zihan walked over with some embarrassment, and Liu Jingsheng lifted the quilt to let her in.

Soon Liu Jingsheng fell asleep. Listening to his even and steady breathing, Lin Zihan shed tears silently. Is this considered a bedfellow? Liu Jingsheng is very good, emotionally stable, gentle and tolerant of himself, but Lin Zihan feels that it is not enough, far from enough. Lin Zihan couldn't help crying, this is the man he loves! But he doesn’t love himself enough, what should he do? She didn't want to admit that she was jealous of Chen Xu, but would it be better for her if Brother Jingsheng didn't dote on Chen Xu so much? Chen Xu has already received the love of so many people, so why can't he not compete with him for brother Jingsheng?