Life is more than just living

Han Yidao and Chen Xu came out of the Blue Ocean Leisure Club and stood at the door to see if there were no taxis. If they walked forward, they should be able to get a taxi. It was a bit late, and there was no time to reverse the bus or subway, so the two of them walked silently without talking. Han Yidao suddenly stopped, "Chen Xu, I feel like a failure." Chen Xu turned his head and looked at him through the flashing lights, "Why do you say that? Is our relationship cheap? I don't think relationships need to be humble in front of money. .”

Ma Mingchuan's car came from behind and spotted two people on the roadside. He rolled down the window and was about to call the two people to get in the car when he suddenly heard the conversation between the two people. So he did not interrupt and signaled the driver to drive slowly and followed. Two people behind.

Han Yidao was still unhappy, "Anyway, I'm not qualified as a boyfriend. I don't seem to have bought you anything worth it, I haven't dated you, and I haven't even watched a movie with you. I……"

Chen Xu held his hand comfortingly, "Is there a fixed procedure and pattern for falling in love? In fact, I don't think it is necessary to pursue those external things. Shouldn't the most important thing about being with someone be that you feel comfortable in your heart? You You know, I have never seen the world, and as the saying goes, the ignorant are fearless! So I dare to say without shame, I don’t care about those things, I don’t know how good they are, and I don’t care how good they can be. I don’t care about the current situation. I feel very satisfied with my living situation and have confidence in the future. I think this is fine. There is no need to worry too much about the future. If you and I are unhappy because of various things every day, So what's the point of us being together? Han Yidao, I hope you and I can be happy every day. If you can't, then there's no point in me staying by your side."

Chen Xu took his hand and continued walking forward, "My former primary school teacher, she taught me a lot of life principles. Before I met her, I didn't know why I was alive. I thought that living was the whole meaning of life. I thought that living was the whole meaning of life. Live just to eat. My teacher told me that life is more than just living: pain and joy are all life experiences. Only by being respected and needed, and realizing self-worth, life will be more meaningful.

When I was young, I didn’t even have material support, let alone the spiritual level, but Teacher Lin gave me such a goal. I want to live a good life, but not pursue the ultimate material enjoyment. I hope I still have the ability to love, to be respected and needed, and to become a better Chen Xu. Han Yidao, I know that your friends and I are different people, but I came out with you today. I just want you to understand that the amount of money others have cannot embarrass me. Indeed, compared to your friends, I have many things I have never eaten, seen, or played with, so what? The purpose of my life is not these. I want a simple life. I hope that we will have a stable income and a lovely child in the future. While I have longing for the future, I will not be discouraged by the current stage. This is what my ideal life is like; It’s not about doing money-burning sports or spending money on luxury goods to pass the time. I feel that my value is not reflected by these. It is true that I have not achieved financial freedom and have not experienced the pleasure of spending large sums of money, but those are not the lives I pursue, and it does not matter what others think of me. You are not a fish, how can you know the happiness of fish? "

Han Yidao held her hand tightly, "Chen Xu, you are so kind, I feel more and more that I am not worthy of you." Chen Xu smiled, "Fool, in matters of love, no one is unworthy of anyone, only whether they are suitable or not. , are you willing or not? At present, I am willing to stand by your side and let’s work hard together!

Since we couldn't get a taxi for such a long time, it seems we may have to walk back tonight. Will it be daylight when we walk home? "Han Yidao pulled Chen Xu Meimei and said, "I am willing to stay with you for the rest of my life. "

Ma Mingchuan was listening from behind. Han Yidao was really a late bloomer. He was 26 and seven years old and could still say such innocent words. If it were in the past, I might not have noticed it, but now I saw two people holding hands in this bustling metropolis walking all the way home, and suddenly I felt a sense of tranquility.

Seeing that the two people were no longer talking, Ma Mingchuan shouted softly, "Yidao, get in the car and take you back." Han Yidao and Chen Xu did not refuse and got in the car happily, because it would be really bright when they walked back tomorrow. Still have to go to work.

None of them spoke after getting in the car. The car was dark. Ma Mingchuan didn't look at the two of them specifically, but he had an intuition that the two of them were still holding hands. The next sentence of holding hands was "heart to heart." Ma Mingchuan felt very stuck today, always feeling like he was holding back his breath. Thinking about how he had advised Han Yidao to reconcile with his mother before, and to persuade Han Yidao to say goodbye too seriously, but today when he saw Han Yidao and Chen Xu, he admitted that he was jealous. A pure relationship is extremely precious in this materialistic society, but Han Yidao got it. Ma Mingchuan has no shortage of women. The women around him change frequently. They are sexy, innocent-looking, and obedient... They always feel attracted to him at first, but after a few days they feel boring.

Has Han Yidao's puberty been delayed? He, who has always been easy-going, actually broke up with his mother for a relationship. Could he have done it himself? Ma Mingchuan boasts that he has been surrounded by thousands of flowers without a single leaf touching him, and has long since lost the ability to love. He always feels that hanging from a tree is stupid. But tonight, he asked the driver to follow Han Yidao and Chen Xu. Listening to them talking, he was in a trance for a moment, and suddenly felt that it was beautiful. Is it the wine today or the moonlight tonight that is alluring. Ma Mingchuan was a little annoyed. After more than 40 minutes of driving, there was no communication between the few people. When the car stopped downstairs at grandma's house, it was already 11:30 in the evening. Han Yidao and Chen Xu got off the car and waved goodbye to Ma Mingchuan. Ma Mingchuan did not respond, closed his eyes, and the driver reset the navigation and set off.

The two of them quietly opened the door and entered the house, fearing to wake up grandma. Unexpectedly, grandma was still awake and had been waiting for them. Chen Xu felt very sorry. The old man should have gone to bed early. In order to wait for the two of them, he persisted so late. The old man didn't blame them for coming back late. When he saw them coming back, he just said, "Go to bed early." and went back to his room.

Because there was only one bathroom, the two of them went in to wash up one after another. When Chen Xu came out and saw Han Yidao standing outside, he asked in confusion, "Why aren't you sleeping yet?" Han Yidao was a little embarrassed, but he pretended to be calm, "I didn't do it again. I have never enjoyed the privileges of a boyfriend, so I must have it today!" Chen Xu looked at him, "What do you want?"

"Goodnight kiss." As Han Yidao leaned down, Chen Xu instinctively wanted to hide, but when she saw Han Yidao's affectionate eyes, she raised her head by mistake and rushed forward in cooperation. Han Yidao did not kiss deeply, his lips touched for a short moment and separated. Then Han Yidao ran back to his room quickly, and Chen Xu touched his lips and quickly returned to the bedroom, as if the two of them had done something extraordinary.