Life is more than just living

Cheng Qi sighed, "Hey, what happened next is really embarrassing." Zhao Yuhan's eyes were bright, "Go on!" Cheng Qi said:

She took off her bachelor's hat, pulled Cheng Cheng along, and ran all the way back to the faculty apartment. After entering the room, he was busy taking off his academic robe and complained that it was too hot. When she saw that he was already sweating, she came over to help him take off his suit and hang it up. Cheng Qi turned around and saw Cheng Qi looking at her, looking a little embarrassed. Cheng Qi asked in confusion: "What's wrong? It's weird." Cheng Qi cleared her throat, stared into Cheng Qi's eyes and asked: "Baby, you said you wanted to get married before. Do the words you give me count? Before you went to college, I said: If you graduate and are still willing to be with me, we will be together forever. Now that you have graduated, you can give me the answer!"

Cheng Qi didn't expect him to ask this question. Hasn't her performance been obvious enough in the past few years? She really wanted to scold him loudly, "Are you stupid?" But this seems very rude. She was thinking about how to make fun of him, but when she saw that he successfully turned his back to her and said, "It doesn't matter if you change your mind. You were young and thought about things simply. I respect your choice and I will still do it." Treat you like a biological sister."

Cheng Qi didn't expect such a situation to happen. She stared at Cheng Cheng with a sick expression on her face. Unfortunately, Cheng Qi had her back turned to her and couldn't see it. Cheng Qi scratched her head and felt that what happened today was really weird. What's wrong? Whether Cheng is proposing to him or forcing him to confess his love, he won't be able to fool himself. Just when Cheng Qi was about to joke about Cheng Cheng's performance, she saw Cheng Cheng quickly walk to the entrance, pick up his coat, open the door and walk out. Cheng Qi's tears flowed out unsatisfactorily, what's going on? Seventeen years, more than five thousand days. Does success mean you don’t understand yourself so much? Isn't it obvious enough that I have been shamelessly pestering him to say I love him? What else do you want to do with yourself? what happened! Where has success gone, and what to do next?

Cheng Qi didn't chase her out. She ran to the master bedroom window and looked down, because she could see Chenggong's car here, and it was still parked there without moving at all. Cheng Qi panicked and wanted to call Chenggong, but felt that she couldn't save her face. What should she say on the phone? Say that you haven't changed your original intention and still want to marry him, or explain why you didn't agree immediately just now. When I was reading the novel, I felt that those couples arguing over trivial things were quite bloody. I never thought that there was no most bloody thing, only more bloody ones. Cheng Qi kept wiping her tears so that she could clearly see the successful car, but suddenly she heard the sound of a key being inserted into the keyhole and turning. The house was relatively small, so Cheng Qi heard it in the bedroom. She knew she had returned successfully, but her tears flowed even more fiercely. She felt that she was too embarrassed to look back.

Cheng Cheng soon walked into the bedroom out of breath and said loudly: "Cheng Baobao! There is no such thing as you. It was you who wanted to be with me in the first place! I take it seriously. What do you mean now? You have fallen in love with someone else. I still feel that there is something about me that is not good enough. If you think that I am not doing well, why don't you tell me and I will change it?" Cheng Qi tried her best to answer without crying: "I like someone else?..." You are so stupid. ? Cheng Qi couldn't speak any more.

"Why? Why do you like someone else? I've been waiting for you for four years, and in the end you tell me that you like someone else. You shameless bastard, please explain it clearly to me." Successfully took Cheng Qi's arm and tugged hard. Cheng Qi lost her balance and fell into his arms. Seeing her face full of tears, Cheng Qi helped her stand upright, holding her little face in her hands and asked: "Why are you crying! Do you think you are sorry for liking someone else?" Cheng Qi slapped his hands away and became even more angry: " I don't feel sorry for you, I only feel sorry for myself. Why did you come up and say that I like someone else? Which of your eyes saw that I like someone else?" She wiped a handful of tears and wanted to be stronger and stronger, but The more tears I shed, the more tears I shed.

Chenggong was a little at a loss for a moment. Could he say that he had misunderstood? He quickly took out a jewelry box from his trouser pocket, opened it and handed it to Cheng Qi, "Do you think it looks good? If you don't like it, let's choose again." When Cheng Qi saw that it was a ring, she glared at Cheng Qi fiercely. "Get out, you stupid pig." Chenggong secretly cursed himself, how could it be so useless to propose properly, and ended up like this? He took out the ring, threw away the box, and took Cheng Qi's hand with one hand to help her. Put it on. Cheng Qi was angry and wanted to pull her hand away, but she couldn't resist the strength of success and was still put on the ring finger of her left hand. Because Cheng Qi was unwilling to cooperate, her fingers hurt a little. Successfully grabbed the hand with the ring on it, "Now that you are wearing my ring, you have agreed to get married. Our birthday will be in two months, and you will be 20 years old. We will go get the marriage certificate."

Cheng Qi didn't expect such an impressive proposal from her. She was speechless. Her tears were still wet and she turned her face to one side, not knowing whether to cry or laugh. He successfully held her in his arms and said, "I'm sorry! I messed up the proposal. You haven't paid much attention to me in the past few months. I'm scared. You used to call me and send me videos every day, but after you returned to school this time You didn't even take the initiative to call me. When I called you, you said you were busy without even saying a few words. You didn't even notify me of such a big event as your graduation ceremony. I really can't wait any longer. I just got to school today. Knowing that the graduation ceremony was being held today, I saw you and that guy named Lin taking photos together, and I thought..."

Cheng Qi was so angry that she had a headache and pushed him away hard, "Don't talk to me, you stupid ass."

"It was a pig just now, why is it changed to a donkey now?"

"Calling you a pig is an insult to the pig's intelligence."

Cheng Qi was a little discouraged, but Cheng Qi didn't change her mind depending on the situation, but how could she have been neglecting herself for several months and not even contacted her. Seeing his stupid look, Cheng Qi cried angrily: "Aren't you happy to call you stupid? Don't you know that you need to write an internship report for your internship? During my internship at your place, I gained nothing but gained a few kilograms. Didn't do it! What did you ask me to write in the report? I sat there and copied it online, just imagining it. I finally finished writing the report and handed it in to school. I also had to prepare a graduation thesis. The first draft of the thesis was not satisfactory, so I went to the library again and again. Check the information, submit the paper, and prepare for the defense. What do you think you are doing? Falling in love with others? I said I am busy, have you asked me what I am busy with? In the past, I always took the initiative to call you to talk about things, but I I've been busy and haven't contacted you much, so you're just thinking wildly. Why didn't you just ask me if you had questions when you called me? You know that my grades have been average since I was a kid, and I don't work too hard, so I'm so busy after graduation. I've been neglecting you for a while, but you miss me so much. I thought we had been together for more than ten years and you knew me very well. Who knew it would turn out like this? You let me down so much." As he said that, Cheng Qi's grievance increased again, her tears kept pouring out, and she became angrier as she spoke. Cheng Qi reached out to take off the ring she had just put on Cheng Qi. When Chenggong saw this, he grabbed her while she was wearing the ring and refused to let her take it off. He kept apologizing: "Baby, don't do this. I made a mistake. It's my fault. You can't deny it just because I made a mistake once." I don’t give me a chance. Do you know how long I have been waiting for this day? Four years! Baby, you are a college student and so cute. In these four years, you don’t know how worried you are that you will fall in love with someone else. At the beginning, I I don’t dare to agree to you easily because I don’t dare. I don’t dare to imagine what would happen if I agreed but you left midway. So I hardened my heart and refused to agree. I just wanted to wait for you to grow up and mature. I just said that we will wait until you graduate before confirming the relationship. Baby, don’t be angry with me, otherwise I won’t know what to do.”

Cheng Qi stopped crying. She savored Cheng Qi's words carefully. What Cheng said was true. For so many years, Cheng Qi would rely on her, pamper her, and pamper her no matter what she wanted. This had become his habit. Just when I successfully asked myself if I was still willing to be together, I should have agreed to him outright, everyone was happy, but in the end, I was stunned and made a big mistake, hey! Seeing Cheng Cheng, he felt uneasy, cautious and then angry. He didn't comfort him in time. He knew clearly that Cheng Cheng was also an insecure person, so why did he insist on those little details? Mr. Cheng, who was calm and capable in the company, was forced to do this by himself. He deserved it. Cheng Qi is a good child who corrects her mistakes immediately. She stretched out her other hand and put it on Chenggong, who still held her ring-wearing hand with both hands, and asked, "When did you buy the ring?" Chenggong was a little speechless, it was too jumpy. He didn't believe his ears, so he let go of her hand and held the baby in his arms.

Cheng Qi clung to his chest and put her hands around his waist, "Success, don't doubt my feelings for you in the future. You said you have been waiting for four years for today, but I have been waiting for more than ten years. Ever since I learned that there was a marriage When this happened, I was thinking about marrying you. During this time, I called you and you said very little. It was me who was talking. I thought you were also very busy, so I just wanted to graduate soon. We've been together every day since we got back. So we're busy preparing for graduation. Why don't you say what's on your mind? You're just making random guesses, aren't you stupid?" Chenggong sighed: " I found that you called less and said less, so I became scared. I was looking forward to your calls, but I was also afraid of your calls, for fear that you would give me a notice to break up with me. Because you were not like this before. I I came here today after mustering up the courage to make up my mind. I searched for more than two hours to find you, but you were taking a photo with Lin Zihao, and I wanted to sneak away. But I was unwilling to do so. I met you earlier than Lin Zihao. , Why! But I didn't dare to step forward. I didn't dare to come out until Lin Zihao left. I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to hold on. I can't do anything to you, you know." Cheng Qi rolled her eyes, "Success, Why are you so cowardly? Why don't you go over and beat Lin Zihao away when I take a photo with him? Isn't this how the male protagonists in TV series and novels declare their sovereignty?" Chenggong let out a sigh of relief, "I don't dare, I'm afraid of us Even brothers and sisters didn't do it." Cheng Qi stood up on tiptoes, pressed a kiss on Cheng Cheng's lips, and said distressedly: "You idiot, what good can I do? I deserve this from you!" Cheng Qi lowered his head and looked into her eyes seriously. She said: "I can't say how good you are. I only know that I can't live without you. Unknowingly, you have become the reason for my life and happiness." Cheng Qi smiled and cried, "Success, you are not just a fool. , still a madman." Cheng Cheng's eyes were also a little moist: "Isn't this your dream? Let's be two happy madmen."

At this time, Cheng Cheng took out another small box from his pocket, opened it, took out a men's ring from it and handed it to Cheng Qi, "Put it on for me." Cheng Qi took a closer look and saw that the one with her was a couple's ring. She took it over and carefully helped Chenggong put it on. The rings for the two of them are not as luxurious as the pink diamonds they were given as a gift, they are just a pair of ordinary platinum rings. Chenggong said that wedding rings do not need to be too luxurious because they should be worn all the time and should not be too eye-catching. It was originally intended to be used when getting married, so I brought it over to show Cheng Qi, but after a chaotic proposal, she simply wore it.

When Cheng Qi said this, she looked at Chen Xu on the phone and said, "I'm telling you, whether it's a couple or a husband and wife, it's best to say what you have to say and don't rely on guessing. Otherwise, it will cause a lot of unnecessary misunderstandings." , It’s really not worth the loss. You two should take this as a warning!" As she said that, she turned to look at Zhao Yuhan who was sitting next to her. When Zhao Yuhan saw her looking at him, he quickly waved his hand and said, "I don't even have a shadow of my partner yet. This matter is too far away for me."

Chen Xu adjusted his sitting position and said to Zhao Yuhan: "Yuhan, what kind of man do you want to find? Tell us!" Cheng Qi quickly adjusted the angle of her mobile phone and pointed it at Zhao Yuhan.

Zhao Yuhan lowered her head and thought for a while, then raised her head and said, "I remember Cheng Baobao asked me this question before. I answered her at that time: A partner may really be hard to find, and I don't want to get married just for the sake of getting married. I hope to meet her." Find someone who can accommodate my hobbies. If I find an ordinary person to marry, he may think that I am unrealistic. Flower shops don’t make much money, so focusing on running a flower shop is not a real job! But I hope to have a man I am willing to live according to my own wishes. I know this is very selfish, but at least that is what I hope. Of course, maybe one day I will make some changes for my life, but I haven’t thought about changing anything yet. I am like this People may not be suitable for being a wife. If I really meet a good person and the economy is not very well-off, maybe I will be willing to make some changes and build a home together. At that time, if I can support my family It is a kind of happiness to increase your income and do some other jobs, and not feel unwilling to give up everything now."

Zhao Yuhan suddenly fell silent, and after a while he said: "Not long after we talked about this topic that day, I received the news of my mother's death. From that day on, I had doubts about the meaning of marriage. I always thought that my father My mother is a loving couple. My father has always cherished an unrealistic literary dream in his life. My mother has always protected my father's hobbies, accompanying him to stay in poverty, and accompanying him to grow flowers and vegetables and lead a pastoral life. After my mother passed away, I discovered that all this was just my mother's wishful thinking. After she left, my father quickly married a new woman, as if my mother had never existed. I suddenly had no confidence in marriage at all. I was selfish. It’s terrible that I have the same blood as my father! People like me may not deserve happiness! People who believe in marriage seem to have weaved a beautiful dream!... Oops, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, look at what I’m saying It’s a mess because I’m too negative. Sorry, Sister Xu, you’re just about to get married, look at what I’m saying?”

Chen Xu smiled, "Yuhan, don't be nervous. It doesn't matter. I won't be affected by your words. Everyone's actual situation is different. You think the baby and her husband have the kind of life-or-death relationship; Han Yidao and I are much more rational. Although I was sad when Han Yidao proposed to break up, we still live how we should live. Adult relationships tend to be more rational, and many are the result of weighing the pros and cons. The form of marriage is also Focusing on your own comfort, there is no unified model for everyone. As for your parents, they were very happy when Qin Se and Ming were together! After your mother passed away, your father immediately found a wife again. From your perspective, It will feel chilling, but you can't deny that they lived a peaceful and happy life before. Yuhan, don't stop eating because of choking. If you no longer have the confidence to live a good life in your heart, how can you still be happy?"