Life is more than just living

Chen Xu returned to his grandmother's house. As soon as he changed his shoes, his grandmother asked, "You didn't suffer any loss, did you?" Chen Xu was surprised, "Do you know who it is?"

Wu Sixian said helplessly: "Although Zhilan was not born by me, I raised her after all. How can I not know her temper? How could she just give up!"

Chen Xu sighed, "I was not polite to her, and she must have hated me in her heart. But even if I wanted to be polite, she didn't intend to talk to me properly."

Wu Sixian comforted Chen Xu, "Don't take it seriously, she is just like that. When Zhilan was a child, I found out soon after I brought her home that she had a bad temper and would not obey no matter what. She had to follow her own temper. To be honest , I regretted it a little at the time, but since I took the child out of the orphanage, there was no reason to send it back, so I thought about educating the child well and training her well. Unexpectedly, she grew up against me. Later she grew up. I couldn't see through the Korean face when I was dating someone. I reminded her several times, and she drew a clear line with me in a fit of anger, ran away from home, and never came back. Later, when she had a difficult delivery, I ignored the previous grudges and went to accompany her. , she was also a little touched at the time. They were busy with work, and Yidao was always taken care of by me, and the relationship had eased. Unexpectedly, she later found out that she was not my biological child, so she regarded the things I strictly demanded of her as abuse, and she hated her. It's been almost 20 years since this happened, and she just can't get over this hurdle. She's already a mother herself, and she still doesn't understand the heart of a mother. I don't expect anything from her, but fortunately Youyidao , this child has a kind heart, unlike Zhilan. When the old man was alive, he advised me not to regret adopting Zhilan. Without Zhilan, how could we have such a good grandson as Yidao?

Zhilan's temperament is like that. Once she decides on something, she can't change it easily. You have to be mentally prepared, she may have to fight with you for many years. "

Chen Xu looked at Wu Sixian and said, "Grandma, I don't care if Yidao's mother accepts me or not. But I have a knot in my heart and I don't know whether I should tell you or not."

Wu Sixian pulled Chen Xu to sit next to him, "My child, if you find it difficult to say anything, you don't have to say it. Everyone has a secret place in their heart. Grandma is old, but she is not confused yet. I know you are a wise person. Story kid, you can say it whenever you want to say it. No matter what others say, Yidao and I believe in you."

Han Yidao was busy in the company all morning. At noon, he took out his mobile phone to check the surveillance footage at home. He saw Chen Xu sitting motionless on the sofa. Han Yidao couldn't help but wonder if the picture was a bit stuck. He called her. Chen Xu was startled by the ringing of the phone. She picked up the phone and saw that it was Han Yidao, and then she felt relieved, "Yidao... Well, we have eaten. Grandma is taking a lunch break. I have nothing to do, so Resting in the bedroom." Han Yidao hung up the phone and pondered, Chen Xu was obviously in a daze on the sofa in the living room, something must have happened.

At night, Han Yidao quietly entered his grandmother's room and asked if anything happened during the day. Grandma told Han Yidao exactly what happened during the day. Han Yidao felt sorry for Chen Xu. He knew very well what kind of person his mother was.

Han Yidao came to Chen Xu's door and gently knocked on it. The door quickly opened from the inside. Han Yidao said softly: "Can I come in? Just say a few words." Chen Xu smiled. After Han Yidao came in, he could neither sit nor stand, feeling a little cramped. Chen Xu let him sit on the chair in front of the desk, and sat on the edge of the bed waiting for him to speak. Han Yidao clenched his hands into fists and then loosened them. He adjusted his breathing and said, "My mother is looking for you?" Chen Xu nodded.

Han Yidao pretended to be relaxed, "Don't pay attention to her, my mother is too paranoid and unreasonable." Chen Xu still nodded and said nothing. Han Yidao was silent for a moment, and finally couldn't control his emotions. He was a little excited, "Chen Xu, I'm sorry, it was my incompetence that caused you to be blamed. I thought you wouldn't face this for the time being. I should have anticipated this situation and I've thought of countermeasures. I'm very ashamed. I know who my mother is. Whoever she wants to target will be embarrassed and painful. I..."

Chen Xu said softly: "Han Yidao, you don't have to blame yourself, it's not your fault. Speaking of which, your mother is also doing it for your own good. My past is indeed very bad. I have been thinking all this afternoon whether I am too selfish. "Han Yidao suddenly stood up, "What do you mean? You can't waver so quickly. It's my fault that I failed to protect you. Forgive me this time, but you won't do it next time, I promise. ." Seeing that Chen Xu didn't speak, he walked to the bed in two steps, took Chen Xu's hand, and said anxiously, "Chen Xu, you can't say goodbye! You've said it, and you can't go back on it." Chen Xu was a little funny, "Han Yidao , you don’t have to be afraid, I won’t break up with you just because your mother insulted me. I’m just afraid that one day everything will come out and it will be too embarrassing for you. At the same time, I’m also worried that grandma won’t be able to accept my past. After all, the old man is old. Yes, people of that age have the concept of chastity in their bones. I am afraid that my grandma will be disappointed in me, and I am very worried."

Han Yidao still held Chen Xu's hand and squatted in front of her, looking up at her, "Chen Xu, you have to have confidence in grandma. She is a very transparent and sensible old man, and she will not look down upon her just because her membrane is gone. You. She believes in her own eyes and her heart more. Chen Xu, don’t give up, okay? I’m scared.”

Chen Xu pulled him up and stood up himself, "Yidao, you can't be too persistent in life, just let it go. I won't give up because of a small setback, but life is a long road, and we may get separated at some intersection. "

Han Yidao's eyes were a little moist, "Chen Xu, don't be afraid if we get separated. I will keep looking for you and I will definitely meet you again." Chen Xu suddenly couldn't hold back her tears. She took out her hand and turned her back to Looking at Han Yidao, "It's getting late, you go and have a rest." Han Yidao suddenly hugged her from behind, "Chen Xu, I can't be separated from you. I will work harder. You have to believe me and give me some time, okay?" Chen Xu's face was filled with tears and he didn't dare to say anything. He just nodded. Suddenly, liquid dripped from his neck. Chen Xu was startled and relaxed, and Han Yidao left quickly. Chen Xu touched his neck with his hand. It was not an illusion. Han Yidao cried.

Chen Xu wiped away his tears and went to bed to rest.

The next day, Han Yidao went to work. Grandma looked at Chen Xu's eyes that were a little swollen and sighed, "Child, never embarrass yourself or punish yourself for other people's mistakes. No matter what you have experienced in the past, it has passed. You must pay tribute to Let's look forward." Chen Xu nodded repeatedly. She knew that after Li Zhilan made a fuss yesterday, her grandmother had guessed it, but instead of being disgusted, her grandmother comforted her. Chen Xu was suddenly very happy that God was not unfair. How lucky he was to have so many good people around him.