Life is more than just living

Lin Zhiyuan was also very happy when he heard that the three members of the Liu family were coming to spend the Spring Festival together. Although Lin Zhiyuan is not short of money, he feels more lonely during the New Year and holidays. There is no need to go out to buy meat. Lin Zhiyuan has a farm, which is managed by dedicated personnel and will be distributed to employees regularly. But because the Liu family was coming, Lin Zhiyuan still led Chen Xu to go shopping for several days. The refrigerators and freezers of the two families were filled with all kinds of food.

Two days before the Chinese New Year, Lin Zhiyuan picked up Chen Xu after get off work and took Chen Xu around the mall to see what else he needed to buy. The mall was crowded and crowded. Not wanting to meet Zhao Yuhan under such circumstances, Zhao Yuhan was very happy to see the two of them. Chen Xu looked at Zhao Yuhan's shopping cart and saw a lot in it, including chicken, duck, fish, meat, fruits, vegetables, and candies. Chen Xu asked her: "Have you just started purchasing?" Zhao Yuhan smiled and said: "I don't have time to go back these days. I originally wanted to buy these things tomorrow, but I'm afraid that the goods will not be complete by then. In fact, I want them on New Year's Eve. I can't go back to celebrate the New Year until the afternoon. Business has been very good recently, and people will buy flowers at any time. I will buy them today and put them in the refrigerator of the house where I live. I will take them back on New Year's Eve! I have to come back on the morning of the first day of the new year. They are all prepared for my parents." Chen Xu didn't understand: Zhao Yuhan's parents are not very old, so why are they waiting to buy from Zhao Yuhan? She is already busy enough. Although he was confused, Chen Xu did not ask.

Chen Xu saw that Zhao Yuhan had a lot of stuff, so he asked her how to get it back? Zhao Yuhan said: "I'll take a taxi later! I can't carry so many things." Chen Xu looked at Lin Zhiyuan and said: "Brother, I think we have almost bought the things at home. There is nothing more we need to buy. Otherwise, let's send Yuhan back!" Zhao Yuhan waved her hands and said, "No need to bother, just take a taxi."

Chen Xu helped Zhao Yuhan push the shopping cart and said, "Why are you being polite to me? You have so many things, it's hard to carry them upstairs by yourself? Come on, let's continue and see what else you need to buy. We happen to have a lot of people. , I bought it all at once, and I will take it back for you."

Lin Zhiyuan drove to help Zhao Yuhan deliver the large and small bags to her downstairs, and the three of them carried them up together. Lin Zhiyuan and Chen Xu did not stop, because Zhao Yuhan had to sort these things into the refrigerator, and the two said goodbye at the door.

On the way back, Lin Zhiyuan received a call. He parked the car on the side of the road and picked up the phone. Chen Xu thought it was just a matter of work and did not avoid it. It was also very cold when getting off the bus in the winter. Lin Zhiyuan answered the phone and said impatiently: "What are you doing? Didn't I tell you not to call me?" I didn't know what was said on the other end of the phone. Lin Zhiyuan said very coldly: "No need, it's annoying that you are so persistent. , I won’t look for you again.” After saying that, he hung up the phone, threw down the phone, and continued driving. At this time, Chen Xu couldn't help but wonder who was on the other side, and her intuition was that the person calling was a woman. Chen Xu glanced at Lin Zhiyuan secretly and did not dare to ask. Chen Xu never saw any trace of a woman in Lin Zhiyuan's house. But Lin Zhiyuan is only in his 30s. It is impossible for such a rich and successful man to live without a woman.

After Chen Xu secretly glanced at Lin Zhiyuan several times, Lin Zhiyuan finally smiled, "Silly girl, just ask whatever you want!" Chen Xu was embarrassed, quickly sat up straight and looked ahead and said, "No, I don't have anything to think about. Asked."

Lin Zhiyuan smiled, "The bad girl who talks bad words and means bad things. She was one of my women just now. It seems she has to be dismissed. She has thoughts that she shouldn't have." Chen Xu turned to look at him, and Lin Zhiyuan said without hesitation: " As for women, that's it, I don't plan to marry her back home. If it's too much trouble, just get rid of her. Money is not an issue, but I'm afraid of trouble, so it's not suitable to contact women who have other ideas. "

Chen Xu finally asked weakly, "Brother, don't you want to start a family? Now that you are no longer involved in those gray industries, you can start a family and live in peace and contentment!" Lin Zhiyuan drove the car minding his own business. After walking in the car for a while, he said: "Why do you want to start a family? I won't be used to it if there is someone next to me. I have been walking on thin ice for so many years. If there is someone next to my pillow, I will not be able to sleep well. I never spend the night with a woman outside. A woman I rarely look for a second time. I have looked for less women in the past year, and I am too lazy to change, so this woman thinks she is different and thinks she can have a future with me. Good women will not look for men like me. Anyone who wants to be my woman does it for money. Since it’s for money, what can’t they do for money? So I don’t want to leave any trouble around.”

Chen Xu lowered his head and thought for a while, then said without giving up: "Brother, not all people in the world are unjust. If you let go of your prejudices, you should be able to find a suitable and good woman." Lin Zhiyuan smiled bitterly. "Good woman, do you think I am worthy? Two days ago, Gao Shan told me that he was not worthy of Wang Xue, because he felt that the things he had done in the past were dirty, and what he had done was nothing compared to me. .Do you think I am worthy of a good woman? Over the years, many women have wanted to give me children in order to stay by my side. They have come up with all kinds of bad ideas, but I have not kept the children. Parents should be responsible for their actions. If a child cannot have a good environment when he comes into this world, such parents are extremely irresponsible and it is better not to have a child. It is better for people like me not to leave offspring, lest my children suffer retribution on my behalf."

Chen Xu looked at Lin Zhiyuan in surprise, "Brother, you are wrong to think that way! Since the law has not punished you, it means that you have not violated the national laws. You can still live a good life." Lin Zhiyuan turned to look at Chen Xu After a glance, he sighed, and then continued driving, "But I am the son of your teacher Lin. My mother is a person with moral obsessiveness. Growing up, I have been taught these things from ear to ear. So, my sense of morality does not I'm not weak, and because of this, I can't do bad things with peace of mind. It's disgusting to say this, but it's true. I know what I did. Even if the government doesn't settle the accounts, my conscience will be judged when I wake up in the middle of the night. moment. I am trying my best to do good deeds now to alleviate my sins. Otherwise, how can I see my mother when I die in the future?"

Chen Xu didn't know how to persuade Lin Zhiyuan for a while. She didn't know how much Lin Zhiyuan had done, and she couldn't ask, but from the bottom of her heart she hoped that Lin Zhiyuan could live a normal life, marry a wife, have children, and live the rest of his life in peace.