Life is more than just living

Chen Xu came over and patted Wang Xue on the shoulder, "You should think about it clearly and face your heart: Do you really like him? What do you like about him? Do you know what his strengths and weaknesses are? Can you tolerate and tolerate his shortcomings? Do you accept it? If you can, then pursue it boldly; if not, don’t get entangled, just let it go if you can afford it, and don’t make things difficult for yourself.”

Wang Xue was silent for the whole afternoon. She didn't participate in anything the girls said, and just thought about things silently. In the evening, Gao Shan came to pick up Chen Xu again. Wang Xue followed Chen Xu silently and went back together. Gao Shan didn't lose his temper at Wang Xue again.

When Wang Xue came back, she saw guardrails installed outside the office window. She finally spoke, "Gao Shan, you move so fast. The guardrails were installed so quickly!" Gao Shan didn't even look back, and said while driving: "This It's not a big deal. We can do it if the price is right. Otherwise, what will we do tonight?" Wang Xue muttered: "You haven't paid attention to me for several days. I haven't dared to sleep at night, even during the day. I will take a short lunch break at noon, and I will read e-books there all night." At this time, the car had already driven into Shengshi Washington, and Gao Shan sent Chen Xu to the door of the unit. Chen Xu said goodbye to the two of them.

Gao Shan then turned around and said, "Are you stupid? You sleep during the day and read at night. Black and white are reversed!" Wang Xue looked at him aggrievedly and said, "Aren't I afraid?" Gao Shan said angrily: "I know I'm afraid, so I asked you to rent a book." Go to the house as quickly as possible!" Wang Xue said angrily: "You don't have to be kind, anyway, no one cared about me and I came here a few days ago." Gao Shan was angry, "Who said no one cared about you? You can't see the Xin'an surveillance probe. Really? I've been watching the surveillance camera every night these days! Isn't that why I asked you to rent a house right away because I couldn't stand it any longer!" Wang Xue leaned forward and said to Gao Shan, "Gao Shan, don't You lost your temper with me, okay? Don't ignore me, can you just do what you did before? If you think I did something wrong, can you tell me and I can change it?"

Gao Shan thought about it and realized that this girl didn't seem to have done anything wrong. Even if she said she was going to introduce someone to her that day, even if it was just a joke, she shouldn't have lost such a temper. A man who is four years older than Wang Xue should not be so petty. He drove the car to the door of the security company and said to Wang Xue: "Two days ago in your office, I installed a camera on the door facing the window, so that if someone outside the window moves the guardrail and wants to break in, the monitoring You can see it from the other side of the room. If you really don’t want to rent a house, you should have no problem living here.”

Wang Xue did not get out of the car, "Gao Shan, can you please don't ignore me? In fact, what I said to you that day was indeed said impulsively, but I am not playing tricks on you, nor am I teasing you. I actually quite like you." Gao Shan suddenly froze. After a while, he irritably took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and put it in his mouth. He took out a lighter and was about to light it when he remembered that Wang Xue couldn't get used to the smell of smoke, so he put the lighter on. I went back, took off the cigarette and threw it out the car window. He closed the car window and didn't look at Wang Xue. He just looked ahead and said, "You are a little girl. Don't say such nonsense in the future. What is there to like about me? You are a child of a good family." , I’m a college graduate again, let’s find a decent person and live a good life!”

Wang Xue said to him a little stubbornly: "What do you mean? Aren't you a serious person?" Gao Shan smiled, "How to say? In a sense, no. A serious person should abide by the law and keep his own integrity. Come on! I have never done anything like fighting, stabbing people with knives, threatening, intimidating, gambling or whoring! Are you sure you want to be friends with such a person?"

Wang Xue did know what kind of people Gao Shan and the others were, but she still couldn't bear it when Gao Shan said it himself. She sat in the back and burst into tears. She cried uncontrollably, but Gao Shan did not come to persuade her. Instead, he got out of the car and stood in the cold wind, lighting a cigarette. The wind was strong, as if it was fighting for his cigarettes. He finished one cigarette in a few puffs, and he took out another one and lit it, one after another, until the cigarette box was empty. Wang Xue sat in the car for a long time and cried for a long time. In the end, Gao Shan couldn't stand it anymore. He opened the car door, grabbed Wang Xue's arm with one hand, and pulled her out of the car. Then he opened the door of the company and pushed her in. His movements were a little wider, and Wang Xue Xue Guang was crying and accidentally fell to the ground. She didn't get up immediately, but lay on the ground and cried louder. She didn't know whether it was hurt from the fall or because she was too sad. Gao Shan had no choice but to walk in, close the door, pick up Wang Xue and take her to the office where she lived. Just as Gao Shan was about to leave, Wang Xue held on to his sleeve and refused to let go.

Gao Shan hardened his heart and said: "Wang Xue, you are a good girl, don't waste your time on people like me, it's not worth it! If it weren't for Brother Yuan, what would a person like me be? I'm just a scum of society. Can I survive?" It’s hard to say to this day! Even though I seem to be on the right track now, it can’t change the fact that I committed crimes in the past. You are a good and innocent girl, and you should find someone like you to live with. I Let me tell you this, when you first came to the company, I didn’t have such thoughts, but the longer I was in contact with you, the more I felt that I was not worthy of you, so when you said that to me that day, my reaction It's very strong. Wang Xue, you see, Brother Yuan treats Chen Xu as his sister. Otherwise, you can be my sister. I have a brother, but no sister. Although I don't have as much ability as Brother Yuan, I try my best. Protect you. Okay?"

Wang Xue choked with tears, holding his hand and refusing to let go. She kept shaking her head. After a long while, she said softly: "I don't... don't want to be your sister."

Gao Shan suddenly felt his eyes burning. He forcefully opened Wang Xue's hand and walked away without looking back. Wang Xue burst into tears. Gao Shan felt very distressed, but he did not dare to look back.