Life is more than just living

Chen Xu said nothing and kept looking at Lin Zhiyuan like that. Although his words were incoherent, Chen Xu understood what he wanted to express.

Lin Zhiyuan lowered his head and chattered non-stop, "Some people say that there are three levels of death: when a person's heart stops and breathing disappears, he is biologically declared dead; when the person is buried and people attend the funeral, it declares that the person is no longer in this society. Resurrection is a social death; and when the last person in the world who remembers the deceased forgets him, he will truly die. The entire universe will no longer be related to him." Lin Zhiyuan raised his head and looked at Chen Xu again A glance: "Do you understand what I mean? I mean I am more than ten years older than you. In the future, when I am no longer in this world, I still hope that someone can remember my mother. You know that Chinese people and their children are like this , even though he knows that people are going to die, the old man still wants to keep him as long as possible when he is dying. I know it is selfish of me to do this, but I can't help it. If you are happy in the future, I am afraid that you will slowly forget your love. Teacher Lin, I...I promise not to cause you any trouble, but can we meet occasionally?"

Chen Xu finally spoke, "Do you want to appear in front of me occasionally to make your presence felt and remind me not to forget Teacher Lin?" Lin Zhiyuan lowered his head and tangled his two hands tightly together. My hands were shaking because I was using too much force. Chen Xu saw his nervousness and cowardice. Was he wrong? Chen Xu was very conflicted. She didn't like Lin Zhiyuan, but after all, he was Teacher Lin's only son. The two looked at each other, and Chen Xu knew in his heart that they both seemed to want to see Teacher Lin in each other. Both of them seemed to be looking at an old thing belonging to Teacher Lin.

She finally relented and said: I can promise you. Lin Zhiyuan raised his head and said happily: "Really? Thank you!" He picked up his glasses and was about to leave, but Chen Xu stopped him and called him, "Have you had dinner?" Lin Zhiyuan shook his head and then smiled, are you saying that I can make a living with you? Chen Xu smiled and said, "Well, I'm going to make something to eat. If you don't mind the simplicity, we can have a meal together and chat by the way." Lin Zhiyuan said yes repeatedly. Just like last time, while Chen Xu was cooking, Lin Zhiyuan sat at the dining table and looked at her. Chen Xu couldn't stand his intense gaze, so he threw him a few cloves of garlic and said, "You're a little shy. My brother usually helps me when I cook, even though he doesn't know how to cook." . You can't watch either. You should have the look of eating rice when you peel the garlic." Lin Zhiyuan took the garlic and peeled it carefully.

Because it was late, Chen Xu only made two simple dishes, but Lin Zhiyuan ate with satisfaction. After the meal, Chen Xu made him a cup of tea and sat across the dining table to accompany him. Lin Zhiyuan said to him: "Chen Xu, do you think this is good? Can we have dinner together every day? I can ask a nanny to cook, and you will arrange the dishes." Chen Xu was stunned, this guy It is a perfect interpretation of what it means to push beyond the limits.

Chen Xu shook his head, "I'm young, I have hands and feet, and I don't want to rely on others to serve me. If you like home-cooked food, then just ask a nanny to cook for you. I'm still so young, so just use I'm afraid that my life will be shortened if the nanny takes care of me." Lin Zhiyuan held the cup with both hands and whispered: "Actually, I just want to eat with you, but I don't want you to get hurt." After saying that, he quickly raised his head, "Don't get me wrong, I don't The other thing is, I'm tired of having fun with others outside, exchanging cups and drinks, and I just want to sit down and eat. But I don't want to eat alone."

Chen Xu was silent for a long time and then said: "Brother Lin, logically speaking, we shouldn't have too much contact. After all, men and women are different. You are unmarried and I am unmarried. If we have constant contact, there will be rumors, which is not good. Lin Zhiyuan was a little reluctant, "Why can the guy named Liu do it, but not me?" Chen Xu looked at him calmly and said, "That's my brother!" Lin Zhiyuan said stubbornly: " You are not related by blood, nor are you close. Can't you just get along with me the same way you get along with him?" Chen Xu scratched his head. We became brother and sister after we had been together for a long time and had a deep relationship. You are different. We are separated by more than ten years and our experiences are very different. "And because of Teacher Lin's death, Chen Xu said in his heart.

Lin Zhiyuan suddenly picked up his mobile phone and said, "Tell me your bank card number." Chen Xu shook his head and said, "No, my brother bought this house for me. I feel quite comfortable living in it. I can't accept it from you." My house."

Lin Zhiyuan always held the cup with both hands and did not drink the tea in the cup. He looked at Chen Xu in confusion, "Actually, I don't quite understand: you respect and rely on my mother very much, and you say you love the house and the bird! Why do you hate me so much? I don't seem to have offended you, right?"