Life is more than just living

The willow trees have turned a little green, and the peach trees and eucalyptus trees on the roadside have also grown buds. Spring is here, full of vitality.

Although Zhou Fenglan's appearance made Chen Xu very unhappy, Chen Xu's mood eased slightly when he saw the scene of spring returning to the earth. There was another thing that made her anxious recently. The results of the joint entrance examination that Zhang Dawei took were about to be released. I remember that when Chen Xu sent Zhang Dawei to the examination room that day, he was very worried. He was afraid that he would fail the exam, so he pretended to encourage him as if nothing had happened. That day, Zhang Dawei's mother was busy working and couldn't spare time, so Chen Xu personally sent Zhang Dawei to the examination room. Chen Xu felt that she was more eager for him to pass the exam than his mother. In Longcheng, men in the system are very popular in the marriage market, so Chen Xu longs for Zhang Dawei to come ashore, so he doesn't feel so guilty when he breaks up. Chen Xu felt that everyone should be responsible for their own actions. Because of his impulsive and willful behavior at that time, Zhang Dawei should not bear the big consequences. If Zhang Dawei can get the job he wants, he will not have to worry about finding a partner. When the time comes, he will be Maybe you won’t feel too hurt after the breakup.

However, things often backfired. After the results were released, Zhang Dawei failed to enter the interview. Chen Xu is still waiting for the ranking, hoping that he can be adjusted. She comforted Zhang Dawei immediately. Chen Xu had been very entangled. Zhang Dawei had just suffered a failure. Is it really good to break up now? Anyway, I am not in a hurry to find a boyfriend, why not wait?

When she talked about her troubles with Liu Jingsheng, Liu Jingsheng said: "How can everything go as planned? Xiaoxu, you are so kind. Have you ever thought about what if this kid fails to pass the exam that you prepare for?" What should I do? Do you want to keep putting it off like this?" Chen Xu sighed and said, "Brother, I planted the cause of this impulsively, so I have to bear the consequences. I'll wait a little longer before talking!"

Liu Jingsheng turned the camera to the balcony and said: "Look, these flowers are still blooming. I spray them with water every two days. The flowers that have failed to bloom on the top don't look very beautiful. I cut them off with scissors, but the flowers below are still blooming." Will it bloom? Isn’t it beautiful? Chen Xu looked at the cosmos flowers on the balcony and forgot about her worries. She said excitedly: "It looks beautiful. I really like it." Brother, I think you are my guardian angel and it’s great to have you. Liu Jingsheng smiled and said: "Let's not flatter each other. We are a family destined to be together." "

Chen Xu sighed, "I feel like I am a person who has been favored by God. I am very greedy and I hope it can continue like this. It doesn't have to be better, as long as it doesn't take away everything I have."

Liu Jingsheng looked at the lights outside and said, "Xiao Xu, do you know? My whole life seems to be just waiting for you to show up." Chen Xu was stunned for a moment, not knowing how to respond. Liu Jingsheng said with a smile: "My grandfather and father didn't want to admit that I was sick. When I was in elementary school, I went to my sister's house abroad. The aunt first noticed that I was sick and took me to a doctor. She said what it was. Asperger's syndrome is actually the same as autism. However, my grandfather and father think that my grades are not bad and I cannot be sick. I am just not good at communicating with others. My grandfather even thinks that I am too squeamish. .At that time, I lived in my own world. The first person who brought me warmth was Zihan. At that time, I wanted to protect her and she relied on me. But my grandfather did not allow me to play with girls. Mom For other reasons, I was not allowed to go to my grandfather's house. Later, I placed my hope on my deskmate Li Sisi, but I was disappointed again. I kept trying to save myself, trying hard to be like a normal person, but I couldn't do it. In fact, I should thank Li Zhilan, thank her for giving me your photo, and thank her for letting me chase you. I fell in love with you inexplicably when I saw your photo. That day, you smiled politely and persuaded me not to I like all the good intentions of blind consumption. I feel like a lost child, waiting for others to take me out, and you are that person. I didn't dare to tell you before, because I was afraid that you would be afraid. I'm afraid you'll hate me. Xiaoxu, I hope you stay by my side, but I won't imprison you. I initially wanted to get close to you and pursue you, but then I thought it would be best for you to be my sister, because you are too easy to influence. My emotions, if we are a couple, I am afraid that I will hurt you. So Xiaoxu, remember that I will always be your brother, and you can always rely on me. What can I do for you to make me feel that I am still useful? You can still act like a normal person. You should never feel discouraged, because you are here. You can tell me all your unhappiness, and then put these bad emotions aside and live a happy life." Chen Xu suddenly burst into tears. , "Brother, why didn't you tell the truth when I asked you before? You have had such a hard time these years! Why didn't you tell me earlier!" Liu Jingsheng lowered his head and smiled bitterly, "I don't want you to pity me because I am sick. In fact, My illness is not that serious, just mild. Don’t worry, I’m fine.”

Chen Xu looked seriously at the magnificent face on the screen, "Brother, I will be your sister for the rest of my life. We, brother and sister, will never be separated."

Chen Xu really realized what Liu Jingsheng said: How can everything go as planned? On the one hand, she was grateful that she had such a good family, but she also had to endure the gossip and backstabbing from people around her. Chen Xuzhen’s efforts for Liu Jingsheng were not worth it. When he went to training with Zhang Jian and Liu Yihui a few years ago, Liu Jingsheng still had the patience to accompany them to eat and deliver things. However, in the end, Liu Yihui was the one who slandered her the most, thinking she had control. her secret. Liu Yihui acted preemptively, fearing that Chen Xu would tell everyone about her bad relationship with Zhang Jian and give everyone a bad impression of Chen Xu. After spreading and fermenting, the relationship between Chen Xu and Liu Jingsheng’s family has already been adapted into various versions. In the end, some people even knew about Zhang Dawei's existence, and then new rumors came out, saying that Zhang Dawei was just a cover to deceive everyone, in order to cover up the fact that Chen Xu was being kept.

One day after dinner, Liu Yun wiped his hands and came over to Chen Xu and said, "Chen Xu, how are you with your partner now?" Chen Xu scratched his head and said, "We are still together, but that's it, I don't feel much. "Liu Yun said: "You kids, oh, I really don't know what you think. Your partner should rush to get married! If you feel that it's not right, break up quickly. Why did I hear that the conditions of that family are not good enough? What's so good?" Chen Xu was sweating, thinking that the people in this unit are really powerful. Did they actually find out Zhang Dawei's details? Or was it Yan Donglin who said it? Liu Yun quickly revealed the answer for Chen Xu. She said: "Your boyfriend's mother asked about the people in our work unit, and the two families knew each other. Before you had a relationship with that boyfriend, his mother's detailed information I asked about you."

The first time Chen Xu went to Zhang Dawei's house, his mother mentioned this matter, but she didn't care at the time. Master Lu also came over and said, "Old Liu, don't just mess around with young people. They have their own rules. Don't you think you are annoying people?" Liu Yun glanced at him and said, "Just wait and see." Go ahead, it's none of your business!" Master Lu happily went out and stood in the corridor smoking. Liu Yunyu said to Chen Xu seriously: "Girl, let me tell you, this is a big deal in one's life, so you have to be careful. I heard that the conditions of that family are particularly poor, the son is very spoiled, the man has no future, and the family is all pointing out Let that girl support her alone. What are you going to do when you marry into a family like this? Poverty alleviation? Let me tell you, this is it. If you marry into this family, their family will not be able to live well, and it will drag you down for the rest of your life. Break up as soon as possible." Chen Xu nodded and said, "I know. That man is my classmate. He is currently taking the public examination and has not yet been admitted. I am breaking up now because I am a little afraid of hurting him."

Liu Yun said matter-of-factly: "What's the matter, a manly man, can't you bear this? Besides, if you break up, it might be a boost for him." Chen Xu thought that one day he would really have to ask Zhang Dawei out and have a good relationship. told him about it.