Life is more than just living

Liu Jingsheng asked her again, "Can you come back to celebrate the New Year?" Chen Xu said with some distress: "Brother, I'm a little entangled now. I really want to go back to celebrate the New Year with you. But my grandma is too old. There is no one to spend the New Year with her. After much thought, I decided to go back with my grandma after the New Year. Anyway, there are seven days off during the Spring Festival!" Liu Jingsheng nodded happily and said, "Okay, I will pick you up in Beicheng then."

Chen Xu quickly said: "No need to pick me up. I'll be there in more than an hour by high-speed rail. If you have time, just pick me up at the station. Don't go so far. It will take several hours to take the expressway. During the Spring Festival, the expressway will be there." It’s too much to get on and it’s not safe.”

Liu Jingsheng had no choice but to agree to her, "Okay, I'll do whatever you want." Chen Xu really liked Liu Jingsheng as a brother. He was a good brother who doted on his sister, but people around him couldn't understand their relationship, so Liu Yihui had always been skeptical.

Chen Xu didn't gossip at first, but she wanted to report everything that happened around her to Liu Jingsheng, but she was worried that there would be ears through the wall, so she whispered: "Brother, there are many interesting things around me. Let me tell you when I go back for the Spring Festival." You!" Liu Jingsheng saw her cautious way of looking to the side, and couldn't help but laugh, "Silly girl, I thought you should have a house of your own, but look at you now, you talk like You act like a thief." Chen Xu was dissatisfied and rolled his eyes indecently, "Brother, it's not kind to say that." Liu Jingsheng eccentrically felt that his sister was so cute even if she rolled her eyes. He suddenly remembered, "By the way, did you tell that man about breaking up?" Chen Xu shook his head. Liu Jingsheng was a little unhappy, "Why are you dragging it on? 'If you continue to interrupt, you will suffer chaos; if you continue to interrupt, there will be future troubles.' You should do things quickly and don't leave trouble for yourself."

Chen Xu always felt that her brother was a bit exaggerated and alarmist, but she knew that Liu Jingsheng was doing it for her own good, so she didn't refute it. She just whispered: "Don't be angry, isn't it the Chinese New Year? Yesterday, his mother was looking for him I went to his house for dinner and broke up after the Chinese New Year. Didn't this make their family upset? Besides, Zhang Dawei was going to take the joint entrance examination after the Chinese New Year. Wasn't I afraid that it would affect his exam? It was just me who was acting temporarily. I was impulsive and gave them hope. I was wrong. So I think I should choose the most appropriate time and break up in the gentlest way to avoid causing harm to others. Anyway, I have made a decision now that I will not go on with him. , it doesn’t matter if you mention it a few days later!”

Liu Jingsheng calmed down and said, "You! I really can't do anything about you. You used to be so straightforward in rejecting others. Why are you so hesitant when you come to him?" Chen Xu said sadly, "Maybe it's because of him. My family is too poor, and I am also very poor. I sympathize with them a little bit. I don’t want them to feel that they are looked down upon because they are poor!” Liu Jingsheng said: “You can’t give out feelings. If you don’t like it, you don’t like it. You shouldn’t give it to them. You should not give others unrealistic hopes if they have misconceptions. The longer you delay, the harder it will be to solve the problem."

Chen Xu scratched his head and said, "I understand the truth. I'll tell him after the Chinese New Year." Liu Jingsheng sighed and said, "You, tell me why you are like this? You obviously don't want to get along anymore. You yesterday Why go to someone else's house to eat! Besides, for the exam after the new year, do you still have to wait for his results? If he enters the interview, do you still have to wait for him to finish the interview? Such procrastination is really not an option. "

Chen Xu was a little depressed. She didn't want to go to that meal, but she didn't want Zhang's mother to notice that she wanted to break up and be sad. Liu Jingsheng also felt that what he said was too harsh, so he joked and said, "Bad girl, why were you so cruel when you rejected me? You didn't leave any room for it." Chen Xu was a little embarrassed after hearing this, smiled sheepishly, and then said seriously He looked at Liu Jingsheng on the phone and said, "If I hadn't rejected you, how could I have such a good brother?" Liu Jingsheng asked, "Which one do you think is more important, brother or boyfriend?" Chen Xu blurted out without thinking, "Of course the brother is more important. Yes." Liu Jingsheng smiled happily, knowing that this silly sister valued family ties more.

"Okay! I forgive you for being ruthless." Liu Jingsheng teased.

Watching Chen Xu keep rubbing the piggy, Liu Jingsheng reiterated his old words, "I think it's better for you to move out. Then you can also bring more of these plush toys. I'll buy them for you in the next few days." I picked up a few of them and just left them at home to gather dust. You had very little time to come back. Besides, if your father and mother want to go over and see you in the future, they won’t have anywhere to stay. A few days ago, my mother even said that she wanted to visit you. You, but when you thought you had no place to live, you had to give up."

When Chen Xu heard this, he quickly said: "Yeah, let's wait until the New Year. I'll see if I can rent a suitable small house next year. Brother, actually I really wanted to have a small house of my own before. I imagined that I would rent a small house of my own. I put a few flower pots on the windowsill and plant my favorite flowers. I keep the house clean every day, which is beautiful just thinking about it. I will buy a small house after I save enough for the down payment in two years. I originally wanted to buy a small house. It’s a living room, but thinking that my parents might come to visit me in the future, I’ll buy a small two-bedroom apartment!”

Liu Jingsheng asked: "What about me? If I go to see you with my parents, where will I live? You are such a bad girl, you didn't even think of preparing a room for me, right?" Chen Xu scratched his head, "But I can't afford a house that's too big! How about this, you and dad live in a room, and mom and I live in a room, and that's the solution!" Liu Jingsheng sighed, "Why can't you accept what I give you? What about buying a house? I'm not showing off my wealth. For me, buying you a house in Longcheng is nothing. Why can't you accept it openly? Just think that I bought you another one. Isn’t that enough for the little pig?”

Chen Xu rolled his eyes at him again, "You are so arrogant! If you buy me a stuffed pig, I can accept it, but if you buy me a golden pig, of course I can't accept it."

The two chatted for a while, and Chen Xu suddenly yawned and said, "Oh, I'm sleepy. I didn't sleep well last night. I'm going to sleep!" Liu Jingsheng quickly said, "Okay, go to bed quickly! Good night!"

Chen Xu got out of bed, turned off the lights, and lay on the bed, suddenly unable to sleep again. I have no worries about food and clothing now, and my life is pretty good, but I can't think about the future. I get a headache when I think about it, and I don't know where to go in the future. She wants to take care of her grandma, but she is more greedy for the warmth of Liu Jingsheng's family. She felt that it was her duty to take care of her grandma, but Liu Jingsheng's family made her truly feel the warmth of the family. Sometimes she really wished that there was a way to have both ends of the world.