Azur Lane: The Tragic Admiral’s Azur Life

"These guys are really messy."

In the ward, Yang Sikang leaned against the head of the bed, sorting out the information while learning from Bai Ze about the research content of Mingshi and the others in the past few days.

Because of his poor physical condition, Yang Sikang wanted to do something before today, but was stopped by Mavis and the Kitchen Goddess. However, Akashi and the others had been doing high-intensity experiments for several days in a row until he fell asleep, which made the Kitchen Goddess relax.

While selecting the necessary relevant information, Yang Sikang organized his ideas into a document and prepared to hand it over to Mingshi and the others.

dong dong dong.

There was a knock on the door. Yang Sikang glanced at it and said:

"come in."

Memphis pushed the door open and saw Yang Sikang working with a terminal. He couldn't help but frowned, but soon recovered and asked:

"Are you in good physical condition to handle the work?"

"Akashi and the others are doing important research, and I provide them with some information and my own ideas."

Yang Sikang put away the terminal and asked:

"What's up, Memphis."

"Frederick hopes that York City and Grudge will provide some help."

"Just agree. I've said that when the matters over there require cooperation, they can be directly executed without going through the procedures."

"That being said, the royal side seems to be planning to send someone over in advance, and the document submitted by Frederick seems to be trying to stop it."

"Let her do what she wants."

Yang Sikang said without hesitation:

"Whether or not to stop the royal family is irrelevant to me, but since they have their own ideas, let them do it."

Yang Sikang smiled and said:

"I know what you are worried about, but Frederick will not make those simple mistakes. Since she has an idea, she must have made careful preparations. Believe in their abilities."

Memphis sighed helplessly, put the things in his hand on the small table next to him, and then sat down beside Yang Sikang's bed.

"Commander, no matter how much trust you have, generally speaking, there are still many procedures to follow. Moreover, we don't know the situation over at the Iron Blood side right now. Do you really believe that Frederick and the others can solve all the problems over there?"

“All the problems may be a little difficult, but most of them should be solvable.”

Yang Sikang said seriously:

“Only Frederick and the others know the exact situation. Even if they want to report the situation, it would take too long for the information to be transmitted to me for discussion and feedback.

And Frederick and the others are fully capable, so there is no need to worry about that. As for the remaining unresolved problems, Frederick will take the initiative to raise them when he needs assistance. "

After Yang Sikang finished speaking, Memphis sighed helplessly:

"You told me before that the Gu Diao was safe, but..."

Yang Sikang suddenly felt a little embarrassed and scratched his head:

"I'm sorry for throwing you out so roughly before."

Memphis pursed his lips and folded his arms:

"Come to think of it, you were really rough. You punched a girl in the stomach without her suit deployed, incapacitating her, and then threw her off the ship. Didn't you consider that if you missed the target, I might fall into the sea?"

"No, I throw it very accurately. And you can move normally on the sea surface after you unfold the ship suit."

"But, have you ever thought about how you felt when I was thrown out and saw you being surrounded by the enemy's attacks?"

Yang Sikang smiled awkwardly. This kind of thing was certainly not within his consideration at that time, but it was obviously not something he could say now.

"I am a ship girl, and I don't directly participate in the battle on the battlefield, but when the enemy attacks, I am thrown to a safe place by my own commander.

If I were in my ship suit and following the command ship, would I be able to block that attack?

If I hadn't been on the boat, you would have had time to escape.

That was all I could think about at the time.”

Memphis looked at Yang Sikang and said with his lips pursed:

"Are you going to leave me with a lifelong psychological trauma, Commander?"

Yang Sikang was speechless, but then Memphis said:

"Commander, since you can fully trust Frederick and the others' abilities and actions, then we should also trust you to the same extent, right?"

Facing Memphis's gaze, Yang Sikang's eyes were somewhat evasive.

After all, no matter how you look at it, he was the one who did something wrong. He was the one who allowed Memphis to stay on the command ship, and he was also the one who threw Memphis out when the accident happened.

This may not be a problem for ordinary people, but for a ship girl, especially a ship girl like Memphis who has a strong and confident personality, this behavior is obviously very difficult for her to accept.

Yang Sikang knew what Memphis meant, and he also knew that escaping was not the way to deal with the problem. He sighed, looked seriously into Memphis' eyes and said:

"But if I had to do it again, I would do it the same way."

He said seriously:

"The enemy's target is clearly me. Even if I escape, the attack will still fall on me. At that time, no matter who comes closer, it will only amplify the damage caused by the same attack."

"But there is no problem in the world that has no solution, Commander. You clearly said that there are no secrets, but in fact, there are many things you are hiding from us, whether it is the fact that the safety cabin can directly destroy the hull of the command ship and force it to be ejected, or the things you are researching in secret. Isn't this different from what you said before?"

Yang Sikang sighed helplessly and said with a wry smile:

"Because if I tell you something, there will definitely be problems, right?"

"That's because your arrangement itself is unreasonable! How can a commander save a ship girl and let the commander bear the attack alone?"

Memphis said excitedly:

"You still have so many plans and arrangements that have not been executed, and the results of the work you have arranged have not yet been seen. What should we do if you, as the commander, are no longer here at this time!

How can I, who was rescued by you, survive? What should Yixian and the others who are still on a business trip in Donghuang do? And what do Frederick and the others who were just sent by you to Tiexue think?

Without the commander, what would we do with so many people? "

Yang Sikang opened his mouth but couldn't say anything. Memphis grabbed his collar, lowered his head and sobbed slightly:

"Why don't you consider these things? Why do you think well of everyone but not yourself? This is wrong, it's too weird! Think about it a little more and be a little more selfish!"

"I'm sorry, Memphis, I..."

Memphis knelt on the bed and hugged Yang Sikang without saying anything, not letting him see his face, and said in a crying voice:

"I don't believe anything you say now. Get well soon and prove it! Instead of thinking about your own death, you should think about living with everyone first!"

Yang Sikang sighed silently, forced a smile, and gently put his arms around Memphis's back.

Although Memphis was usually a bit domineering, her body was much smaller than many other shipgirls. When Yang Sikang gently embraced her, he could feel Memphis's body trembling slightly. Yang Sikang gently patted her back, and all he could say could only be reduced to one word:

"it is good."