New widow

Zhou Le's eyes lit up: "Thank you very much."

Just as Su Du was about to walk out, he saw Nanny Li walking in. Zhou Le didn't look surprised when she saw Nanny Li. She just called out: "Nanny."

"My girl, my whole life's hard work has been in vain!" Grandma Li looked at Zhou Le and cried and said this. Zhou Le already smiled: "Mammy, what are you talking about? Why have all my hard work in this life been in vain? I am doing my best right now."

"My girl, please stop coaxing me, you are going to live such a hard life." Aunt Li pulled Zhou Le's sleeve tightly, never expecting that Zhou Le would be unwilling to want all this glory and wealth.

"Are they hard times?" Zhou Le asked, and Grandma Li looked at her: "Why are they not hard days? Girl, you are a golden person. You have never held anything heavier than a pen."

Zhou Le's hands are as soft as catkins, and he has someone to help him dress and comb his hair. How can such a person know how difficult life is outside. Grandma Li's tears fell even more fiercely: "Girl, girl, please listen to my advice and don't think about this."

As she spoke, Aunt Li said to Su Du: "Uncle, uncle, our girl just said some nonsense. Don't take it to heart. Our girl naturally admires you very much."

Su Du looked at Zhou Le, and Zhou Le said softly: "Mommy, I have had no shortage of food and clothing since I was born. I have wealth and honor at my fingertips."

This is a fact. The granddaughter of Mr. Ge is noble no matter how you say it. But Grandma Li heard the sadness in Zhou Le's words. She raised her head and looked at Zhou Le: "Girl, what on earth are you going to say?"

"So I just want to, when I want to laugh

Just smile when you want to, cry when you want to cry, and live a few days without caring about what others think. "Zhou Le's words made Grandma Li not know what to say. What does it mean to smile when you want to laugh and cry when you want to cry.

At this moment, Su Du understood what Zhou Le wanted, so Su Du sighed softly: "I understand."

"What do you understand?" Zhou Le looked at Su Du. Su Du's lips were pressed into a tight line, as if he was thinking about something. Then Su Du said: "You don't have to worry about food and clothing, you don't have to worry about life, you are a woman , and you don’t have to worry about officialdom, then what you want is to be free and not be..."

The word "restraint" was already on Su Du's lips, but Su Du didn't say it. Zhou Le smiled: "Yes, you know, you understand, then what can you do?"

"I will try my best..." Su Du only said half a sentence, and Nanny Li was about to rush out: "I will go find Uncle Su. At this moment, the wedding hall has not been evacuated."

This was about wanting Su Du and Zhou Le to get married immediately. Zhou Le had already reached out to hold Nanny Li: "Nanny, you have taken care of me since I was a child. You came to me right after I was born. Don't you want me to Be happier?"

"Aren't you happy?" Nanny Li asked back, and Zhou Le looked at her: "Do you think I look happy?" Nanny Li reached out to touch Zhou Le's face, but Zhou Le had already whispered: "I I have followed the rules since I was a child, not daring to say one more word or take one more step, but I feel like walking on thin ice in my own home. I even know that my stepmother is pretty good to me."

At least he didn't deduct himself. As for caring, Zhou Le also knew that people from wealthy families

Mistress, a biological child may not be able to care more, let alone the daughter from the front room.

"But I am a human being." Zhou Le said slowly: "I am not the piano placed by the window, or the antique placed in the Baibao Pavilion. I can't,"

I can't really close myself off and live according to those rules, but I want to laugh and cry freely.

"Mommy, sometimes, I will stand there and see the women at the corner door telling their daughters." Zhou Le's tears were about to fall again. She stretched out her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes. At that time, Zhou Le's heart was filled with tears. I discovered something called envy. It turns out that mothers all over the world do not treat their children differently because of poverty or wealth.

You can hold your mother's arms and act coquettishly, and you can do some unruly things. Instead of being wrapped in brocade and decorated with gold and silver like myself, what she says must always conform to the rules of a lady. Even if she cries, she cannot cry in front of others, and she must always have a smile on her face.

"That day, I was kidnapped in my room. At first, I thought, if I was rescued, what would I do to keep my reputation and allow me to continue to marry you." Zhou Lekan Turning to Su Du, Su Du handed over to Zhou Le: "What happened that day was indeed caused by me."

"But after I was rescued, what I was thinking about was, why would something like this happen to me if I followed the rules and behaved myself?" Zhou Le took a long breath and then said to Aunt Li: "Auntie, I'm sorry, I'll try After that, I want to be like all the ladies in the world, always follow the rules and never be impatient, but my heart tells me that I am not a real doll, my heart is still beating, it is telling me

I, those, can disobey. "

"You, my girl, what do you want me to do?" Aunt Li didn't know what to say, and tears fell again. Zhou Le looked at Su Du: "I also know that the best way out is Marry you, you are a gentleman, you can be nice to me, but there are many things I can’t do.”

Zhou Le knew that he couldn't do the intimate and intertwined postures in those secret play pictures, not because Su Du was bad, but because he couldn't convince his own heart.

"Girl, since you know, why not, why not?" Nanny Li was crying so much that Zhou Le looked at Nanny Li and said, "Maybe it's Mrs. Kuang, maybe it's Miss Song."

The smile on Song Zhen's face was something Zhou Le rarely saw. She didn't care about her reputation or status, she only cared about her own happiness, and Su Qiao could manipulate her.

"You stay with your girl tonight." After Su Du finished speaking, he said to Zhou Le, "Tomorrow, I will go find Mrs. Kuang."

Regardless of whether Zhou Le continues to be seriously ill or because of something else, Su Du has to go find Suqiao and ask her carefully about Zhou Le's future future.

"Thank you." Zhou Le saluted Su Du. Zhou Le was very happy with this salute. Grandma Li looked at Zhou Le and sighed: "My girl, you will regret it."

"I won't regret it." Zhou Le's tone was calm. Grandma Li looked at the smile on Zhou Le's face and reached out to touch her face. However, she failed to touch her face and let out another long sigh.

Su Du walked out of the study. The moonlight outside was very good. The room that was originally arranged as the bridal chamber should have been brightly lit, but at the moment, the room was completely dark. Just like Su Du's heart, it seemed so heavy and so heavy

So sad.