New widow

Song Zhen looked at Xia Yun, and Xia Yun looked up at Song Zhen. The two looked at each other. They were two pairs of identical eyes.

After a while, Xia Yun said, "Miss, do you have any orders?"

"There are only two of us at the moment, cousin." Song Zhen's title made Xia Yun's hands tremble, and then Xia Yun's voice was a bit bitter: "How can a girl call me like this? Your cousin is Wu The girl from Chen’s house is a girl from Chen’s house, but she’s not me.”

"Do you have resentment in your heart?" Song Zhen went straight to the point. Xia Yun blinked his eyes, as if tears were about to fall, but Xia Yun quickly said: "How can I have resentment? Since I didn't learn to speak, I You know that our family is the maid of the Chen family, and my grandmother is the person who is needed by the old lady, so since I was six years old, I have been chosen to serve the girl, and I will marry with the girl in the future. Like my grandmother Same thing, be a useful person around girls."

"What do you think about following the master?" Xia Yun was stunned for a moment by Song Zhen's words, and then Xia Yun said: "After following the master, naturally my parents will have to stay behind, let alone my aunt."

"So, you are blaming me." Song Zhen said calmly, and Xia Yun took a deep breath: "How can I blame the girl? The girl values ​​me and wants me from our girl, then I am the girl's person, from now on After that, let the girl drive you."

These words were about loyalty, but they were also full of resentment. Song Zhen cried: "But I don't want to. I don't want my maternal grandmother to just keep claiming that I am a girl. I don't want that I can't see me." My uncle, I don’t even want to..."

Song Zhen's tears fell even more quickly: "

My biological mother, I want to call her aunt. "

"This is a rule." Xia Yun was still very calm, and even a smile appeared on Xia Yun's face: "If I marry a girl, my uncle takes a fancy to me, goes to serve my uncle, and gives birth to a child, it will naturally be the girl's child. You can call me aunt."

"But I don't want to." Song Zhen looked at Xia Yun: "I don't want to. I hate all these rules. I hate them so much."

Hate rules? Xia Yun was really surprised now. How could someone hate rules? Without rules, how should we live our lives?

"Obviously they are the children of the same father, but they have to be separated into legitimate concubines. There are also legitimate concubines who look down on concubines and think their biological mothers are despicable. This is even more funny. If the biological mothers are despicable, why do their noble fathers favor these despicable women? ?”

This time, Xia Yun could no longer say such words. After a long time, Xia Yun said softly: "Such words cannot be said."

"I know." Song Zhen interrupted Xia Yun: "I know how the rules of this world are arranged, but I can also escape from such rules."

Escape such rules? is it possible? No one could do it. Xia Yun gave up and could only look at Song Zhen.

"You must think my idea is very strange. Why would someone let go of these wealth and wealth and want to leave?" Song Zhen stared at Xia Yun, and Xia Yun nodded: "If nothing else, grandma is unwilling to leave the Chen Mansion, isn't it? Because Chen Mansion is a big tree that can protect us."

"So you can endure the separation of flesh and blood, endure..." Before Song Zhen finished her words, Xia Yun grabbed Song Zhen's hand: "You don't understand at all, you don't understand our suffering.

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"I understand!" Song Zhen stared at Xia Yun: "You want to say that if you follow the master, you will naturally forget all your past. But there are many things that cannot be forgotten."

Song Zhen said softly: "Grandma will cry bitterly when she thinks of my mother, and can't hold back her tears when she sees me. And you," Song Zhen touched Xia Yun's face: "And you, these pairs are the same as mine. His eyes look like mine when he smiles."

No matter what others say, Song Zhen's cousins ​​are the ladies of the Wu family, but Xia Yun knows in his heart that his father and Song Zhen's mother are biological siblings.

Xia Yun's tears also fell: "So what? Now you are the daughter of the Duke's mansion. Grandma said that she would be happy to see you living such a good life."

"No, I'm not having a good life." Song Zhen shook her head: "I hate these rules, I hate being followed every time I go, I hate being submissive to others. I admit, the Wu family is indeed very good to me, but these Well, it's out of guilt for my mother, the British government, or something else, but all these good things are not because of me."

"Others treat you well because you have something to gain from it, so it's not a fault." Xia Yun said unconsciously, and Song Zhen smiled: "Yes, it's not a fault, but I was once He loves me unreservedly, will not give up on me because I am not the boy the Duke wants, and will not scold me for not following the rules. Having been treated like this, how can I accept those illusory things that bring me happiness? It’s good to look carefully.”

Such good things will disappear because of Song Zhen's change of identity, and will become indifferent because Song Zhen doesn't follow the rules.

Xia Yun lowered his eyes, not knowing for a moment

What should I say, and Song Zhen held her hand: "I have always wanted to know what my mother was like when she was young, whether she also laughed, whether she also,"

I thought about what kind of man I wanted to marry, instead of being favored by Song An. After a few nights, I became pregnant and was sent away by the angry Duke's wife. After you get married and lose your husband, you will be sold again. You will be like a duckweed with no place to turn to.

Xia Yun did not raise his head and only said softly: "So what if I know?"

"Of course it's different. I know that's my mother. She once held me in her arms, looked at the moon in that small yard, told me stories, and cooked delicious food for me. She was good at needlework, and the neighbors would invite her over. Do some embroidery work." Song Zhen's words made Xia Yun look up at her: "You know, according to the rules..."

"Why do we have to live by the rules?" Song Zhen interrupted Xia Yun and pointed into the distance: "Outside, in the market, there are so many people who don't live by the rules, and they live well."

"Because in such a deep house, as a maid, if you don't live according to the rules, you will die." Xia Yun finally said these words, and felt something break in her heart. Song Zhen first let out a sigh, and then Song Zhen nodded: "Yes, I will die. So I don't want to be in this deep compound."

Xia Yun looked at Song Zhen in surprise, didn't he want to be in this deep compound? However, how many people yearn for such a deep house and compound.

"I don't like these rules. I don't want me to call my mother anything but aunt." Song Zhen emphasized again. After speaking, Song Zhen looked at Xia Yun: "Everything I said is true. You It's my cousin,

I recognize you as my cousin in my heart, and I also want to call you cousin in front of everyone, regardless of the rules. "