New widow

"Why did the eldest lady say that?" The mother-in-law also looked at her in shock: "This is just that the lady wants to send Aunt Zhou to the nunnery, and first let people decorate Aunt Zhou's house."

"Aunt Zhou is going to the nunnery, where is Aunt Su?" Naturally, Mrs. Song wanted to find out more. The mother-in-law quietly rolled her eyes at Mrs. Song, and then said: "Aunt Su is in the house. Madam has ordered Aunt Su to have more time." Take care of that kid.”

"Aunt Su is so blessed." Mrs. Song couldn't help but say sourly, and the mother-in-law raised her chin: "That's a person's blessing, no one knows it."

As the mother-in-law continued to lead Mrs. Song inside, Mrs. Song curled her lips slightly and said, "Why are you so arrogant? You can't be arrogant in front of her until you are kicked out again."

Across a courtyard wall, Aunt Zhou heard the laughter of children coming from Aunt Su's side. Aunt Zhou couldn't help but reach out and touch her abdomen. At that time, mothers often asked them to drink a medicine that was said to be good for their health. . After drinking it, my face is indeed more beautiful, but my menstruation becomes more and more painful every month, and sometimes it even hurts so much that I can't get up from bed.

Later, Aunt Zhou realized that it was a medicine that would prevent these people from getting pregnant. Mothers say this, you people use your appearance to please your master. Women’s bodies will become very bloated when they give birth, and when their appearance fades, they will be in love, so they are cut off from their roots.

Aunt Zhou sighed, what does it feel like to have a child in your belly? Is that feeling good? Will it make people feel happy? Aunt Zhou once saw the lady in front of her when she was pregnant. At that time, she often stroked her belly and talked to the child in her belly.

, and Aunt Su. Aunt Su lost her child, which was so heartbreaking.

However, I can't feel it anymore. Will you regret it? Aunt Zhou shook her head, probably not. If she hadn't been bought by her mothers, she might not have lived to be ten years old, let alone eat so well, wear so well, and have the splendor and wealth in the eyes of others.

"What are you going to do?" Aunt Su's voice suddenly sounded, and Aunt Zhou realized that she had already reached the door of Aunt Su's courtyard. Aunt Su hugged the child in her arms tightly and glared at Aunt Zhou.

"I'm going to the nunnery." Aunt Zhou said lightly, and Aunt Su smiled: "Yes, you are going to the nunnery. You have to stay there well, chant sutras, and atone for your sins, so that you don't have to go to the nunnery after you die. Go to the eighteenth level of hell.”

"I didn't mean to..." Aunt Zhou seemed to be defending herself. Aunt Su had already raised her head to look at Aunt Zhou, and the indifference in her eyes frightened Aunt Zhou.

Aunt Zhou stopped talking, but Aunt Su had already picked up the child and walked into the house: "It was the madam who persuaded me, saying that these things are all in the past, and besides, the madam now allowed me to bring the child to accompany me. Otherwise, I would have loved to have You tore it up and ate it.”

If you are careless and protect yourself, will you have to sacrifice someone else's life? Aunt Zhou felt that her ears were full of noisy sounds. She covered her ears and said to Aunt Su: "Okay, okay, you won. Of course, I have nothing to say."

"Won?" Aunt Su stood under the eaves and looked back at her: "What do you mean by winning? What you said is so strange. The Duke is gone. If we want to be widowed, we have to look at other people's features."

Such a fight, a fight that just wants to be looked back on so that one can live a better life.

Looking back at it at this time, I realized that it was so insignificant and so insignificant that it made people want to laugh at it.

Aunt Zhou's tears fell and her voice became very small, no longer as arrogant and domineering as she was then: "I just want to live a better life."

There is no need to go back to that home and be called around by people, wash clothes in winter, or cook for the whole family without a high stove. However, just to make myself want to live a better life, I hurt so many innocent people.

Aunt Zhou thought of the death of the maid, and of Aunt Su lying in a pool of blood. Aunt Zhou, who once insisted that she was not wrong, turned around and left. It turns out that carelessness and self-protection can also hurt others, and these injuries are not It's not silent, it will leave a deep imprint on your heart.

Why did things become like this and why did I become such a person? Panic arose in Aunt Zhou's heart, and she almost bumped into Mrs. Song. Mrs. Song couldn't help but stretched out her hand to push Aunt Zhou: "What's wrong? Don't you look at the road when you walk?"

Aunt Zhou looked at Mrs. Song without saying a word. Mrs. Song recognized Aunt Zhou and couldn't help being surprised. After all, when Aunt Zhou was favored, Mrs. Song went into the Duke's mansion and saw Aunt Zhou. She was very fond of Aunt Zhou. polite. But at this moment Song An was dead, and Aunt Zhou was going to the nunnery. Mrs. Song felt that her back was straightened again, so Mrs. Song sneered: "So it's you, why don't you stay well?" Wandering around here.”

If it had been the original situation, Aunt Zhou would have ridiculed Mrs. Song. After all, Mrs. Song's look was obviously caused by Su Qiao, but what is Aunt Zhou thinking now?

No emotion at all, she still looked at Mrs. Song: "Am I wrong?"

"Oh, have you lost your mind and gone crazy?" Mrs. Song immediately took a step back and said to her mother-in-law: "If you have lost your mind and gone crazy, you have to tell your third aunt and send her to the nunnery to be locked up immediately. stand up."

"I'm going to the nunnery, chanting sutras every day, and atone for my sins." Aunt Zhou's voice became ethereal, and Mrs. Song became louder and louder: "Sure enough, I really lost my mind and went crazy, and started talking crazy things, you guys Lock them up quickly."

The ladies who came after hearing the sound looked at Aunt Zhou, but did not step forward to take action. Mrs. Huang's voice had already sounded: "What's wrong?"

"You came just in time. Pull her in quickly and lock her up. She's crazy." Mrs. Song said in horror. Mrs. Huang walked to Aunt Zhou and saw Aunt Zhou's tears falling before she could speak. Madam Huang was also startled, and she hurriedly supported Aunt Zhou: "Auntie, what's wrong with you?"

"It's wrong, it's all wrong. I shouldn't be like this." Aunt Zhou murmured in her mouth, and Mrs. Song already said loudly: "I don't think there is any need to send him to the nunnery. Such a lunatic is just... It’s time to bundle them into the ancestral hall, and then…”

"Then what?" Su Qiao came in a hurry. When Mrs. Song heard Su Qiao's voice, she smiled on her face: "Aunt Zhou, I heard that I can't escape her involvement. It's always a woman, so why not just deal with it like this?" Bar."

"Who did you hear that Auntie Zhou has nothing to do with her this week?" Suqiao looked at Mrs. Song. Mrs. Song was frightened by this, and her expression became a little ugly: "Third Aunt, I did it for you. good

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"Sister-in-law, please worry about it." Su Qiao said to her mother-in-law, "Why don't you send the eldest wife out quickly?"