After my loli mother became sickly, Qingmei became anxious

"I'm sorry, I was really sorry before."

After Xu Qingshuang took a deep breath, she finally said these words.

After blurting out such words called apology.

A feeling of relief... welled up in her heart.

"Well, stop fooling around with those gangsters and just be smarter."

Lu Bei scratched his head and said this after thinking for a while.

Study hard, don't be an imbecile, be a normal person.

This is Lu Bei's only request for his former childhood sweetheart.

"Well, I understand...then is there anything else you need me to do? I think I can do anything to apologize."

Xu Qingshuang gritted her teeth and said.

"No, I think it's better for us to keep our distance. I have a girlfriend now."

When Lu Bei heard these words that would make most men's hearts flutter, his expression did not change at all.

He just gave an answer lightly, gave an answer.

"Well, I understand, Xiao Wanting, right... You two are a good match."

Xu Qingshuang responded gently.

She glanced at classmate Xiao Xiao next to her, and then at Lu Bei.

No matter what, she couldn't say anything negative.

There is a sentence that can exactly describe her current appearance. She is a lover and a concubine. What do you, a monster, do you object to?

"Ok, I know."

Lu Bei nodded.

He wasn't quite sure...whether the other party felt a heartbreaking pain in his heart when he said this.

But no matter whether we are friends or not in the future.

Some thoughts must be eliminated.

Unfeeling may be a term that goes well with dedication.

After you decide to be devoted to someone, you must be ruthless to others.

"By the way, if you feel guilty, you might as well use your knowledge after rebirth to make some money, and then start a corruption-free charity organization or something."

"Well...if it's convenient, just put my name on it. Think of it as helping me accumulate virtue."

Lu Bei looked at Xiao Wanting who seemed a little anxious next to him. After thinking for a while, he gave the girl in front of him some advice on how to apologize.

Find something for the other party to do, maybe...it can also help defuse the hidden bomb.

"Okay, I'll do that."

Xu Qingshuang nodded, the look in her eyes looked much better.

A broken mirror cannot be reunited.

You shouldn't expect too much from yourself.

It would be nice to be able to do this... at least I can still talk to him occasionally.

You can still look at him from a distance and watch him live happily with the person he likes, which is very good.

Yes, that's enough.

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Family.

After taking the bus back to the city where the university is located.

This short trip has come to an end for the time being.

"I feel like I'm doing a lot of things that are redundant."

After Xiao Wanting returned to the bedroom and put away her luggage, she knocked on Lu Bei's door.

Her expression didn't look good.

Originally...she thought that helping her senior to find his childhood sweetheart would make him happy.

However, after Xiao Wanting watched the whole process, she always felt that she had caused trouble to her senior.

“In terms of results, it’s not bad either.”

"Doesn't this make society one more person who does good deeds? Well, now when I make a joke about hell, I won't be afraid of having all my merit deducted and going to hell."

Lu Bei yawned and said this while looking at the somewhat anxious classmate Xiaoxiao.

His expression was quite calm.

"That's what I said, but senior... I'm sorry, I still took matters into my own hands."

Xiao Wanting looked at Lu Bei with an apologetic look.

There was a hint of embarrassment in her words.

"It's okay, but... Speaking of which, why did you do this? Although you probably don't hate the other party very much, it really doesn't matter to this extent."

Lu Bei looked at Xiao Wanting, with a little doubt in his eyes.

"Because...I think the senior is actually a pretty pitiful person."

Xiao Wanting gave the answer.

She looked at Lu Bei, and at this moment... her eyes were a bit like the way Lu Bei looked at her when he mentioned the dark side.

"Why do you think so? How pitiful am I?"

Lu Bei looked at Xiao Wanting with a look of doubt and confusion.

How good he is now.

After returning from rebirth, there is no need to worry about money or anything else.

People who need to avoid pitfalls and cannot be contacted also have a clue.

As for those who have to come into contact, they have also kept their distance.

Yes, what's so pitiful about him like this?

"But......Senior, when you're not around, don't you have no friends around who you can talk to about your concerns?"

"Although, when I do this, it gets so sad in here, so sad."

"I can't bear the thought that my senior will alienate me because of other ties, but...I don't want my senior to become socially deformed because he is too attached to one person."

Xiao Wanting answered with a very tangled mentality.

She could feel that Lu Bei actually seemed unhappy most of the time.

Rebirth... can certainly solve the regrets in my heart.

However, the feeling of emptiness and loneliness will not go away.

External factors related to success or failure can only cover up the bad mood at the time, but cannot fundamentally solve the problem.

"Don't make trouble. I can solve my own problems. What you have to do is to make yourself happy and don't let bad emotions affect you."

"If you think I'm withdrawn... wouldn't you spend more time with me?"

"Besides, I have said before that the dark side is not a problem that must be solved. The important thing is to find someone who can accept the dark side."

Lu Bei patted Xiao Wanting's head.

The picture of them getting along like this is very similar...two sick cats licking each other's wounds.

Even though...when they make such movements, their respective wounds will feel pain.

But what they worry about is whether the other person will feel pain because of it.

Looking at the girl in front of him, Lu Bei's excitement due to touching the wound slowly calmed down.

Yes, if there are people around you who can communicate with each other sincerely, what if you seem to be distant from other people at other times?

Yes, that's enough.