What makes you think I will always like you?
Chapter 39 Do you regret it now? late. . . . . .
Chen Lu smiled.
It seemed that he was laughing at his own past, and at the same time he seemed to be laughing at the slowness of the girl in front of him.
"I have never been angry with you from beginning to end." He said calmly.
"Then why..."
Mo Yuqing was interrupted by him mid-sentence, "I just don't want to like you anymore."
The girl froze there, speechless for a long time, but her eyes were red, and under the white light, it looked as if she had put on eye shadow.
After a moment of silence, she slowly spoke again, her voice trembling, "I'm sorry...I know I was wrong. I won't do what I did before, I swear!"
"I've been thinking about it these past few days, recalling what happened between us when we were young. I know that I have always been too harsh on you...but I really won't do it anymore."
"Chen Lu, please... please give me back the love that originally belonged to me, okay?"
This is the first time that Chen Luchang has seen Mo Yuqing speak in a pleading tone.
Even counting from before kindergarten, this is the first time.
She has never begged anyone since she was a child.
Although her parents were divorced, she still received love from her parents and an excellent growing environment. Her family conditions were far beyond the reach of others, so she never had to ask for help.
There is nothing you can do with money alone, but you can do a lot with power.
But this time, Mo Yuqing was really pleading.
Even thinking of this, Chen Lu still stared at her coldly and said in a deep voice: "Not good."
After hearing these words, all the tears that had been swirling in Mo Yuqing's eyes instantly flowed down, sliding down her delicate cheeks and falling to the ground drop by drop.
Flowers of despair and regret bloomed one after another.
"Why? Didn't you like me for seven years? You liked me so much before..." Mo Yuqing cried so hard, this girl was so beautiful that even if she cried, she was extremely touching and lovable.
Her heart was trembling with coldness, as if falling into an ice cave.
Chen Lu obviously hated seeing him cry the most.
In order to prevent himself from crying, he fought in elementary school, skipped class in junior high school, and stayed with her day and night when his parents were getting divorced.
He had chickenpox, and as a young boy he leaned on the other side of the bedroom door, writing on pieces of paper, and then stuffed them through the crack in the door.
The two of them spent the whole afternoon writing, and Chen Lu came here for several days.
Childhood sweethearts, childhood sweethearts, a talented man and a beautiful girl...what a beautiful love story.
But he was forced to rewrite it into an ending that was not happy at all.
That boy is now so disheartened that he doesn't care about his own crying.
Thinking of these things, she became more and more sad and regretful. She was so thin-skinned that she finally couldn't help crying outside.
"Yes, I have liked you for seven years. But you said it yourself, that was before." Chen Lu smiled lightly, "Why do you think I will always like you?"
Seeing Mo Yuqing who couldn't stop crying, Chen Lu's mood became more and more complicated, and he could only continue:
"I don't regret being so kind to you before, and I have never regretted my efforts, but as I said that day,
I will not do it again. "
"To be honest, I used to really like you, like you very much...so much that even now I don't want to make you sad, but I really don't want to come back to you anymore.
Do you know what I mean?
I hope you are happy and we can live our own lives. "
Chen Lu has been a rational person since he was a child, but he never thought that one day he would be so rational to Mo Yuqing.
Then he said: "It doesn't make any sense for you to let me come back to you. It was there in the past and I will never forget it."
"You may think now that you'll be fine if you accept my confession that day, but that's not the case."
"It's really not true. That confession was just the end of my relationship."
"My love for you has been riddled with holes by your own hands a long time ago. So even if you accepted it that day, we can't go back to the past."
These words were like a bolt from the blue, exploding in Mo Yuqing's mind, leaving her dazed for a while.
She even forgot to breathe for a moment, and her whole body was buried in endless regret.
The good memories of the past are like quicksand, the more you think about them, the deeper they sink.
Mo Yuqing suddenly felt a little ridiculous. She had felt a few minutes ago that she just didn't seize the opportunity.
He never thought that the harm he had done to Chen Lu would be accumulated over time.
"I'm just used to it...I really..."
She wanted to continue explaining, but she saw Chen Lu put his index finger in front of his lips.
The meaning is obvious, he won't listen if I continue to say it...
She understood that Chen Lu was preserving the last dignity for her and this relationship.
Mo Yuqing wiped away her tears with the back of her hand and whispered: "Take a photo and then I'll leave..."
Seeing that Chen Lu was a little confused, she continued: "You used to like taking pictures of me so much."
"That is......"
"I know that was before. I don't care who you take photos of in the future, just take one photo, okay? I'll leave immediately after taking the photo." Mo Yuqing clenched her hands and looked at Chen Lu seriously.
Chen Lu found a girl who was running at night and took a photo of the two of them.
"Find a place, you've studied photography so deeply." Mo Yuqing took advantage of Chen Lu's departure to wipe her face with a wet wipe.
If you don't get close to her or listen to her, you won't even notice that she just cried.
She laughed at herself, and only now did she realize how romantic it was for Chen Lu to learn photography in order to take pictures of his youthful and beautiful self.
And when I found out, it was already the last time.
Really, ridiculous.
Chen Lu soon came to a street lamp.
There is a branch next to this lamp, and the shadow on the ground is just a black line.
Of course he chose here.
The light is good...and the meaning is good.
He stood silently on the other side of the black line and looked up at the camera.
As a result, the girl held up her cell phone for a long time and still couldn't finish it.
"You haven't taken the photo yet, okay? Am I so unphotogenic?" Chen Lu joked.
The girl shook her head, her expression a little embarrassed, "No, that young lady has been wiping her tears..."
Chen Lu moved his eyes and saw that Mo Yuqing was wiping tears with the back of her hand, seemingly unable to stop it.
She quickly said: "It's okay, just shoot like this."
2 minute later.
Mo Yuqing looked at the photo on her phone. In the photo, Chen Lu was looking sideways at her, while she was crying like a doormat.
This was the last tenderness Chen Lu showed to him...
"Shall I send it to you on WeChat?" she asked.
"Don't give it to me."
After Chen Lu finished speaking, he turned around and left. This time, it was his turn to leave Mo Yuqing with a decisive look from behind.
Why? Why do you become more proactive the more indifferent I am?
Chen Lu couldn't figure it out. He walked on the road with his head lowered and found that the rain that had stopped for a while started to rain again.
......
late at night.
Liu Yan couldn't get through to Mo Yuqing, so she hurried back to her dormitory from the hotel.
As soon as he arrived downstairs in the dormitory, he saw Mo Yuqing squatting there in a daze, eyes blank.
She paused for a moment, then squatted next to Mo Yuqing and let her rest her head on her shoulder.
The tears that Mo Yuqing had finally held back burst out again after seeing Liu Yan.
"I was wrong, I'm sorry...I really know I was wrong."
Liu Yan's eyes trembled and she felt very distressed. She could only smile bitterly and said: "It's useless for you to tell me..."
Idiot, if I told you right then, you would definitely regret it...
Mo Yuqing's tears soon wet Liu Yan's clothes, and she sobbed: "But it's useless to tell him..."
It seemed that he was laughing at his own past, and at the same time he seemed to be laughing at the slowness of the girl in front of him.
"I have never been angry with you from beginning to end." He said calmly.
"Then why..."
Mo Yuqing was interrupted by him mid-sentence, "I just don't want to like you anymore."
The girl froze there, speechless for a long time, but her eyes were red, and under the white light, it looked as if she had put on eye shadow.
After a moment of silence, she slowly spoke again, her voice trembling, "I'm sorry...I know I was wrong. I won't do what I did before, I swear!"
"I've been thinking about it these past few days, recalling what happened between us when we were young. I know that I have always been too harsh on you...but I really won't do it anymore."
"Chen Lu, please... please give me back the love that originally belonged to me, okay?"
This is the first time that Chen Luchang has seen Mo Yuqing speak in a pleading tone.
Even counting from before kindergarten, this is the first time.
She has never begged anyone since she was a child.
Although her parents were divorced, she still received love from her parents and an excellent growing environment. Her family conditions were far beyond the reach of others, so she never had to ask for help.
There is nothing you can do with money alone, but you can do a lot with power.
But this time, Mo Yuqing was really pleading.
Even thinking of this, Chen Lu still stared at her coldly and said in a deep voice: "Not good."
After hearing these words, all the tears that had been swirling in Mo Yuqing's eyes instantly flowed down, sliding down her delicate cheeks and falling to the ground drop by drop.
Flowers of despair and regret bloomed one after another.
"Why? Didn't you like me for seven years? You liked me so much before..." Mo Yuqing cried so hard, this girl was so beautiful that even if she cried, she was extremely touching and lovable.
Her heart was trembling with coldness, as if falling into an ice cave.
Chen Lu obviously hated seeing him cry the most.
In order to prevent himself from crying, he fought in elementary school, skipped class in junior high school, and stayed with her day and night when his parents were getting divorced.
He had chickenpox, and as a young boy he leaned on the other side of the bedroom door, writing on pieces of paper, and then stuffed them through the crack in the door.
The two of them spent the whole afternoon writing, and Chen Lu came here for several days.
Childhood sweethearts, childhood sweethearts, a talented man and a beautiful girl...what a beautiful love story.
But he was forced to rewrite it into an ending that was not happy at all.
That boy is now so disheartened that he doesn't care about his own crying.
Thinking of these things, she became more and more sad and regretful. She was so thin-skinned that she finally couldn't help crying outside.
"Yes, I have liked you for seven years. But you said it yourself, that was before." Chen Lu smiled lightly, "Why do you think I will always like you?"
Seeing Mo Yuqing who couldn't stop crying, Chen Lu's mood became more and more complicated, and he could only continue:
"I don't regret being so kind to you before, and I have never regretted my efforts, but as I said that day,
I will not do it again. "
"To be honest, I used to really like you, like you very much...so much that even now I don't want to make you sad, but I really don't want to come back to you anymore.
Do you know what I mean?
I hope you are happy and we can live our own lives. "
Chen Lu has been a rational person since he was a child, but he never thought that one day he would be so rational to Mo Yuqing.
Then he said: "It doesn't make any sense for you to let me come back to you. It was there in the past and I will never forget it."
"You may think now that you'll be fine if you accept my confession that day, but that's not the case."
"It's really not true. That confession was just the end of my relationship."
"My love for you has been riddled with holes by your own hands a long time ago. So even if you accepted it that day, we can't go back to the past."
These words were like a bolt from the blue, exploding in Mo Yuqing's mind, leaving her dazed for a while.
She even forgot to breathe for a moment, and her whole body was buried in endless regret.
The good memories of the past are like quicksand, the more you think about them, the deeper they sink.
Mo Yuqing suddenly felt a little ridiculous. She had felt a few minutes ago that she just didn't seize the opportunity.
He never thought that the harm he had done to Chen Lu would be accumulated over time.
"I'm just used to it...I really..."
She wanted to continue explaining, but she saw Chen Lu put his index finger in front of his lips.
The meaning is obvious, he won't listen if I continue to say it...
She understood that Chen Lu was preserving the last dignity for her and this relationship.
Mo Yuqing wiped away her tears with the back of her hand and whispered: "Take a photo and then I'll leave..."
Seeing that Chen Lu was a little confused, she continued: "You used to like taking pictures of me so much."
"That is......"
"I know that was before. I don't care who you take photos of in the future, just take one photo, okay? I'll leave immediately after taking the photo." Mo Yuqing clenched her hands and looked at Chen Lu seriously.
Chen Lu found a girl who was running at night and took a photo of the two of them.
"Find a place, you've studied photography so deeply." Mo Yuqing took advantage of Chen Lu's departure to wipe her face with a wet wipe.
If you don't get close to her or listen to her, you won't even notice that she just cried.
She laughed at herself, and only now did she realize how romantic it was for Chen Lu to learn photography in order to take pictures of his youthful and beautiful self.
And when I found out, it was already the last time.
Really, ridiculous.
Chen Lu soon came to a street lamp.
There is a branch next to this lamp, and the shadow on the ground is just a black line.
Of course he chose here.
The light is good...and the meaning is good.
He stood silently on the other side of the black line and looked up at the camera.
As a result, the girl held up her cell phone for a long time and still couldn't finish it.
"You haven't taken the photo yet, okay? Am I so unphotogenic?" Chen Lu joked.
The girl shook her head, her expression a little embarrassed, "No, that young lady has been wiping her tears..."
Chen Lu moved his eyes and saw that Mo Yuqing was wiping tears with the back of her hand, seemingly unable to stop it.
She quickly said: "It's okay, just shoot like this."
2 minute later.
Mo Yuqing looked at the photo on her phone. In the photo, Chen Lu was looking sideways at her, while she was crying like a doormat.
This was the last tenderness Chen Lu showed to him...
"Shall I send it to you on WeChat?" she asked.
"Don't give it to me."
After Chen Lu finished speaking, he turned around and left. This time, it was his turn to leave Mo Yuqing with a decisive look from behind.
Why? Why do you become more proactive the more indifferent I am?
Chen Lu couldn't figure it out. He walked on the road with his head lowered and found that the rain that had stopped for a while started to rain again.
......
late at night.
Liu Yan couldn't get through to Mo Yuqing, so she hurried back to her dormitory from the hotel.
As soon as he arrived downstairs in the dormitory, he saw Mo Yuqing squatting there in a daze, eyes blank.
She paused for a moment, then squatted next to Mo Yuqing and let her rest her head on her shoulder.
The tears that Mo Yuqing had finally held back burst out again after seeing Liu Yan.
"I was wrong, I'm sorry...I really know I was wrong."
Liu Yan's eyes trembled and she felt very distressed. She could only smile bitterly and said: "It's useless for you to tell me..."
Idiot, if I told you right then, you would definitely regret it...
Mo Yuqing's tears soon wet Liu Yan's clothes, and she sobbed: "But it's useless to tell him..."
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