The women I let down in those years

I took Qiu Yanru to the water bar in the morning. At least the environment here was good.

I didn't expect Qiu Yanru to stop me at this time, and I was already planning to leave.

As for Qiu Yanru, it is estimated that his cousin will not have any thoughts anymore.

Because the look in Qiu Yanru's eyes as he held the fruit knife against his neck was so decisive that it was simply not something he could handle.

Instead of wasting time on Qiu Yanru, it would be better to try another target.

That Zou Jiajia might be able to do it.

So I didn't think about it anymore, but Qiu Yanru stopped me, obviously wanting to talk to me, and I couldn't find any reason to refuse.

I can feel that Qiu Yanru's attitude towards me is a little different.

I ordered another milkshake for her. After a few sips, Qiu Yanru recovered and started talking to me intermittently.

She said that her parents had always favored sons over daughters since she was a child, and would give all the good things at home to her brother, even if her brother was five years older than her.

She has been doing housework since she was three years old, sweeping, mopping, wiping tables, etc., while her brother didn't have to do anything.

She has been treated unfairly since she was a child, but she has never been favored by her parents. Their attention always falls on her brother.

At home, she is like a superfluous person.

Later, she went to school and studied very hard. She was the first in her class since elementary school. She was admitted to the best junior high school in their county, and her grades were still among the best. She even got admitted to a key high school during the high school entrance examination.

However, her parents did not let her go to a key high school. Instead, they decided to let her go to a high school in the county because the high school in the county was willing to pay.

When I heard this, I felt unwilling to do so.

He obviously had a good future, but it was delayed because of his parents' preference for sons over daughters.

But this is not the end, because Qiu Yanru, such a good student, did not even finish high school.

Qiu Yanru said that she met a boy when she was a sophomore in high school and he was very kind to her. It was the first time that she felt the warmth of being cared for and was a little moved.

But she was soon discovered by her parents.

It's ridiculous to say that this incident was discovered only because Qiu Yanru was eating a lollipop when he went home at the weekend!

Qiu Yanru has had no pocket money since she was a child. Even when she needed accommodation for high school, her parents only gave her a meal card and no pocket money.

You can't buy snacks with a meal card.

This lollipop was bought by that boy.

When Qiu Jian and his wife knew that someone was interested in their "baby" daughter, they became excited.

They found the boy and found that his family background was very average, so they told the teacher about the incident and demanded that Qiu Yanru and the boy be separated.

The boy was unwilling, and Qiu Yanru was reluctant. As a result, Qiu Yanru's brother personally guarded the school gate and beat the boy.

From then on, the boy never came to Qiu Yanru again, and even other students began to distance themselves from Qiu Yanru.

Qiu Yanru had just experienced the feeling of being cared for, but she fell into the abyss again, her personality became more autistic, and her grades began to decline.

In this way, Qiu Jian and his wife had more excuses and insisted on asking Qiu Yanru to drop out of school and start working part-time.

The reason why they agreed to let Qiu Yanru go to high school was because they took a fancy to the 10,000 yuan given by the school.

When Qiu Yanru said this, her tone was very calm and cold, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with her.

Because her heart is dead.

After dropping out of school, Qiu Yanru started working. Almost all the money she earned was given to her family, and she could only keep one hundred yuan a month.

Qiu Jian and his wife not only let Qiu Yanru work part-time, but also asked someone to act as a matchmaker for her, without any concern that Qiu Yanru was not even eighteen years old!

In other words, the matchmaker really couldn't stand it and didn't agree, otherwise I would suspect that Qiu Yanru was already married and had children.

A few years later, Qiu Jian and Qiu Jian started to have an idea for Qiu Yanru again. They thought Qiu Yanru was good-looking and wanted to earn a fortune as a gift. Unexpectedly, something happened to Qiu Yanru's brother, and then he became like this.

After hearing this, I no longer knew how to comfort Qiu Yanru.

I feel that my life in my hometown is very unsatisfactory, but compared with Qiu Yanru, I am really happy.

Although my grades were not good, my parents still allowed me to finish high school;

Even if I didn't even get into college, my parents were willing to pay for me to go to a junior college, but I didn't want to study, so I went out.

I have never encountered this kind of unfair treatment since I was a child. Even if my parents didn't make much money, they would still give me some pocket money.

Compared with Qiu Yanru, my life is really too happy.

Seeing that Qiu Yanru had finished speaking and became silent again, I quickly comforted him: "These things have passed. Now you have to look forward and stop worrying about the past. Believe me, as long as you make a good separation with your family, With your hard work, you can already live a good life. I believe in you! Come on!"

Qiu Yanru raised her head and said, "Thank you. Thank you for listening to what I have to say and for being willing to lend me money. Don't worry, I will definitely return the money to you."

I smiled and said, "Don't worry. Although I can't make a lot of money, I still have some savings. If you encounter difficulties, you can come to me. Don't worry, I don't mean to trick you, I just want to help." You get through this.”

You want to ask me if I have any intention towards Qiu Yanru?

That's definitely possible, but it's not appropriate now.

Qiu Yanru's situation is very pitiful, but she is soft on the outside and strong on the inside. She is not ambiguous at all when she needs to make a decision. Such a woman is not easy to control.

So I think I should be more sensible and put away any thoughts that I shouldn’t have.

There are already many women around me, so there is no need to act foolishly for Qiu Yanru.

So after I finished saying what I should say, I was ready to leave. My cousin was still waiting for me, and we still had to find a way to deal with Zou Jiajia.

But just as I stood up, Qiu Yanru suddenly said something.

"Do you know why I asked you to practice my sales skills that day? Because you are very similar to him."

I was stunned for a moment and turned to look at her.

"Who?"

"No one. Thank you."

Qiu Yanru smiled at me.

She also has a nice smile.

I nodded slightly and left.

Although she didn't say who he was, I already guessed it.

It was that day that she saw his shadow in me, so she took the initiative to approach me, wanting to recall the extremely precious warmth in her life.

But this is just a memory.

After so many years, the people who could bring her warmth back then are no longer from the same world as her.