The women I let down in those years

Yesterday, just a photo of Qin Xue had already stuck in my mind. Now that I saw the real person, my eyes straightened.

It's really not an exaggeration at all. Even after 16 years, I still clearly remember Qin Xue's appearance when I first saw her.

His heart beat faster, his eyes went straight, and he couldn't move away from Qin Xue. He looked like a pig brother.

The only thing to blame is that Qin Xue is too beautiful.

She has eyebrows, an oval face, and skin as white as snow, especially her eyes, which seem to be able to speak.

Although she only wore a simple ponytail, in my eyes, Qin Xue is more beautiful than all the women!

Even the girl who hung out with me all night yesterday can't compare to Qin Xue's hair!

Not only me, almost all the boys in the classroom looked at Qin Xue.

Qin Xue's beauty was not something I said, but everyone thought so. Even my cousin's eyes were a little dazed when he saw Qin Xue.

There was another girl who came in with Qin Xue. Although her appearance was good, she was overshadowed by Qin Xue's comparison.

Qin Xue and the girl reached the second row. Before I could look away, my cousin pulled me from behind and said a few words in my ear. I looked at him in surprise.

"Cousin, didn't you say we can't touch..."

"I just asked you for a contact information, but I didn't ask you to touch her!"

My cousin interrupted me and asked, "Don't you want her Penguin number?"

I was excited. If I could add Qin Xue's penguin friends, wouldn't I be able to chat with Qin Xue every day?

So I came to Qin Xue with everyone's surprised eyes, and summoned up the courage to say: "Hello, classmate, I am from the school next door. Can I add you as a penguin friend?"

Qin Xue's expression was also a little surprised, obviously she didn't expect that I would come here.

However, after a brief surprise, Qin Xue recovered, with a smile on her face, but with a sense of rejecting others thousands of miles away.

"Sorry, I don't have a Penguin."

A poor excuse, but enough.

The girl sitting next to Qin Xue covered her mouth and smiled. I was still very shy at the time and was embarrassed to stay there any longer, so I returned to my cousin with my head hanging down.

The cousin smiled but said nothing.

Others were still looking at me, which made me very embarrassed. Fortunately, a teacher came over soon and started class, so my situation was not so embarrassing.

University classes are usually one and a half hours long, with breaks in between. The length of time depends entirely on the teacher's mood.

During the recess, my cousin pulled me out of the classroom, took a bouquet of flowers from a young man and stuffed it into my hand.

"Go and give it to Qin Xue."

"what?"

Once again, I was shocked by my cousin's decision.

"Cousin, don't you mean..."

"Go if you are told! What nonsense! Don't you want Qin Xuegao to take a look at you?"

"think……"

"Don't you think so? But remember, you can't call Qin Xue's name, because this is your first time meeting, and you shouldn't know her name."

"Oh."

I held the flowers in both hands, and my heartbeat started to speed up again.

When I was in my hometown, I had some thoughts about girls, but at most I just thought about it and didn't dare to take any actual action.

Today I was asked to send flowers to Qin Xue in front of so many people. How could I not be nervous?

But thinking about being able to personally deliver such a beautiful bouquet of flowers to Qin Xue, I was excited and looking forward to it.

After adjusting my breathing, I walked into the classroom holding the flowers. I immediately attracted the attention of everyone in the classroom, and several girls covered their mouths and made wow sounds.

At that time, such a bouquet of flowers cost at least 300 yuan in H City, and 300 yuan was at least a week's living expenses for an ordinary college student, or even more.

If you are a student from a poor family, you will probably only need this amount of money per month.

In that era when the social atmosphere was not as open as it is now, who would dare to give a girl such an expensive bouquet of flowers in front of so many people? As long as your own conditions are not so bad, you can basically get it.

As for my own condition, I'm really not that bad. I can't say how handsome I am, but I am also a good-looking type and will definitely not arouse the disgust of girls.

Hearing the noises made by those girls, I felt a little proud. I walked up to Qin Xue with my chest raised. Just as I was about to speak, my cousin suddenly rushed over and grabbed me.

"Dongzi, you're wrong! She's not Wang Dan, that one is!"

Wang Dan?

Who is Wang Dan?

There was a look of astonishment on my face, that's not what my cousin said just now.

Being manipulated by my cousin, I was a little unsure and didn't know what to do.

But my cousin pulled me to the girl next to Qin Xue seriously.

"She is Wang Dan. She is the girl you like. You have been wrong from the beginning!"

Wang Dan, the girl next to Qin Xue, also looked surprised, but there was joy in her eyes that was difficult to hide.

But Qin Xue's expression was a bit wonderful, one of surprise and unwillingness.

Probably every girl at this age doesn't like to be robbed of her limelight by others.

If I had gone for Wang Dan from the beginning, Qin Xue would not have felt anything. But my goal at the beginning was Qin Xue, and when it came to the most critical part of sending flowers, I told her that I had made a mistake?

It is estimated that even a girl will not be happy and will not accept this result willingly.

"But……"

I didn't want Qin Xue to make a fool of myself in front of so many people, so I wanted to explain, but my cousin grabbed my wrist forcefully from behind, "But what? Isn't it Wang Dan that you like? It's all like this on your greeting cards." written."

As he said that, my cousin took out a beautiful greeting card from the bouquet of flowers in my hand. I can't remember what was written on it, but it was unmistakable that Wang Dan's name was written on it.

My cousin refused to do anything and pushed me towards Wang Dan again, "Wang Dan, my brother likes you, but he is too thin-skinned and dare not speak. As a cousin, I will ask you a question for him. , are you willing to give him a chance?"

Wang Dan's face immediately turned red, he lowered his head and took the flowers, and whispered, "I do."

Become!

I raised my head and looked at Wang Dan in surprise. I swear, this was the first time we met. I didn’t know who Wang Dan was before, but with my cousin’s encouragement, I only spent 300 yuan for a bunch of two. With the money spent, he successfully gained Wang Dan's favor!

This feeling is a bit unreal, as if everything comes too easy.

But looking back now, at that time, most college students were still very innocent and did not have so much social atmosphere. They still had beautiful longings for love and had little resistance to romantic things.

The fact that I can send her flowers and express my love to her in front of so many people is already better than many people, not to mention that my external conditions are not bad either.

The students in the classroom had already started to boo, and the atmosphere suddenly became heated, but I saw that Qin Xue's interest was obviously not that high. I wanted to explain to her that this was not my intention, but my cousin refused to do so. I have a chance.

"Dongzi, Wang Dan has already agreed, why don't you take the initiative? Haven't you already reserved a seat at the coffee shop outside the school?"

"Ah I……"

My cousin looked at me with an unquestionable tone, and I didn’t dare to refute, so I could only bite the bullet and invite Wang Dan to drink coffee, and Wang Dan readily agreed.

As we were walking out, my cousin whispered in my ear: "Qin Xue belongs to Boss Li, don't think too hard, this Wang Dan doesn't matter, you can play with it as you like. One can eat the meat in your mouth, and the other can only fuck." Look, you understand how to choose, right?"