The women I let down in those years

I froze in place, not knowing what to do.

An An came over and said, "You shouldn't have come to see her. She has already rejected you. The best result would be if you just disappear."

I was a little disappointed, "But I feel like I'm sorry for her, and I'm here to make it up to her."

"Then have you ever thought about the compensation she wants from you?"

"..."

I really haven't thought about it.

I had a headache because of Sister Hua's matter before, so I never thought about this at all.

Now that Sister Hua's matter has been resolved, I feel like I can stand up for myself again, so I want to come back to Xu Lu. For the ridiculous guilt in my heart, I can show my strength again in front of Xu Lu and let her remember me forever. .

what is this?

Is it selfish?

probably.

I am indeed quite selfish.

"Then what do you think I should do?"

"Disappear and don't come looking for her again."

An An's answer was simple and straightforward.

"You feel that you owe her a lot, but in her opinion, you don't owe her anything, because all the choices she made were of her own free will. Before she knew your true face, she was very happy.

A voluntary choice, a relationship that both parties find suitable, why should we talk about debt?

You appear in such a posture, but it hurts her.

If she accepts your compensation, will she still be Xu Lu in your heart? "

I fell silent again, because I suddenly felt that An An was right.

Since she is voluntary, why do I have to emphasize that she is the victim?

Xu Lu is not that kind of woman, and she will not dwell on this.

Just a gift from me...

I thought about it carefully and put the bag with the dormitory manager.

Since both of us feel good about this relationship, let's not talk about contributions or debts. Everything is a voluntary choice made by both of us.

If I take back the gift given to Xu Lu, what about the gift Xu Lu gave me?

Do you want to give it back?

So, that's it.

In order to prevent Xu Lu from taking advantage of this situation, I sent Xu Lu a text message using the card I applied for in the city where the little pastor lived. The meaning was that we had both contributed in our relationship, and since it was irreversible, let all this go.

Although I still have regrets in my heart, I can't do more.

There is a high probability that life will be unsatisfactory, even if I become the boss of Tiandong Engineering Co., Ltd., it will still be the same.

I didn't choose to go home for lunch at noon, even though it would waste food again, but I just wanted to eat at the restaurant at the back door of the Medical University today.

An An didn't object and went with me.

Her current task is to monitor me, so naturally she won't let me act alone.

It was very quiet during the meal. I didn't speak, and neither did An An.

After dinner, I went back to the villa.

I didn’t go out in the afternoon and just exercised in the villa.

Instead, my cousin called me and asked me if I had time in the evening and asked me to go out for dinner.

I looked at An An, "Is there any news from Sister Hua?"

"not yet."

An An looked at the time and said, "There is no news at this time, which means I probably won't be looking for you tonight."

"Okay, my cousin invites me to dinner tonight, and we'll go together then."

I can probably guess what my cousin is thinking. He must know that I think Sister Hua is angry about this matter, and it doesn't end well.

Otherwise I wouldn’t have moved out directly.

The current situation is that I have gained the attention of Sister Hua, and my status is completely different from before, let alone the owner of a small bar.

This change in status is the key to making my cousin anxious.

He plotted against me and betrayed me. He thought he could get some benefits by following me, but he didn't expect that his actions made me unhappy, and he didn't get the expected benefits.

what is this?

After working so hard, you didn't get anything in the end, but instead you made yourself embarrassed?

If he had known such a result, he probably wouldn't have done this.

But what's the use of saying this now?

Some things are not easy to get over.

Just because he was my cousin, I didn't care.

Forget it, let's see what he says tonight.

In order to invite me to have a meal, my cousin also spent a lot of effort to book the most high-end restaurant in the city center in advance, with an average consumption of more than 800 per person, and it was a private room.

If I had seen this battle before, I would have reacted more or less, but after growing up with An An, I don't think there is anything special about the per capita consumption of 800.

The meal we had at the villa last night, just for An An and I, cost more than RMB 3,000 in ingredients alone. If we had the same ingredients in a restaurant, it would cost several thousand or even tens of thousands more!

This is per capita consumption of 5,000.

So after sitting in the private room, I didn't have much reaction.

The same was true for An An, who just sat quietly next to me without any expression.

Between me and An An, secretly she is the leader and she arranges everything, but on the surface, I am still the leader.

"Dongzi, I'm sorry! I was wrong!"

My cousin also had a very low attitude and apologized to me as soon as he came up.

I laughed, "Cousin, what do you mean? It's like I'm holding on to something."

"No! No! In fact, I have wanted to apologize to you for a long time. It's all my fault. I broke up you and Xu Lu on my own initiative. Just for the sake of my aunt, please go around me once."

The aunt my cousin is talking about is my mother.

At this time, he can only play the family card.

I felt a little disgusted in my heart. Some things couldn't be solved just by talking about them, so I didn't say anything.

Silence is the best attitude.

Seeing that I didn't respond, my cousin continued: "Dongzi, there is something I need to tell you. It has something to do with my aunt and uncle."

"Ok?"

I couldn't help but frown. Wasn't my cousin trying to do something to my parents?

If that were the case, I couldn't bear it.

My cousin hurriedly explained: "It's like this. Didn't I buy two houses in the city during the Chinese New Year? The houses have just come down in the past few days. I sent some money back to my family and asked them to decorate the house quickly.

It happened that my aunt and uncle had been living in the village, which was not very convenient. I happened to have one of the two apartments available, so I decided to let my aunt and uncle move in after the decoration was completed. Mom and dad live close to each other, and they take care of each other. "

"That's it..."

I was relieved.

But I have to say that my cousin’s move was really powerful, and I no longer had any reason to have an attack.

He even took my parents' situation into consideration, and even solved the house problem before me. What else can I say?

Although I was still angry about Xu Lu, it was hard to get angry.

After all, they are still relatives.

After all, I accepted it all with peace of mind.