The women I let down in those years

Shanshan and I searched separately and found Xu Lu, but she refused to see us and said nothing.

I was in a mess and didn't know how to deal with this situation. After being in a stalemate for half an hour, I had no choice but to leave.

When I got home, I still hadn't figured it out. Who was plotting against me?

Why do you do this to me?

My cousin happened to be at home, so I told my cousin about it.

"Cousin, do you think we have offended someone before, so they are looking for us to take revenge now?"

The cousin looked a little weird, "What are you thinking? Who have we offended? Who will take revenge on us? We just use money to do things. Even if we make people hate us, we still hate those who paid for it. What does it have to do with us?" "

"I also think this is true, but what happened today is completely unreasonable. It suddenly became like this. Xu Lu didn't even know that I had other women outside. I always feel that this matter is weird. .”

"Maybe someone wants to pursue Xu Lu, so I investigated you, and then I found out that there are several women around you. If someone really wants to take revenge, why don't they come to trouble me?"

I scratched my head and thought my cousin was right.

The two of us handled the matter together, and my cousin also played a leading role. If we really want to take revenge, my cousin should be retaliated first.

So what's going on?

Seeing that I was still struggling, my cousin said, "Actually, I think it's not necessarily a bad thing that you have broken up with Xu Lu now. I know you really like Xu Lu, but can you give up other women for her? Just For example, that Shanshan, can you give up?

As long as you can't give up other women for her, she will find out sooner or later. Now it's just earlier. So it's a good thing for you now. You can find whoever you want and play however you want. Isn't that great? "

I shook my head. My cousin and I have completely different attitudes on this matter.

What my cousin pursues is physical enjoyment without any emotion, but I also want to pursue love and gain both emotionally and physically.

If no one does bad things, I've already done it, but it's a pity...

I didn't say anything more to my cousin and went back to the room.

I sent a message to Shanshan and asked her how Xu Lu was doing.

Shanshan said that Xu Lu was in a bad mood, not in the mood to do anything, and ignored her at all.

The two of them were roommates, otherwise she wouldn't even be able to see Xu Lu.

Anyway, it's quite embarrassing now.

I sighed, this was really not what I wanted to do.

Since there is no good way now, we can only wait.

When Xu Lu stops being angry, or slowly accepts this reality, I will go find her and have a good talk with her.

I believe Xu Lu has feelings for me and she likes me. As long as I admit my mistakes and correct myself, she will definitely accept me again.

As for whether he can find another woman in the future, let's wait until later.

Anyway, I can't bear to break up now.

Send a message to Shanshan and ask her to keep an eye on Xu Lu so that no more problems occur.

Shanshan agreed happily, but something went wrong again that night.

But this time the problem was not with Xu Lu, but with Shanshan.

Shanshan called me and asked me not to contact her again, and then hung up the phone.

I'm completely confused, what's going on?

When I called Shanshan back, I discovered that I had been blocked.

All contact information has failed to reach Shanshan!

From last night to tonight, in less than twenty-four hours, all the women around me have left me?

Except for the little pastor and Yaoyao, because they are not in H city.

No matter how stupid I am, I can still tell that someone is targeting me.

But my cousin’s analysis makes sense. Why is it only targeting me and not my cousin?

If you really want to retaliate against me, you can attack me directly. Why do you want to use this method?

I just can’t figure it out!

I tried calling Xu Lu again, but was also blocked.

Damn it!

I already want to curse.

My cousin knocked on the door outside.

"Dongzi, what's wrong? Did something happen?"

I was feeling depressed. When my cousin came over, of course I expressed all my frustrations.

My cousin patted me on the shoulder and said, "Don't think so much. Someone might really be plotting against you. Why don't you go out for the next few days. I'll ask Lao Liu to go outside and find out the news."

I lowered my head and suddenly thought of another possibility.

"Could it be, Hu Qing?"

Apart from him, I can't think of anyone else who would deal with me in this way.

The relationship between Sister Qing and I is very deep. Many people know that Hu Qing’s original target was Xiaoya, but Xiaoya ran away from home, so he could only marry Sister Qing.

If Sister Qing hadn't had such a good time, this matter wouldn't have been a big deal, but Sister Qing was famous for her debauchery.

Hu Qing married Sister Qing. Although he was pursuing the purpose of joining forces between the two powerful families, how could he not have any idea in his heart?

As long as there are ideas, there will be actions.

So everything I experienced today has an explanation.

But my cousin shook his head, "Probably not. If Hu Qing wanted to deal with you, he wouldn't use this method. He is fully capable of making you disappear quietly."

"Who else could it be?"

My cousin lit a cigarette and was silent for a long time, then suddenly he said something.

"Is it possible that it's Zhang xx?"

"Zhang xx?"

I was stunned again, "No way? She is someone who is often in the news. Will she have trouble with me?"

My cousin analyzed it for me, "You have forgotten the business that Brother Qi introduced to me. It is that Zhang xx has taken a liking to you and wants you to be a pretty boy, but you don't want to. You don't think that Zhang xx is only looking for Brother Qi, right?" Or did Seventh Brother just give this business to me?"

I opened my eyes wide and seemed to understand everything.

It’s Zhang xx!

She wanted me to be her sweetheart, so she wanted to find someone to break up Xu Lu and me, and to drive away all the women around me!

Zhang xx is not Sister Qing, she will not allow her pretty boy to be around other women!

So when I was targeted by her, this ending was already doomed.

Just like my cousin often told me, sometimes it is not a good thing for women to be too beautiful, because once they are targeted by rich people, they rarely have room to resist.

When my cousin and I were scheming against others, we were still complacent and enjoying the pleasure of scheming against others.

Now that something like this happens to me, I don't feel any pleasure at all, only helplessness and unwillingness.

I do not like this!

I want to live a freer life, be with whomever I want, and play however I want, instead of completely becoming someone else's plaything!

But, can I really resist?