The women I let down in those years

It was precisely because I took no further action that Wu Xiaolan was finally liberated.

She returned to her office, and I was too lazy to get up, so I just lay on the sofa and played with my phone.

Less than ten minutes later, Wu Xiaolan came back again. I was so frightened that I quickly put my phone away and pretended to be drunk.

Wu Xiaolan was obviously worried that I would stay in the office drunk alone, so she just wiped the water on my clothes with a towel and came back.

She went inside and found a blanket to cover me with, and then sat next to me.

I could feel her beside me, so I couldn't do anything else, so I could only continue to close my eyes and pretend to sleep.

It feels bad to pretend to be sleeping in front of others, because I don't dare to make any unnecessary movements, and my whole body is stiff.

Fortunately, it didn't take long for someone to knock on the door. The voice should be Yang Li.

"Accountant Wu, where is Brother Dong? Are you in there?"

"Yes, but he is drunk and sleeping. Is something wrong?"

"I'm drunk...it's okay, it's okay."

From Yang Li's tone, it was obvious that he wanted to see me for something, but he didn't want to tell Wu Xiaolan.

I took the opportunity to take a look and noticed that Wu Xiaolan was standing at the door. She had taken off her down jacket, wearing a sweater on her upper body and jeans on her lower body.

Yang Li closed the door, and I quickly closed my eyes again. Wu Xiaolan came back again.

No one came over after that, and I didn’t know when I fell asleep.

Although I didn’t drink much, I felt a little dizzy. I kept lying on the sofa and would really fall asleep.

I don’t know how long it took, but when I opened my eyes, I saw Wu Xiaolan lying on the table next to me and also asleep.

I took out my phone and looked at it, it was eleven o'clock in the evening.

I slept for almost three hours.

I just drank a few bottles of beer, and the alcohol had already worn off, so I simply stood up and covered Wu Xiaolan with the blanket.

Wu Xiaolan woke up immediately, looked at the blanket on her body, and stood up hurriedly.

"Boss, you're awake."

I nodded, "Well, I just woke up. Have you been here all this time?"

"Well, I heard they said you might vomit if you drink too much, so I didn't leave."

"Well, you're interested. What time is it now?"

Wu Xiaolan took out her phone and took a look, "It's eleven o'clock, boss. Since you're awake, I'll go back to the office first."

"Wait a minute, it's a little boring in the office. I want to go out for a walk. You can come with me."

"Go for a walk?"

Wu Xiaolan didn't know what I was going to do and was very surprised.

"Well, it's too boring. Go out and get some fresh air. Do you want to go? If not, I'll go alone."

I didn't overly invite him, I put on my coat and walked out.

"I'll go too. Wait a minute while I put on my clothes."

Wu Xiaolan also reacted and hurried back to the office to put on her down jacket.

It was already after eleven o'clock, and the atmosphere on the first floor had already risen. Wu Xiaolan and I just passed by the first floor and saw several couples of men and women hugging each other, and they were very dishonest to each other.

Men do it to take advantage and cultivate the atmosphere, while women mostly do it to make money.

Even if Wu Xiaolan has been working in the bar for a while, she still feels embarrassed when she sees this situation and follows me out quickly.

Unexpectedly, as soon as I walked out, I heard a special sound coming from the green belt next to me.

Looking along the sound, I couldn't help but give this old man a thumbs up.

It's winter this time, and the New Year is approaching.

The winter in H city is still very cold. I dare not say that it can reach tens of degrees below zero, but in the middle of the night, it can still reach minus ten degrees.

This guy dares to play outside under such circumstances. I respect him as a man.

Looking at the woman in front of him, she was obviously shivering from the cold, but she still made a sound cooperatively. This professionalism was indeed extraordinary.

I really doubt it, is it really comfortable to do things under such circumstances?

There is probably no other feeling besides excitement.

Wu Xiaolan also heard the sound, only glanced at it and quickly turned her head back, her face turned red.

I coughed lightly, took Wu Xiaolan's arm and left there quickly.

In fact, this kind of thing is not uncommon, especially in summer, it is often seen.

Maybe the man is too anxious, or maybe he doesn't want to spend money to buy a house, but that's what he did anyway.

The waiters in the bar clean the nearby green belt every morning, and you can often see various paper towels or small umbrellas.

After walking out for more than ten meters, we could no longer hear those sounds, but Wu Xiaolan still blushed and said nothing.

I also felt embarrassed and said, "Actually, there is nothing to avoid about this kind of thing. We will definitely encounter it when we work in a bar."

Wu Xiaolan snorted and paused for a few seconds, "But why are they outside...aren't they afraid of being seen?"

I felt happy because I was not afraid that Wu Xiaolan would ask questions, but I was afraid that Wu Xiaolan would pretend to be dumb.

"What's wrong with being seen? Anyway, we don't know them. At most, we treat them as after-dinner conversation and a joke. Will they lose a hair?"

"But, this kind of thing has to... it has to..."

"What's the point?"

I stopped and looked at Wu Xiaolan with a smile on my face.

"You want to say that you have to carry someone behind your back, right? But have you ever thought that he did it on purpose because it would make him feel very excited. The pursuit of excitement is also something people often do."

"Is this exciting?"

"Why doesn't it count? Compared to physical pleasure and enjoyment, some people prefer this stimulating feeling, what do you think?"

"Huh? Me? I don't know."

Wu Xiaolan suddenly felt a little overwhelmed and didn't know what to say.

I laughed twice, "I'm asking you, do you think physical enjoyment is more important, or mental happiness is more important?"

"Well, physically. If you don't feel well physically, your mental state won't get better either."

"Really? So you want physical enjoyment?"

"I...I didn't say that!"

Wu Xiaolan suddenly realized that she had been deceived and hurriedly explained, looking embarrassed.

I laughed loudly and took the opportunity to grab her hand, "What's so embarrassing about this? Who doesn't want to pursue physical enjoyment and spiritual happiness? This is human nature, otherwise what is the purpose of living?" Just like animals, reproducing offspring?”

Wu Xiaolan wanted to pull her hand back, but I didn't give her a chance and just held on tightly. She tried to break free twice without success, so she gave up.

"Why are you speaking so rudely? What do you mean by being like an animal?"

"It's not rude, it's straightforward."

I continued to argue, "Animals do things like that just to reproduce, but humans do this because they want more than just reproduction. What do you think?"