The women I let down in those years

My name is Wang Dong, I am 34 years old. I have a car and a house. What I have to do every day is to collect rent, because I had a different experience more than ten years ago and made a fortune. After returning to my hometown, I started working in the county town. I bought twelve houses and lived by collecting rent.

I am very satisfied with my current life, which is peaceful and peaceful without so many distractions.

I am also very lucky that I can still have such a standard of living at this young age, even though the way I made my fortune was not that glorious.

But I don't regret it.

Even if I had to choose again, I would still follow the same path as before, but I would make some slight changes in certain things to make my conscience less uncomfortable.

Originally, such a day should be very peaceful, peaceful enough for me to spend this life happily and contentedly, but unexpectedly Liu Wei found me and asked me to help him.

Liu Wei and I were classmates since childhood. We had a good relationship and had some skills. Taking advantage of the real estate boom in the past few years, we started a sand and gravel business and made a lot of money.

But he wasn't a low-key person. He would be carefree when he had some money, and he couldn't control his subordinates. He often flirted with women outside, and his wife often made trouble with him because of this.

This time he came to me suddenly because of this little thing.

He fell in love with a girl and wanted to sleep with her, so he asked me to help her. Of course I would not help him do such a shameless thing, but he whispered a name in my ear.

Qin Xue.

My heart skipped a beat, and the past memories buried deep in my heart came to mind, and my face became a little unnatural.

It is impossible for me to forget Qin Xue in this life. Although she is dead, before she met me, she was a very good and clean girl, but I pushed her into the abyss for money.

The scene of her dying on the hospital bed will never be forgotten for the rest of my life.

Liu Wei patted my shoulder and winked at me, "If you hadn't drunk too much at last year's class reunion, I would have sent you home. I didn't know you were capable of this! Help me so you don't suffer!"

Then I remembered that I was drunk once last year, and I didn't expect that I said so many things that I shouldn't have said.

Drinking is really a waste of time!

I shook my head and refused.

I have done a lot of bad things before, but after Qin Xue died, I stopped doing them because I couldn't get over the hurdle in my heart.

In the words of my cousin, my heart is not cold enough.

If my heart was cold enough, maybe I would have more wealth now instead of working as a charterer in a small county town.

Of course, it is also possible that he could follow in the footsteps of my cousin and die in unknown circumstances.

After dismissing Liu Wei, I still felt uneasy. Even after so many years, when the name Qin Xue broke into my world again, I still panicked and felt that I should do something.

It wasn't until I sat down at the desk and started writing all this that the feeling of panic dissipated.

Perhaps secretly, Qin Xue also hoped that I would record what happened back then to give some warning to future generations.

That was 16 years ago. I failed the college entrance examination and didn't want to follow my father to the construction site to move bricks, so I sneaked out and took the green train to H City alone, where I joined my cousin who was said to be doing well.

There were not many bells and whistles to this process. My cousin enthusiastically picked me up at the train station and took me to where he lived.

It was a large house of more than 100 square meters. It was spacious, bright, clean and tidy, and there was a faint fragrance in the air. It was much better than the house I had in my hometown.

But what impressed me most was not the house, but a woman walking out of the bedroom.

She only had a white shirt on her upper body, and the hem swayed with her two long legs. It made my eyes go straight, but I quickly reacted and turned my head to the side with a blushing face.

Although I can no longer remember what that woman looked like, the impression she gave me at the time was really amazing, because I had never seen such a woman, let alone suffered such a visual impact.

"Hey! Brother Ning, where did you find a chick? You're so shy!"

My heart was beating wildly and I couldn't help but look at it with my peripheral vision.

The woman sat on the sofa and put on stockings.

I don't know why, but I always feel that her movements are very slow, as if she is afraid that I can't see clearly.

I felt a stream of heat in my nose and hurriedly pinched it with my hands, but the bright red nosebleeds still flowed out between my fingers, making the woman tremble.

My cousin glared at the woman and asked me to go to the bathroom to wash up.

When I came out, I happened to see my cousin take out five red bills from his wallet and stuff them into the woman's chest.

This time, what I focused on was not the woman’s snow-white chest, but the 500 yuan!

That was in 06. In my hometown, 500 yuan could do a lot of things. Some people even worked hard for a month and only had this little money.

But at my cousin's place, the 500 yuan is so casual.

The woman put the money away and glanced at me before leaving, "Brother Ning, if a little brother like you wants to eat meat, I'll give him a [-]% discount."

The cousin waved his hand and told the woman to leave quickly.

After the woman left, I asked carefully: "Cousin, who is she?"

"Uh, a friend."

My cousin's tone was very perfunctory. He took out a few clothes from the closet, asked me to take a bath, change clothes, and then took me out to eat.

The dining place looks very high-end. If it were me, I wouldn't dare to come in.

But my cousin looked like he was familiar with the road, and he even entered a private room.

There is a conspicuous sign at the door of the private room: minimum spend 388.

Now, 388 is nothing, but if we compare it to now, it should be about [-] to [-].

After entering, my cousin ordered the dishes very skillfully, but did not let the food be served. He only asked the waiter to bring a pot of tea, and then waited here.

I've been on the train for a day and I'm already hungry. How can I just drink tea?

"Cousin, aren't we having dinner?"

"It's not too late to eat later. I'll wait for someone first."

"Oh."

I had never seen much of the world at that time. I only met my cousin once during the Chinese New Year. Although we were related by blood, we were not very close.

If it weren't for the reason of being far away from home and coming to H City, I doubt that my cousin would even pay attention to me.

Therefore, I didn't dare to ask any more questions, so I just sat on the chair and waited.

About ten minutes later, a man walked in.

The man wore a cap, sunglasses and a mask. He looked at my cousin and me after he came in.

"Zhang Ning?"

The cousin stood up and nodded, "Well, it's me. What's your last name, boss? How do you call him?"

"Your surname is Li."

Boss Li obviously didn't like talking to his cousin in such an environment. He opened the black backpack he carried with him, revealing red and white banknotes. At a glance, it should be one hundred thousand.

My breathing couldn't help but quicken, 10 yuan!

My parents, working from dawn to dusk, couldn't make so much money in a year!

But in the eyes of Boss Li and his cousin, the money was nothing at all. Their eyes passed over the money without any change.

Boss Li took out another photo from his arms. It showed a girl wearing a white dress. The smile on her face was very clean and endearing.

Her name was also written on the photo: Qin Xue.

My cousin took the photo, took a look at it, smiled and said, "This girl is pretty good. Boss Li has great vision."

Boss Li coughed twice and said, "A deposit of 20 yuan, and there will be another [-] yuan after the deal is completed."

"Okay, I'll take this job! Boss Li, just wait for my good news."

Boss Li nodded, turned around and left without any hesitation.

After Boss Li left, I couldn't help but ask: "Cousin, what are you doing?"

"What are you doing? Just a pimp!"

My cousin put away the 10 yuan, and the smile on his face could hardly stop, and he said it smoothly.

I was stunned for a moment, "Pimp?"

The cousin put the backpack on his lap, pressed it with his hand, and then explained with Qin Xue's photo.

"It's Boss Li who has fallen in love with this girl and wants me to help him and let her be his mistress."

Be the third child?

When I heard these words, I felt awkward.

The girl in the photo is so beautiful and clean, how could she be associated with such a word?