Professor He, fell in the next second

"Everyone seems to think that I don't have any worries. They think that as a rich second generation, I am never short of money, so I have no worries, but no one knows. In fact, I really regret it. I have thought countless times, what if I How wonderful it would be to be born in an ordinary family. Everything I have now, even with my own efforts, I can achieve. Maybe these processes are not smooth sailing, but there is no psychological burden at all."

Lu Shi didn't understand what he was talking about.

"I don't think I've ever mentioned my parents, right?"

Lu Shi nodded, "Actually, it doesn't matter. After all, everyone is working. Who can talk about their parents during working hours?"

"What is your definition of mistress?"

Lu Shi was stunned, "Wha, what?"

At this moment, her mind seemed to be blank for a moment. Why did Song Zheng mention the mistress for no reason? Could it be that it has something to do with him?

Song Zhen tilted his head and blinked at her, "A mistress? She's just like a rat crossing the street. Everyone screams and beats her up, so she can only hide in the dark and smelly sewers. She will never see the light of day in her life."

"Are you curious as to why I suddenly told you this? It must not be just casually, because my mother is the mistress."

"Song Ying." Lu Shi's face showed a little pain. She never thought that she couldn't think of it before hearing these words. Song Ying wanted to match such a lively and cheerful character, but he could actually match these two words. Get involved.

"Don't look at me like that. I have nothing to deserve your sympathy for. After all, you, an illegitimate child like me, really don't deserve sympathy from others."

Lu Shi is not good at persuasion.

Others, at this moment, were searching for words of comfort, but they had no way of saying them.

After all, in her view, the mistress is just like what Song Zheng described, she will never see the light of day and will always rot and stink.

"I was brought back to the Song family when I was six years old. My mother had terminal cancer and she could no longer support me, so she had to give me to my father. I will never forget my father holding my hand. When I went in, the Song family looked at me with disgust. I lived in the Song family for 12 years until I moved out from the Song family when I went to college. I wanted to sever ties with them, but I was raised by them. After so long, how can I do such a thing as a white-eyed wolf?"

"Forget it, I don't want to hear it anymore, and don't say it either." Lu Shi knew that Song Zheng was tearing open his own wounds and torturing himself again and again by saying this.

"Why, don't you girls all like gossip? It's such a good opportunity to gossip. If you don't want to hear more, it's like acting in a TV series." Song Zhen smiled with a smile on his lips, as if he didn't care.

There is no way to compare Song Zheng's experiences with Lu Shi's experiences.

Before Lu Shi could answer, Song Zheng said again.

"I also have a brother who is two years older than me. When I returned to the Song family, he found out that his good father had another son outside. Now this child has been brought back by his father. I want to take away half of his fatherly love, and even compete with him for my position in the family. How could he tolerate me?

The child's malice is very pure and simple. He excludes and speaks ill words again and again, but in fact, what he does is not wrong.

, if it were me, I would be even more outrageous than him. No one in the entire Song family treats me sincerely. Even if my father takes me back, it is only because my mother is no longer able to raise me. His blood is flowing in my body. I am the flesh and blood of the Song family, so they had to bring me back, and there is no father-son relationship between me. "

"My mother passed away not long after she was diagnosed with a terminal illness. My only support in this world is my father, but my father was busy with work. When he came back, he handed me over to his wife. In the big family, There are too many secret things. On the surface, it is said that I was adopted from an orphanage, but my facial features are too similar to my father's. In fact, everyone knows it, but they just don't say it.

I was forced to change my words and call mother. Every time I saw the disgust on her face. How disgusting it must be for the son of a mistress to call mother, but she still had to pretend to be a good mother in front of outsiders. Come on. She cares about me. In fact, it has always been quite difficult for her. If I had suffered from diaphragm and died, it would have been very difficult for me in those years. I actually resented many people. I hated my mother. Why did she give birth to me? Why can't my father and I care about our lower bodies and go out to find pleasure? I hate my brother for bullying me time and again since I was a child. I hate my mother for being so mean to me.

I always think that I actually didn’t do anything wrong. Why does everyone hate me so much? Why are they targeting me? Suddenly one day I suddenly realized that because I was born with a mistake, everything I experienced was deserved. "

Song Zheng's pain is that he can't resent everyone, because he is too

Yu understands.

He couldn't hate his biological mother who gave birth to him.

I can't hate my father who gave him the best material life, my mother who raised him, and I can't even hate my brother.

So he can only hate himself, never have an outlet to vent, always force those mistakes on himself, never get out of the dead cycle, and can always only suffer in secret.

Lu Shi's eyes suddenly felt a little sore.

She started to blame herself for this kind of thing, why is she so stupid with her mouth? If it were Lin Hua and Shanshan standing here now, she would definitely be able to say something to comfort him.

But it happened that I was the one here. I could only quarrel and make trouble unreasonably, and I couldn't comfort others at all.

Song Zheng noticed her expression, "So are you in a better mood now? You see, not everyone is living so well. In fact, I am not living a good life either. I can't always stay in the past. , life still has to go on, life still has to go on, maybe one day it will get better, right?"

Lu Shi bit her lip and suddenly took a step forward and hugged Song Zheng directly.

Lu Shi was not short, but Bai Shi needed to stand on his toes when holding Song Zheng.

The only thing she could think of that could comfort others was this hug.