Professor He, fell in the next second

"He Jiyan, I haven't been able to do anything in the past few months. I locked myself in my room and thought about calming down every day. I can't calm down. I can't calm down. I don't know why it's like this. I don’t even know what kind of person my dad is. He told me that girls should protect themselves. He told me that girls should love themselves. The best dad in the world in my eyes is actually a devil. I can’t accept it. .”

Shen Nianzhi has been crying for several months. She feels that her tears are almost dry and she can no longer shed tears. However, whenever she thinks about this, she still feels so heartbroken that she can't breathe, and she feels so distressed that she wants to leave with her mother.

"Zhizhi, don't be like this... Zhizhi." He Ciyan took a step forward and tried to hold her in his arms.

But before he touched her, Shen Nianzhi backed away reflexively. She shook her head, her thin cheeks covered with tears.

"I also tried to convince myself. I told myself that it was Shen Jue's fault and it had nothing to do with us. My mother, I and my brother were innocent. But I couldn't think of it this way. I spent my whole life spending his money on him. With the money I received, I received the best education and was admitted to his university. He used his connections to find me the best class. I successfully entered the student union and became president for a year. I also met You, all this is because of him, I can't put it aside, He Jiyan, do you know? He did such cruel things, but I can't hate him if I don't. He is really very good to me. .”

He Ciyan opened his mouth, his throat was a little dry, and he couldn't say a single word of the thousands of words he expected. He didn't know that he

What to do, how to comfort her, how to save her.

He was really panicked and scared when he couldn't see her during this period. He was worried that something might happen to her.

"Since something happened to my family, everyone has stayed away from us, and those relatives have stopped communicating with each other. Even my aunt is unwilling to answer my phone calls. Everyone has avoided us. Congratulations, I know you are very fond of me. I know that you are worried about me and want to see me, but I really can't be with you now. The former Shen Ninzhi, the Shen Ninzhi you loved, is dead. I am not her anymore. She is proud, excellent and optimistic. Kindness, I am no longer, I am not her."

"Zhizhi, I beg you, please don't do this. I'll wait for you, okay? I'm willing to wait for you for as long as you need me. As long as you still need me, we will always come out." He Jiyan stepped forward and hugged him regardless of the ground. She held her in her arms.

Reluctant to let go, as if he would disappear as soon as he let go of his branches.

"You know? Those two seniors are very beautiful and outstanding. They have tutored me in my studies, bought me snacks, and chatted with me. But all of this is fake. They are I feel good because I went to see my father. They were all scared when they got along with me. They were worried that I would be angry, afraid that I would complain, and worried that my father would punish them. I watched her jump down from the building, and her blood spattered on mine. On my body, I really like that white floral skirt, which was stained with patches of blood. The senior sister who was raped by the Internet could have avoided all this, but it was because my father couldn't bear it in the end and chose to end his life. "

"Zhizhi... Zhizhi...

" He Jiyan couldn't control himself, tears rolled down his chin and fell on Shen Nianzhi's back.

"You know what? I regret going out to dinner with you that night."

Shen Nianzhi pushed He Jiyan away fiercely, "If we had not gone out that night, my father would have stayed with me at home and had dinner with my mother, and he would not have gone to the office, and all this would not have happened. Maybe Senior Sister He won’t die.”

"Zhizhi?" He Ciyan looked at her in astonishment, not understanding what she was talking about.

"I can't blame the father who gave me birth and raised me, but I need an outlet. He Jiyan, I am very selfish."

He Ciyan smiled miserably, with tears on his face, "Okay, if blaming this on me can alleviate your pain, I am willing, I am willing to let you hate me and hate me."

Shen Nianzhi stretched out his hand to wipe his tears, "Let this meal be regarded as farewell. I hope I won't see you again in the future."

"We...really have no future?" He Jiyan whispered.

"No."

Shen Nianzhi turned around and left decisively.

He Jiyan stayed where he was, watching the voice in front of him gradually disappear.

There really is no future between them, and it is impossible anymore.

/

The memory ends here.

The room fell into silence.

Jiang Guchi still stayed in this sad memory and couldn't let it go for a long time.

As a bystander, he felt heartbroken and pity just by listening to the narrative.

"Are you stupid?" He Jiyan opened his mouth and teased.

Jiang Guchi shook his head, feeling sour in his heart, "Brother...it turns out that things are so bitter between you two. I have always felt that I finally fell in love with someone."

, it turned out that she didn’t want me, and I was sad for a long time. How did you persevere at that time? How heartbroken you were during those months when you couldn’t see her and waited for her. "

"I'll just grit my teeth and get through it." He Jiyan could now say all this calmly.

It has been eight years, and time is the best healer, so that just the thought of it made me heartbroken.

"How could Sister Jiao say that to you in the end? But I can't hate Sister Jiao. She is also a victim. How can all the mistakes her father did be blamed on her siblings?"

"Xiaochi, I agree with what she said. She has taken advantage of her father and can't let go. She enjoys her father's love and his father loves her. However, the senior sister who is only a few years older than her is being violated by her father. She is not Not entirely innocent.”

"Why do you think so?" Jiang Guchi hugged his knees and sat on the carpet.

"I respect all her choices."

Jiang Guchi asked again, "What happens next? Do you know that they will come to the northwest?"

"After I separated from her that day, I was still worried about her. I knew she was emotionally unstable and I always paid attention to her.

I learned that they later changed their surname to follow their mother's surname, and then they moved. At first they went to live in the south, and then I saw that she was really well, or I thought I knew it was time to let go.

I haven’t deliberately inquired about her in the past few years, but I didn’t expect to run into her here with you. "

"Then let's leave like this tomorrow? Are you really willing to do it? It's not easy to meet like this. Maybe we will never see each other again." Jiang Guchi still felt regretful and should do something.

But how can this status quo be broken now?

"I see that she is still alive now. She is thinner and darker than before, but she can smile now and can persevere. This is already good."