The first two paragraphs at the beginning:

'That afternoon, with a startling glance, he shone into my life like the warm sun.'

'From that moment on, I knew this boy would never leave my heart again'

The following paragraphs detail their first encounter.

No, to be precise, it was her first encounter alone.

From between the lines, he could feel her joy and the girl's longing for beautiful love when she was pregnant.

At the end, she wrote:

'Except for him, in this floating world, I think I will never meet a young man who can make my heart beat.'

Her love for him began with a heartbeat at a startling glance, love at first sight.

But he could never recall that on that month and day of that year, when he was riding a bicycle to let himself go in the afternoon, he encountered such a scenery that would later take root in his life.

The memories of the past are mottled and hazy, and eight years ago were so far away that they were about to disappear in the long river of time, leaving almost no trace behind.

It turned out that God had no intention of fulfilling them from the beginning, so even though he arranged such a beautiful encounter, he still let them face the unfamiliarity.

His name was not mentioned in this diary, and he even doubted whether it was him whom she deeply loved and missed.

Eager to find evidence to prove that he was the boy she had hidden in her heart for eight years, he quickly turned to the second page, the third page, the fourth page...

The following records are all about the scenes when she accidentally 'encountered' him in the past three years, as well as her psychological changes.

His name was also not mentioned, and the protagonist of each diary was replaced by the title 'boy'.

It wasn't until the spring of 2018, a diary entry five years ago, that he confirmed that the boy she had been dreaming of was him.

It clearly records that when she learned that there was no news about the kidnapping of the boy by her enemies, she was so anxious that she asked her father to help investigate.

Later, she found out that he was in City A and decided to take risks alone to save him.

Seeing this, the man's eyes turned red, and mist gradually formed in his eyes.

She had a crush on him for three years, but he knew nothing about it.

Later, she went to City A alone, protected him with her life, and saved him from dying.

And what about her?

His heart was severely injured and his family immediately sent him abroad for treatment.

During this period, she met John who was pestering her, and she dragged her sick body to deal with him.

It's not that she is too high-minded and looks down on John, a second-generation rich man, but that she belongs to someone else in her heart.

The young man she caught a glimpse of in the afternoon became her whole world, and she could no longer pretend to be anyone else.

But what did the boy she loved so much do?

He personally sent her to the bed of the rich second generation whom she rejected back then.

How desperate must she have been at that moment?How painful would it be?

After reading these diaries, he understood why she died so decisively and why she gave him a heart-piercing knife after her death.

Compared to what she had gone through, what he was enduring now was nothing to mention.

His heart felt like tearing pain. He covered his chest with one hand and continued to read with the other.

The diary was discontinued for nearly half a year. She probably forgot to bring the diary when she went abroad to recuperate, so there was no record of her daily life during the treatment period.

In October 2018, she returned to Haicheng. Although her injuries had healed, there was a bomb buried in her body that would explode four years later.

The first diary entry after returning to China was joyful. From the lines, we can see her longing for the future and her expectations for him.

At the end she even wrote:

"The four-year secret love has come to an end. It is said that women chase men. If I confess to him, because I saved his life half a year ago, he shouldn't refuse too directly, right?" '

At that time, she didn't know that Wen Wenwen had taken over the magpie's nest, and she wanted to express her love to the boy she had been secretly in love with for four years.

The second diary entry after returning to China changed from the joy of the first entry, and every word was tinged with pain.

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