"A Nian..."

He couldn't help but call her, facing the cold night sky.

No one responded.

For a moment, Gu Jinshi remembered the time in Tongning Village.

What the old monk said.

He said unknowingly, "There are times in life that must be fulfilled, and there are times in life that don't force it...Don't be demanding in anything, otherwise it will be nothing but a dream."

"Ha...A Nian...so did I force it?"

There is no such thing as true empathy.

Gu Jinshi didn't know what hardships Zhou Nian went through to get to where he is today.

Father Zhou invisibly put the strongest shackles in the world on her.

If a woman is imprisoned in her thoughts, no matter how talented she is, it will not help.

After nearly 2 years of ideological restraint, her words and deeds have long been saturated with the "eternal sayings" that "women are inferior to men".

In his last life, Zhou Nian was miserable except after death.

In the eyes of outsiders, she is happy.

Her family is well-off, her husband is excellent, and her life as a wealthy wife after marriage is extremely luxurious.

Everyone envied her and called her "Mrs. Gu" flatteringly when they saw her.

A woman's 'happiness' always comes so superficially, but those around her take it for granted.

Everything she witnessed after her death caused huge cracks in her "happy" life and made her realize how important "independence" is.

She resisted her dull and meek self again and again, and plotted for freedom again and again.

Just to be yourself.

She hopes that all inner peace comes from herself, not men.

Gu Jinshi looked at the dark courtyard, his whole body melting into the darkness.

quite a while.

He opened the door and went in.

It’s a pity that I don’t live in the store. There is no one inside at this time.

Plant specimens can be seen everywhere on the walls.

The dragonfly is still in the frame.

Quiet and quiet, 1 is motionless.

Dragonflies are cold-blooded animals, and their internal and external temperatures are almost the same.

This is why they only appear in summer, as they are more intolerant of cold than heat.

Gu Jinshi turned on a wall lamp and looked at the dragonfly quietly.

He used to not believe in fate, gods, ghosts, let alone the afterlife.

Looking at it, a ridiculous idea suddenly occurred in my heart.

The dragonfly was made into a specimen and nailed to the wall. No matter how hard it struggled, its destiny would not change.

like him.

Chami has a basement.

It was built by Gu Jinshi after that summer night.

Gu Jinshi opened the secret door and passed through the secret doors.

Finally, open a dark transparent glass door.

It is a constant temperature room, and what comes into view are pieces of swaying black roses.

A small path was opened in the middle.

Walking along the path, there is a small brown bear in the center.

Gu 00 sat on a small chair, facing the black roses, and looked at them quietly.

Black rose specimens hang on the wall, arranged randomly, giving a sense of messy beauty.

Gu Jinshi walked in slowly, feeling like he was back in that summer night again.

Zhou Nian leaned on the license plate to look at him.

He felt that he was really a bitch.

When she was here, what he thought about most every day was work and busy dealing with the Gu family. Now that she was gone, all he could think about was her.

Gu Jinshi was tall and his broad shoulders seemed to blend in with the black roses on the wall. He looked indescribably lonely.

His black rose disappeared.

Suddenly there was a sound.

The picture frame that was hanging on the wall fell to the ground, the glass was smashed, and the black rose specimen fell out.

Without the constraints of glass, even black shines with a charming luster.

Gu Jinshi chuckled and said without knowing it, "You are free too."

The wife of the leader of the Gu family passed away unfortunately.

A few days later, rumors spread that the powerful man was going to marry Miss Shen.

1 time public opinion was in turmoil.

Everyone felt that the person in charge of the Gu family was too ruthless and scolded him.

But the fact is that Gu Jinshi hasn't replied to Shen Nanke yet, and it was Shen Nanke who took it upon himself to release the news, hoping to force Gu Jinshi in this way.

Song Qingcheng finished treating Gu Jinshi.

Gu Jinshi suddenly said, "Will you go somewhere with me?"

Song Qingcheng didn't know why Gu Jinshi called her, but she agreed anyway.

Gu Jinshi showed Zhou Nian a tomb, right next to the tomb Zhou Nian chose for his child.

When first selecting the cemetery, Gu Jinshi accidentally remembered that Hu Fan had said that Zhou Nian had taken Shen Nanke to the cemetery.

When he came here, his eyes fell on the word "珣" under the tombstone.

He guessed that this was the tomb Zhou Nian chose for his child.

Zhou Nian likes this word very much.

She also has good calligraphy. When practicing calligraphy, she often writes this character.

Gu Jinshi looked at the tomb with a very calm expression.

After Zhou Nian left, he had always been like this, showing no interest in anything except work.

When Song Qingcheng saw the tomb and added some things Liu Yu told her, she guessed 1.

She said inexplicably: "Will you marry Shen Nanke?"

There are rumors circulating outside, but I don’t know if it’s true or not.

Gu Jinshi stood in the cold wind, tilting his head and looking directly at Song Qingcheng, "I said I would, do you believe it?"

Song Qingcheng replied: "Letter."

Gu Jinshi is not a person who loves his children. After working hard for so many years, the Gu family is about to be destroyed.

How does he stop?

Gu Jinshi remembered the first time he entered Hanfeng House. The bed was full of scratches, with dark blood stains, scratched out by his hands.

One can imagine how painful Liu Jingyun was at that time.

Later, before the servants were dismissed, he overheard that Liu Jingyun was kneeling in the Gu family's ancestral hall with a pregnant belly, asking for help from the 'elders' of the Gu family.

Instead, he was tied up and thrown back to Hanfeng Mansion.

They said something that Gu Jinshi will never forget, "What's wrong with a few beatings? Women in the Gu family have to learn to take beatings."

The Gu family looks like a dog, but in fact many people have inherited mental illness to a greater or lesser extent.

They still don't take it seriously, hide it and continue to hurt women who don't know anything about it.

Many families thought that their daughters had married into a good family, one of the top wealthy families in City A.

Little did they know, they were pushed into the fire pit.

Gu Jinshi looked at Song Qingcheng and felt that she was different from when she was a child.

As a child, he fell ill and was tied up.

She stood in the distance and looked at him coldly.

Song Qingcheng said: "Others' love is ten points, but you were born with only one point."

"One point of love is your limit."

The word "love" escaped from Gu Jinshi's throat.

Distant and unfamiliar words.

Some children are born with ten candies, while others only have one.

The sweetness of ten and one is different, but they are all they have.

Song Qingcheng looked at the bouquet of black roses in front of the tombstone and said, "Do you still remember when you were in the mental hospital?"

"One day you brought back a little brown bear. You haven't lost that bear yet, right?"

Gu Jinshi said nothing, but thought of the past in his mind...

That was Gu Jinshi's first visit home.

Because he fell ill early, he was kept in a mental hospital by his father.

It wasn't until one of the Gu family's dinner parties that Grandma Gu thought of him and mentioned it casually that he came to the Gu family's old house for the first time.

It was the first time that he wore a well-tailored suit. Under the high-quality suit were bruises that had not yet healed.

As a young boy, he was led by a servant into this majestic house like an ancient building.

Everywhere he looked, there was luxury that he had never seen before.

From a distance, he saw a pretty little girl being led in by her mother.

Wearing a cute princess dress, she also held a little brown bear in her arms.

Dad Zhou was also there.

A family of three enjoy themselves happily.

Zhou Nian stood there small, with an innocent and bright smile on his face.

So clean that there is not a trace of dust.

That fleeting glance stayed in Gu Jinshi's heart for a long time.

Later at the dinner, Zhou Nian saw him staring at her.

Thinking that he liked the little brown bear in his hand, he generously gave the little bear to him.

Gu Jinshi did not refuse and took the bear back to the mental hospital.

It sat by the bed, watching him get sick and watch him being beaten.

At that moment, he looked at the little bear and asked himself unconsciously, why should he be born into such a family?

Why suffer like this?

Her beauty made him yearn for and repulse her.

quite a while.

Song Qingcheng's words entered his ears with the cold wind, "You love her, right?"

love?

He had never said that word to anyone in his life.

Especially Zhou Nian.

He never told her.

After having been acting for a long time, it is easy to lose sight of drama and love, let alone a child like him who is not loved.

When the news of Gu Jinshi's marriage came out, Zhou Nian was at an altitude of 18000 feet, and the sun was rising.

The plane faced the rising sun, passed through the endless coastline, and flew to that warm country.

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