Siheyuan: Rebirth 54 years ago, neighbor is stupid

No one knows what kind of ideological struggle Ding Qiunan went through that night.

This kind of thing is like overcoming a tribulation, a tribulation of inner demons.

It has nothing to do with others.

There is only my own silent tossing and turning and ups and downs again and again.

Didn't sleep all night.

The next day, Ding Qiunan came to the office building again. After a long pause, he finally stepped in and walked towards the logistics department office.

The path to the back office is not far away. You only need to go up a staircase and walk along the corridor for more than ten meters.

But Ding Qiunan seemed to have exhausted all his strength.

Along the way, he saw the busy figures of the factory and department officials along the way, and heard laughing or serious voices coming from some offices. Ding Qiunan's mind was so empty that he could hear it every moment along the way. Every time my heart beats.

With every step he takes, his heart beats harder, as if only in this way can he have greater courage and inject more oxygen and vitality into his weak body.

I don't know how long has passed.

Ding Qiunan walked to the end of the corridor, bumped into the wall and finally came to his senses.

The last office here is the back office.

The office door was left open.

Ding Qiunan mustered up the courage to look up and look inside.

What comes into view is a clean and tidy desk.

The desk is shared by two people, one on each side.

There was no one in the office at this time, but Ding Qiunan could tell where Li Zhenmin was sitting at a glance.

It was her first time here, but she was sure of Li Zhenmin's office.

There was no one in the room, and she couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

But she just stared at the office with her thoughts drifting far away, as if she could see Li Zhenmin busy and chatting and laughing with other people.

It seems that just watching it is a kind of enjoyment.

"Comrade, are you okay?"

Someone asked from the side.

Ding Qiunan did not respond.

The officer who came to hand over the materials frowned, then gently pushed the female comrade in white coat in front of him, and asked again: "Comrade, are you looking for someone?"

Ding Qiunan suddenly came back to his senses.

Seeing Ding Qiunan's panic, the other party smiled and said, "Comrade, if you want to find someone, come next time. The director and others have all gone to the conference room for a meeting."

He saw that Ding Qiunan had been standing here for a while, not acting unruly, so he comforted him.

After all, some people are very nervous coming here.

"Ah, oh, it's all right."

Ding Qiunan felt lucky, but also felt guilty.

The other party continued: "Comrade, who are you looking for? If it is convenient, I will let you know when I have the opportunity."

"No...it's okay. It's okay now."

Ding Qiunan said in a panic, then turned around and left quickly.

She didn't know she would be in such a hurry, but she was in a hurry anyway, and subconsciously she didn't want Li Zhenmin to know that she was here.

this night.

Ding Qiunan didn't sleep again, and she was blaming herself for why she panicked. Wasn't she already prepared?

next time!

Definitely next time!

Day three.

Ding Qiunan plucked up the courage and came to the office building again. After experiencing yesterday's mood again, he came to the logistics office again.

The office door is still open.

The clerk was not here yesterday.

Ding Qiunan did not stand at the door this time. Instead, she heard a voice coming from inside two steps away. Although she could not hear what was said clearly, she could tell that Li Zhenmin was inside.

She felt that Li Zhenmin was talking to someone about work, so she didn't show up and chose to wait.

I don't know how long has passed.

Finally, I found that the voices inside had become quieter, and it seemed that there was no longer any discussion of business.

Ding Qiunan took a deep breath, suppressed his pounding heartbeat, and took two steps forward to the front door.

She raised her head and looked inside.

Li Zhenmin was sitting at the workstation where she had been watching yesterday. He was writing something on paper with a pen in his upright posture.

"plum...."

She opened her mouth to shout, but she didn't know whether it was because she hadn't spoken for a long time, or because she was nervous, but no sound came out of her throat.

But the mouth has moved and the courage has been exhausted.

The next moment, she shrank back like a deflated rubber ball.

He kept hinting that he was impulsive just now and should knock on the door first.

Just as she was about to take action again, another voice in her mind told her that Li Zhenmin was busy writing materials and should wait a little longer.

So Ding Qiunan continued to wait.

After waiting for a long time, the voice in her head sounded again, telling her that it was working time now, and spending time here was tantamount to leaving her post without permission. She should go back and come back in the afternoon.

After thinking about it for a while, Ding Qiunan finally walked back.

It was afternoon in a blink of an eye.

The voice in her mind sounded again, telling her that her condition today was too bad and she wouldn't be able to handle it well even if she went there. It was best to recuperate before going there tomorrow, since there were still five days until school started.

So she once again listened to her inner persuasion.

She went to bed very early that night.

But all I can think about is what to do tomorrow.

Just like that, she didn't sleep all night again.

Fourth day.

Ding Qiunan was too sleepy. He found that his condition was getting worse and worse, and he was exhausted. In the end, he still didn't say half a sentence to Li Zhenmin.

the other side.

Xu Damao found Li Zhenmin and begged: "Master, please let me go and say a few words to Qiunan, otherwise I will feel very guilty."

Li Zhenmin shook his head: "She has to get through this on her own, and it has nothing to do with you anymore."

Ding Qiunan kept his worries in his heart, but how could Li Zhenmin and others not see it.

We usually eat together at noon and evening, but in the past three days, Ding Qiunan has left the team.

He Yuzhu, who had the most leisure time, even secretly observed and followed Ding Qiunan's actions, and he knew everything about Ding Qiunan's actions.

Moreover, Li Zhenmin had heard someone say the day before yesterday that someone from the medical office was standing at the door during their meeting as if something was wrong. At that time, he thought it was Ding Qiunan.

I thought Ding Qiunan would go there in the afternoon, but he didn't see anyone.

Yesterday, when he and the director were talking, he had actually noticed that Ding Qiunan had been standing at the door for a long time.

Although Ding Qiunan did not show up at the door, he could clearly see the situation not far from the door from the reflection of the glass of the cabinet behind the director.

Then he stopped talking.

Ding Qiunan finally appeared at the door and opened his mouth to say something, but he just opened his mouth and then retracted it.

He was thinking about whether to go out and call out, but gave up the idea when he saw that Ding Qiunan did not leave.

But a long time passed, and just when he thought Ding Qiunan had adjusted his mood and was finally coming over, he found that Ding Qiunan had just fled away.

Nowadays.

He actually saw Ding Qiunan wandering in front of the office building, but after standing there for a while he finally chose to return.

At that time, he found that Ding Qiunan's body was shaky and in a very bad condition.

Obviously, Ding Qiunan has been having a bad time these days. Not only has he not eaten well, he has not slept well. His boss will definitely say that he is suffering from multiple psychological tortures when he goes to work.

In fact, Li Zhenmin was also very puzzled.

Ding Qiunan is not usually such a timid person, so why does he have to struggle so much when it comes to this kind of thing?

But as a man of two generations, he knew that some people were like this, maybe because they cared about certain things.

Although Li Zhenmin didn't know what Ding Qiunan cared about, he finally chose to watch and stopped the anxious Xu Damao, preparing to let Ding Qiunan take the final step on his own.