Rebirth and redemption, I have pampered my paranoid madness to heaven

When he noticed Xuan Yu touching Yu Tang, his eyes were gloomy, with complicated emotions surging.

The thought that he would lose Yu Tang if he didn't take the initiative made Gu Qi feel regretful.

On the side, Yu Tang took out her hand, obviously not wanting Xuan Yu to touch her, and hurriedly called a nurse to stop Gu Qi's bleeding.

"Gu Qi, does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt." He looked at the girl lightly, as if he had thousands of words stuck in his throat.

"That's good. I'm going to buy food first. Student Xianyu, could you please help me take a look."

Seeing Yu Tang leaving, one of the two teenagers was sitting in a wheelchair and the other was standing without speaking. The atmosphere was a bit depressing and tense.

The boy wearing glasses seemed to have thought of something, evil flashed in his eyes, and he pretended to smile.

"Classmate Gu Qi and Yu Tang seem to have a really good relationship. I didn't expect that she would take care of you so wholeheartedly."

The silent and lonely young man in front of him remained silent, staring at him with a pair of wolf-like eyes.

Xuan Yu continued as if he didn't care: "You should know that Yu Tang is very popular in school, right? She is far more outstanding than you think, and she is pursued by countless boys. Sorry...I was a bit direct..."

After he finished speaking, he smiled kindly and his eyes unconsciously fell on Gu Qi's legs.

This hint was very clear. Xuan Yu used the most euphemistic words to warn him that he was not worthy.

Not worthy of getting along with her, not even worthy of having a crush on her...

The eyes of passers-by would fall on his legs from time to time.

Those looks of pity or curiosity were warning of the difference between him and Yu Tang.

He couldn't even stand up and hug the person he liked, it was impossible between them.

"so what?"

Gu Qi looked coldly at Xian Yu who was standing. Although he was sitting in a wheelchair, his aura was not suppressed.

Xian Yu: "I'm just stating the facts. I'm sorry if I make you feel embarrassed."

"It's true that I don't deserve it, but you are no different from me."

Gu Qi raised his eyes and his eyes fell on the hospital bed number worn on Xuan Yu's wrist. There was a sinister temperament between his eyebrows: "My family is in the hospital, so I'm afraid I have too much time to take care of myself, right?

I advise you to stay away from her, otherwise I will never let you go!Maybe you just have a passing interest in her, but I definitely am not! "

Xian Yu didn't expect that Gu Qi, who had always been silent, would attack him mercilessly and even see through his hidden thoughts.

"What are you talking about?"

The two of them looked into the distance when they heard the sound. Yu Tang had already rushed back as quickly as possible with a large bag of snacks and a hot lunch box.

Noticing that the atmosphere between the two was a bit strange, she handed half the bag of snacks to Xuan Yu.

"This is a thank you gift. Thank you for taking care of Gu Qi for me."

"It's okay, it should be."

Xian Yuwen smiled and was about to push away the bag of snacks, but found that the girl had turned around and went to take care of Gu Qi.

The girl in the distance lowered her head and spoke softly to the white-haired boy. She smiled and took out various snacks, opened the hot lunch box and wanted to feed it with her own hands.

Xian Yu stood there awkwardly. Xian saw Gu Qi glance at him, opened his mouth to swallow the food from Yu Tang, and looked directly at him, as if provoking.

He pushed up his glasses and turned towards the ward.

The curtains were drawn in the ward, which was extremely oppressive. Xuan Yu threw the bag of snacks on the ground with an expressionless face, turned around and looked at the hospital bed.

The middle-aged woman on the hospital bed had many tubes inserted, and various instruments were monitoring her heart rate and various indicators, just like a corpse that could only breathe.

Xian Yu stood in the darkness, taking off his glasses as if deep in thought.

Why does that fool only have eyes for Gu Qi?

He is obviously not bad looking, he is gentle and polite, and he is the type that most girls like. Why didn't he deceive her?

Xian Yu sat on the chair with his head tilted and sneered, reviewing what went wrong.

He didn't eat the cold lunch box.

In the afternoon, the woman regained consciousness and started making noises again while wearing oxygen. The boy tied her hands to the bed and fed her nutrient solution with an expressionless face.

"Xiao Yu, let mom die! Mom is in so much pain! The hospital is a bottomless pit, a place that pays to eat people. They are all trying to steal your money!"

"Mother, just take a nap and I will take care of everything." The young man held the woman's hand and smiled cutely.

"Xiao Yu... I don't want to live like this, I just want to be free... Why do you insist on keeping me... It's too selfish..."

The woman shed tears, her hollow eyes were sunken, and before she knew it, she was lying on the bed again, incontinent.

Xianyu stood up from his seat numbly, lifted the quilt, and wiped his mother's naked body.

He no longer has any sense of shame and has been defeated by the ruthless life.

The woman made a fuss for a while and then fell asleep. Xian Yu stared at his mother blankly, seeming to be in a trance.

He clearly knew how painful his mother was... He also knew that her life was hanging on by a thread, and every chemotherapy session was just stalling for time with the God of Death.

But everyone has a mother, and he doesn't want to be without a mother.

Xian Yu emptied out his mother's urine bag, walked numbly to the woman, stretched out his hand tremblingly, and wanted to pinch the woman's neck.

As long as he pinches it, she will be free...he will be able to fulfill his mother's wish...

Xian Yu's eyes were scarlet, and when his trembling hands finally felt his mother's breathing, he let go as if waking up from a dream.

"Mother, forgive me for being selfish, forgive me for stubbornly keeping you..."

He propped himself up, opened the annoying lunch box, and froze on the spot.

Even though he knew that the meat and vegetable dishes were all for Gu Qi, he just gave him a box casually.

But there was a lot of rice, and it was enough for him to eat carefully. The sad little warmth could make his numb heart slightly move.

Xuan Yu ate in silence, thinking that a pathetic person like Gu Qi had Yu Tang by his side.

Why is he the only one who is shackled in the prison of life and has never even experienced what the so-called happiness is...

After a cold meal, he opened the curtains, and a ray of warm sunlight made Xian Yu squint his eyes slightly.

Outside the window and downstairs, Yu Tang's familiar figure pushed a wheelchair toward the outside of the hospital.

He hid in the darkness, spying on other people's happiness, spying on every move of the girl who was laughing in his heart.

The inexplicable concern in his heart was suppressed by Xian Yu.

"Mother, I have to save you. You said that no one in this world can be trusted, including feelings, and everyone will leave..."

"There is no way I would envy him, nor would I care about the girl he likes."

The young man rested his cheek on the woman's bedding and talked to himself, as if he was warning himself not to be interested in Yu Tang.

This is just a calculating hunting game. Once the hunter is tempted by the prey, he will be doomed.

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the other side.

Yu Tang pushed the boy, and the two of them had just returned to Yuyuan Community.

"Gu Qi, what do you want to eat when you get home later? Shall I order takeout? But I need to shovel the cat litter first, after all, Xiao Qi must have pooped!"

Seeing the girl making noisy, the silent boy raised the corners of his mouth slightly.

Although the two live next door, Yu Tang will come to his home to accompany him, and the two even raise cats together.

The relationship is ambiguous, but these are things that only lovers do.

Gu Qi mustered up the courage to look up: "Yu Tang, actually I..."

He made up his mind to test Yu Tang's feelings, and noticed a tall and handsome man walking up to Yu Tang, his cold eyes sweeping towards him.

Chu Huai: "Actually what? Why didn't you say anything?"