Reborn as a widow in the 70s

Seeing his anxious look, Lu Aiguo said unceremoniously: "With the way you are now, if something really happens to her, how can you help her!"

After hearing this, Meng Zibin became more certain of his conjecture.

So he stood up anxiously, slapped the table with his remaining left hand, changed from his previous decadent look, stared sharply at the man in front of him, and asked sternly.

"What happened to Sihong, what happened to her!"

Meng Zibin frowned, his face so gloomy that he could drip water, and he kept tapping the table in front of him with his left hand.

Hearing his shouts, Lu Aiguo was not to be outdone and scolded: "Why are you shouting? She is fine!"

"Concentrating on making money!"

Although he knew that Lu Aiguo would not lie to him, he still wanted to confirm it again.

"Is she really okay?"

Lu Aiguo asked back: "Do you hope something happens to her?"

"Of course not!" Meng Zibin immediately denied.

In order to reassure him, Lu Aiguo said again: "Don't worry, she eats well, sleeps well, makes money, and lives a much better life than you!"

"That's good, that's good!" Meng Zibin murmured in a low voice, and his tense body slowly relaxed, and then he slowly sat back in his seat.

"Are you going to live in such a muddle-headed way forever?" Lu Aiguo asked in a deep voice.

Meng Zibin lowered his head and kept silent.

He didn't want to do this, but he had no choice!

When he was lying in a pool of blood, he thought he was certain to die. The last thought that flashed through his mind at that time was, Sihong is still waiting for him, I want to live!

With this belief, he persisted to the field hospital.

But when he confirmed that he had escaped death, he was briefly relieved and then fell into endless pain.

Meng Zibin was lying on the hospital bed, with tubes inserted all over his body, like a living dead.

The doctor said that his right arm needs to be amputated, and there is still shrapnel in his body, which may not be removed in his lifetime.

Not only can he no longer be able to perform high-intensity work for the rest of his life, but he will also suffer from the pain caused by shrapnel in his body for the rest of his life!

Death, he is not afraid!

But now he is afraid of being alive!

In his mind, Sihong is always proud and beautiful!

But Sihong is also a very rational person. He will make decisions after weighing the pros and cons of everything. He has never been emotional!

How could he have the heart to let the person he cares most about face the choice between rationality and emotion!

And he was even more afraid that Sihong would choose to stay out of sympathy!

Meng Zibin didn't want Sihong to be dragged down by him for the rest of her life. Instead of letting her face painful choices, it was better to make the decision for her!

After thinking about all this, he asked everyone around him not to tell the Northeast about his current situation.

He originally wanted to write a letter to Sihong in the name of his family and say goodbye to her properly.

But when he picked up the pen, he realized that he couldn't write a word!

At this moment, Lu Aiguo called!

He didn't hide anything from Lu Aiguo. Not only did he tell him the whole story, but he also asked him to help him spread the panic!

Lu Aiguo, who was also a man, could understand his thoughts, so he decided to help him!

Everything is going very smoothly. Although he will be heartbroken and reluctant to let go, Meng Zibin feels that as long as time is long enough, everything will pass.

But it turns out that time not only did not dilute his longing for Sihong, but instead made it grow crazily like weeds!

At this moment, Meng Zibin realized that the Four Reds did not live in his heart, but had already taken root and sprouted in his heart!

The consequence of uprooting it is to make your heart drip with blood and be riddled with holes!

Until now, Meng Zibin has not been able to bear the heart-piercing ability, so he spends every day in crazy longing and self-anaesthesia!

Seeing that he was silent, Lu Aiguo continued.

"You are now a dispensable quality inspector in the bicycle factory, are you willing to do so?"

"Would you like to follow me out and have a try!"

Seeing his dejected look, Lu Aiguo became angry.

So he hated the iron and said: "Look at what you are like now, your life is worse than that of a little girl!"

"I'm really happy for Sihong now. You are really not worthy of her!"

"Do you know how Sihong is doing now?"

"She went to a coastal city and transformed from a little tailor into a clothing store owner in just a few years!"

"Do you know what she said to my wife?"

Then Lu Aiguo asked himself and answered: "She said that as long as she makes enough money, she can choose the man she wants!"

I thought this sentence would stimulate him, but I didn't expect that Meng Zibin remained indifferent!

So Lu Aiguo decided to add another fire.

"Even if it's not for Sihong, have you ever thought about your parents? You are the only child in the family. If you continue like this, let alone pass on the family lineage, you won't be able to provide for your parents in their old age!"

"Your parents worked hard to raise you and sent you to the army. Is it just to make you become what you are today!"

After finishing speaking, seeing that Meng Zibin still didn't respond, Lu Aiguo gave up completely!

Although I was heartbroken and repentant in my last life, I was still able to cheer up and continue living, but this time I probably don’t even have the courage to live anymore!

"Waiter, bring me a bottle of good wine!"

Returning without success this time made Lu Aiguo unhappy. Now seeing Meng Zibin's decadent look, he was even more angry.

The waiter quickly brought over a bottle of white wine.

Lu Aiguo opened the bottle cap quickly and poured himself a full cup.

Then he held up the bottle and asked Meng Zibin who was opposite him: "Will you still drink?"

Meng Zibin nodded, and then pushed the wine glass in front of him.

Lu Aiguo poured him a full glass as usual. He planned to say a few words, but who would have thought that as soon as the glass was raised in the air and before the words were spoken, the boy drank a glass of white wine in one gulp without saying a word.

"Oh!"

The wine glass fell heavily on the table, and a blush gradually appeared from behind Meng Zibin's ears to his neck!

Lu Aiguo held up the wine glass in his hand and stared blankly for a moment, then asked in a low voice: "Do you still want to drink?"

Meng Zibin shook his head, and then said: "If you drink any more, things will be delayed!"

"what is the matter!"

"Resign!"

Hearing this, Lu Aiguo was very surprised and said: "You are willing to come with me!"

Meng Zibin nodded: "You are right, I even look down on me like this!"

"I want to live again, live as freely as the four reds!"

Meng Zibin did not dare to expect to have Song Sihong again. He only hoped that when he met her again one day, he could speak calmly and calmly.

"long time no see!"

……

Meng Zibin's parents did not object to his resignation.

In the past four years, from hoping that he would get back on his feet to now having no choice but to accept the reality, Meng's father and Meng's mother were also very painful!

Now that his son is willing to go out for a walk and have a little adventure, this is a good thing, and they will naturally not stop him!

In this way, Meng Zibin and Lu Aiguo embarked on the train heading north...