Reborn 1990: I made my cannon fodder father into the richest man

"Lao Cao has contacted friends in the province, and through various trust relationships, he has obtained Lu Province's textbooks and test papers. In addition to taking exams with us, Li Changhuai also has to go to Lao Cao at night to get Lu Province's test papers to practice questions. . It’s not like Lao Cao has never thought about asking Li Changhuai’s parents to get Li Changhuai’s household registration here, but they just make excuses and promise to do so, but they don’t do it.”

When these things were mentioned, Zhao Fengyang became angry.

His fingers crushed the vegetable stems in his hands: "Finally, Li Changhuai was going to Shandong Province to take the college entrance examination. Before the admission ticket came out, he said he would transfer to us. Originally, it was enough to do it here, but two days before the college entrance examination, Li Changhuai was transferred to us. He was deceived and went back. Lao Cao was not willing to let Li Changhuai go there, but Li Changhuai was probably too tired to argue with those people and went back by himself. "

After that, there was Zhao Fengyang's silence.

"Then... what happened next?" The wife was still a little curious: "Old Zhao, you are not usually like this! Why are you so impulsive about Li Changhuai?"

As people reach middle age, they gradually experience the pressure of life. Of course, Zhao Fengyang cannot be the same as before.

Over the years, I have gradually become more stable and smooth.

In addition, the environment of high school is more like a utopia than college and society.

Zhao Fengyang himself was a student of Yuankang County No. 1 Middle School. His colleagues in the school were either his teachers or knew each other from the teachers in his family.

Under such an environment, it was very difficult for Zhao Fengyang to learn to be diplomatic only after he was thirty-five years old.

Zhao Fengyang sighed, threw the vegetables in his hand into the basket aside, and took his wife's hand: "I won't eat at home today at noon. We will go out to a restaurant and talk slowly on the way."

Probably because today's atmosphere and things were indeed unusual, the couple got up together, changed their shoes and walked out.

When I walked out of the unit building, I met my colleagues.

They live in a staff building and have their own property rights. However, except for those who have bought houses or moved due to some changes in recent years, most of them live in this area where there are two high schools and one junior high school in the original Kang County seat. teacher.

"Didn't my mother tell you that I was very rebellious during high school? Lao Cao even gave my parents an ultimatum at that time, saying that if I continued to give up on myself, I would definitely not be able to get into college."

Pass the college entrance examination.

It's never that simple.

The future of many people can actually be seen by many experienced teachers during the first and second years of high school.

Learning is never something that happens overnight.

It takes many years of accumulation.

But like Zhao Fengyang, his performance was very stable during the year and a half from the first semester of high school to the second semester of high school.

Regardless of any key universities, you can definitely get into ordinary universities.

Cao Xueping also knew what Zhao Fengyang's family expected of him.

At this stage, Zhao Fengyang wants to go to college and return to Yuankang County to teach after graduation. This is not a difficult thing.

But in the second semester of his sophomore year in high school, Zhao Fengyang's grades suddenly plummeted.

He seemed to have no interest in learning.

For this reason, Cao Xueping asked several classmates about the situation, fearing that Zhao Fengyang had contracted some bad habits or made bad friends.

But the result is that Zhao Fengyang's circle of friends and daily habits are no different from before.

If I had to say something different, it would probably be that Zhao Fengyang is even more depressed now.

It was as if he had lost his soul and had no energy to do anything.

Realizing that something was wrong, Cao Xueping quickly contacted Zhao Fengyang's parents to see if there was any family problem.

"Actually, it's not that complicated. I just suddenly lost my confidence." Zhao Fengyang smiled bitterly.

When he said this, his wife, who had lived with him for more than twenty years, was a little surprised.

unconfident?

This situation will happen to anyone, not Zhao Fengyang.

Zhao Fengyang is enthusiastic and lively, as if nothing matters to him.

Such a person would have no confidence?

"It's just... you know that feeling of being numb to everything? I think I tended to be a little depressed during that time." Zhao Fengyang sighed and said, "I just raised my head one day and saw everything Everyone was working on the questions with their heads down, and so was I. Then, I felt like I was fighting with all my strength for a single point on the test paper. During that time, I felt like I was no longer alone, but a team without thoughts. Electronic Pen.”

"It's the kind of electronic pen that can only write questions."

"There are only questions in my mind, and my life is full of test papers. I went to play basketball with my friends, and while we were playing, we talked about exams. These things filled my whole life, and I couldn't remember them at all. When was the last time I listened to music with my friends? Even if this happened, it will not remain in my memory. "

Those happy, joyful, and happy fragments are like fallen leaves falling on the long river of memory. They float quickly along the water and disappear in an instant.

And writing questions, test papers, college entrance examination... these are like huge rocks, lying across the river, blocking the flow of water.

Zhao Fengyang was unable to save himself, and he did not have the ability to ask for help.

Even if Cao Xueping and the others discovered something was wrong with Zhao Fengyang, how could they understand depression in the 1990s?

Just like Zhao Fengyang's mother said, they only regarded Zhao Fengyang as a rebellious adolescent.

"It was Li Changhuai who discovered my emotional and psychological problems. He invited me to play ball and talked to me. Although not many times, just the occasional few times, I was like a drowning man grabbing a driftwood."

Zhao Fengyang shrugged and took his wife into the stir-fry restaurant that their family liked to go to.

"Li Changhuai told me that there are many people in this world who are worried about how to study and how to live a good life. Some people can't even study or fill their stomachs."

"He first scolded me for being hypocritical. Then he told me that I was right to think so. Because the reason why people are human is that they are not numb. He said that he was also numb, numb to family affection."

It was also that time that Zhao Fengyang learned about Li Changhuai.

They were like two injured animals, exposing their wounds to each other on the school rooftop, and then licking each other's wounds.

In fact, Li Changhuai did not relieve Zhao Fengyang, but just took him to immerse himself in the pain and then come out together.

Because of his companionship, Zhao Fengyang no longer feels lonely.

My five senses also seemed to be gradually recovering.

There was silence between the couple for a long time.

When the waiter brought the beer, Zhao Fengyang reached out to pour himself a drink.

The wife opposite him was faster than him.

After pouring a glass, the wife drank a large glass and said happily, and then said proudly to Zhao Fengyang: "You are right to help! Why should such a good person be bullied by rubbish!"