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Chapter 204 What kind of life do you want to live (28)

Qin Shou didn't know how he came back. He only knew that he had drifted back home like a wandering soul, and his consciousness seemed to be no longer in this world.

After returning home, he sat in a daze on the sofa.

His mother was at home, but he didn't tell her what happened.

In the past three years, in order to find a career suitable for him and for his talents, his mother rejected several invitations from the Second Research Institute and only waited for him to enter college before setting off.

In the past three years, he has tried every hobby he could. He even had some whimsical ideas, such as whether he was suitable to be a killer, but none of them failed after verification.

He doesn't have any talents in these. The remaining things that have not been tested are already out of the conventional skills required by normal people. Even if they are found, I am afraid they will not be of much use.

In this way, his mother did not complain to him, nor was she disappointed in him, but continued to accompany him to search.

This is also the most important reason why he has never doubted his life experience, but the more he grows up, the more he believes in it, because no matter what the circumstances, he will always be the one who is loved.

This is not difficult for Qin Shou to accept, because blood cannot be an obstacle to his relationship with his family.

But another point -

The only way out in his heart is blocked, how should he save himself?

He knows that his qualifications are mediocre. Even if he doesn't know it clearly, it should be clear after so many years of blows. Mediocre qualifications mean that if he chooses other majors, it is completely impossible to achieve any good results. If he wants to get ahead, he must either work hard or work hard.

Among all the industries that require hard work and hard work, the one with the brightest future is to become a soldier, which is also the goal he set for himself early on.

He has been working hard for this and has made complete preparations. He thinks that even if he doesn't succeed, he won't be any worse.

Unexpectedly, this goal was ended before it even started.

Just give up?

Qin Shou was unwilling.

Maybe he should make a compromise and apply for a separate university. But if you compromise this time, what about next time?

He is still young and could not stick to his own path when he was young and vigorous. As he grows older and becomes burdened with life, how can he possibly gain a decent future for himself?

He turned on the TV and switched channels one by one.

Finally, when the stage was changed, his movements stopped.

[Conflicts have broken out again in Central Asia, and the war may spread to our borders. ]

[A large-scale plague broke out in East Africa, and Eagle Country stationed troops in East Africa on the pretext of aid. ]

[Mount Fuji erupted and the Japanese island sank. Eagle Country refuses to accept more than 90% of the refugees from Xiaozhi, and our country may usher in an influx of millions of refugees...]

One by one, one by one. Whether it is before or during a natural disaster, the world has never been peaceful.

The reason why people feel that the war is far away from them is that someone is carrying the burden for them.

Qin Shou read the news over and over again and made a decision in his heart.

He can make the country make an exception for him once, and he can make the country make an exception for him twice.

If it doesn't work after trying hard, he might give it up, but he is still young now. If he doesn't risk his life and try his best while he is young, but gives up when he sees difficulties, he may not be able to close his eyes until he dies.

He didn't go out that day, but began to clumsily learn to cook from the TV, and finally made three dishes and one soup, which tasted okay.

After finishing cooking, he began to feel confused and panicked again. His heart was filled with anxiety, and his back gradually became tense.

Finally, when his mother came back, he lowered his head to look at the toes of his shoes. His heart was beating so hard that he didn't dare to look up.

"Did you cook the food?"

He heard his mother's surprised voice.

He could imagine the surprised expression on her face, but he had no intention of thinking about it and just nodded casually.

They started eating, but he was still distracted.

He tried to open his mouth several times but couldn't speak, because his mother really didn't owe him anything, and what he wanted to say next was very cruel to a mother.

But, he still said it.

After eating and washing the dishes, he returned to the living room and found that his mother was still there.

She sat on the sofa, leaning sideways and waiting for him quietly, as if she already knew what was going on with him.

Also, his acting skills are probably very poor.

He couldn't help but feel annoyed, but he still mustered up the courage and tried to speak louder: "Mom, I want to go to the African battlefield..."

However, the sound gradually became quieter and quieter, almost inaudible.

"What did you say?"

He heard his mother ask.

He still didn't dare to raise his head, gritted his teeth, and said louder: "Mom, I want to be a volunteer on the African battlefield!"

The voice finally got louder, and instead of feeling relaxed after he finished speaking, he felt even heavier.

For some reason, he wanted to cry again, but he held it back, as if his mother had never agreed. He lowered his head and began to frantically type out his thoughts:

"I know this is sudden and I know it is dangerous, but I am not willing to..."

He told his reasons bit by bit, told his ideals, told the gap between his reality, told how unwilling he was, and told his future, as if he wanted to put away all the grievances in his heart at once. Pour clean. After everything was said, his mouth was a little dry. If he looked carefully, he had been talking for more than 10 minutes.

After saying that, he lowered his head again.

He knows that he has ideals and expectations, and hopes that he will have an extraordinary life, but what does this have to do with his mother? Why should the other party pay for his dream, endure repeated fears, and even endure the pain of life and death?

He is very selfish.

Qin Shou clenched his fists and stopped talking after finishing speaking.

And after Lin Fengwan finished listening...

"That's it?" she asked softly, "You mean you wanted to get into the military academy but couldn't, so you want to be a volunteer and contribute?"

Qin Shou nodded. He didn't say he failed the political review, only that his points were not enough.

He didn't want to expose that beautiful lie.

But he still felt a little uncomfortable when he told his mother so lightly about the goal he had been striving for his whole life.

She is obviously ready to die for it, but is this still nothing to her mother?

And Lin Fengwan...she was really dumbfounded.

She was embarrassed to talk about how miserable Qin Shou was during the last earthquake relief effort, but she didn't expect that after so many years, the child's brain still hadn't turned around.

"Qin Shou, who do you think your mother is?" Lin Fengwan wanted to laugh, but felt that he didn't respect the child very much, so he could only sigh with a smile, "I didn't say last time that you had finished everything." It's a good blow to you, but this time...Qin Shou, who do you think your mother is?"

Qin Shou raised his head and looked at her confusedly.

She knows, he is a genius, a scientist, and the savior of all mankind. Is there any problem?

Seeing his expression, Lin Fengwan also stopped smiling.

She suddenly realized that Qin Shou didn't know enough about their family's status, so much so that he wanted to handle everything on his own, even if it meant risking his life.

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