Reborn in the 70s, the ascetic soldier dotes on him every night

She fell in love at first sight.

She fell in love at first sight with that thin but upright figure, that determined look, and that boy whose eyes were full of his sister.

She is lucky, she has been loved by her parents since she was born.

She was also unfortunate. The betrayal of her friends made her feel inferior and refuse to communicate with others.

Until she met An Yinan, she would unconsciously want to get close to her. She was special, independent and unique.

That day, she met Nan Nan's younger brother, whose name was An Xiangbei.

To the south, to the north.

Her face would blush unconsciously and her heart would beat wildly uncontrollably. On the day of her graduation, she plucked up her courage, went to the Ministry of Foreign Affairs, and waited for him to get off work.

But he got off work very late, and she waited for a long time. It was already dark and pitch black outside.

In order to look good, she wore a skirt, but the night wind was very cold. The temperature difference in early autumn was too great. Gusts of autumn wind blew up the fallen leaves on the ground, bringing a bit of sadness, just like her girlish heart.

"An Xiangbei."

When she saw a group of people coming out of the Ministry of Foreign Affairs, she saw An Xiangbei at a glance. The tall boy had grown into a man in the past few years. His eyes became increasingly colder, as if they were even colder than the autumn wind.

"Sister Yun Duo."

An Xiangbei greeted the people around him, then walked over with his long legs, stood in front of her, and called out softly.

His voice was soft and shallow, with no puzzled expression on his face. He just addressed her simply, without even asking her why she was here.

She felt a chill on her back, pulled at the hem of her skirt, and rubbed her frozen hands, "I..."

As soon as she said this, An Xiangbei had already taken off his Zhongshan suit and put it on her, "Sister Yunduo, wear it, don't catch a cold."

"If my sister knew that I didn't match your clothes, she would kill me."

It was clearly an act of caring and a heart-warming moment, but he skipped it with his sister.

But she felt warm in her heart.

"Let's walk forward. There is a noodle shop. Let's talk over there?" An Xiangbei looked at her and asked politely.

At that time, she was full of joy, not knowing that he was just willing to spend time waiting for her to finish speaking because she was Nan Nan's friend.

And this is not because of affection, not because of liking, and even less because of love.

"it is good."

The shadows of the two people were stretched far away under the dim street lights.

"Beibei, I think I like you."

"After I saw you for the first time, I felt like I liked you." Jiang Yunduo lowered her head, not daring to look into his eyes. The sound of her heartbeat seemed to burst her eardrums.

However, there was no response from the other end for a long time. She looked up suddenly and saw a pair of emotionless eyes.

"Sister Yun Duo, you are my sister's good friend and will be my relative too."

The boy's smile was still there, but this time, she suddenly realized that when Nan Nan was not around, his smile was devoid of any warmth. He just curled his lips out of habit, and the calmness in his eyes was frightening.

She shivered as if a bucket of ice water had been poured over her head. It was even colder than the autumn wind that she was looking forward to.

"We can try."

"I'm fine. I won't lose my temper and won't bother you..."

Jiang Yunduo raised her head, her moist eyes stubbornly refusing to let the tears fall. Deep down in her heart, this was the person she had loved for four years!

An Xiangbei hesitated for a moment, as if thinking about how to answer, but when he looked up, his heart was already determined.

"Sister Yun Duo, I don't know who will stand by my side in the future, but I know that person won't be you."

His job and the path he chose were not enough to take care of Jiang Yunduo, who was like a delicate flower. Without any feelings, how could he even try?

If I choose him, it will only be because I fall in love with him.

Instead, try two words.

It's unfair to myself and it's unfair to her.

She could obviously find a better person who could protect her, accompany her every day, feel the lights of thousands of homes, and feel the scent of fireworks.

But, he can't.

"Why? You don't have anyone you like, and I like you, can't we give it a try?"

"I don't ask for a future, I just want to give it a try." She seemed to let go of all her fears, all her self-esteem, all her reserve, like a speck of dust, begging for his consent.

An Xiangbei looked at her, "Sister Yun Duo, how could someone who loves you bear to see you become like this?"

"You are a proud princess. You are beautiful, you have a good personality, you have good grades, and your future is limitless."

"People who like you will feel bad for you."

He looked at her seriously, "But I can't."

Jiang Yunduo didn’t know how she walked back to the school dormitory. That night, she didn’t know how long she cried. She cursed, she felt wronged, and she completely collapsed.

But she knew that he didn't like her.

Because when he sent her back to school, he said...

"The person I like just needs to be herself, and I don't want to settle for anything less before I meet her."

That cold man still had his back straight and his eyes firm.

Everything was just the way she liked it at first, but in the end, such a person did not belong to her.

"Sister Yun Duo, you will meet someone better, and that person is not me."

After sending her to the school gate, he left. That Zhongshan suit seemed to be his final farewell gift and her only wish for him after four years of love. She did not return it to him.

"Jiang Yunduo, are you sure?" The department head looked at Jiang Yunduo. He had clearly refused before, but now he agreed.

Seeing her distraught look, he asked uncertainly, "Are you okay?"

Jiang Yunduo seemed to come back to her senses and nodded, "I'm fine, I've made up my mind and will continue my studies."

She went abroad. On the day of her departure, everyone in the dormitory came to see her off except Nan Nan. Her itinerary was also confidential.

"Jiang Yunduo!" Liu Erya ran over. The hospital was very busy and the time she had for leave was limited.

"You're leaving just like that. Are you crazy?" Zhang Jia complained, but still walked up to her and hugged her tightly. "The scenery abroad is not that beautiful, the air abroad is not sweet, and it's not safe abroad."

She looked at Jiang Yunduo and said, "There is no us abroad either."

"You little heartless girl, is it worth it to risk your life and death and travel far away for a man?"

Jiang Yunduo's eyes widened. She hadn't told anyone about this. How could Jia Jia...

"You can only deceive yourself with that look in your eyes. If you don't say anything and we don't mention it, we'll just pretend we don't know."

"Nannan left me a message two years ago. She didn't know when you said it, but she was afraid that she was too busy and ignored you, so she asked me to remember it."

Jiang Yunduo's eyes widened even more. She thought she had hidden it well, but it was already known to the world.

"What?"

The mood that had been difficult to calm down these past few days seemed to have suddenly calmed down a little.

"She said..." Zhang Jia smiled, "No matter how much you admire her, don't look for her shadow in others. There is only one An Yinan in the world."

Jiang Yunduo was stunned for a moment, then couldn't help but laugh softly. The feeling of being forgotten by the whole world slowly dissipated.

She ran away because she didn't know how to face Nan Nan.

original……

She is always here!

"More." Zhang Jia was serious this time, looking at Jiang Yunduo, "Jiang Yunduo, someone who truly loves you won't have the heart to make you cry. He just hasn't shown up yet. Are you so impatient? Wait for him, okay?"

Wait for him, okay?

She suddenly remembered what An Xiangbei said. She hadn't shown up yet, and I didn't want to settle for it...

"Answer her for me, okay." Jiang Yunduo smiled, and the light in her eyes slowly began to gather, unraveling the sadness bit by bit.

There are so many people around her who care about her and love her.

"Well... although I think it's unnecessary to say it, Nannan also asked me to pass on a message to you." At this time Zhou Ruoran stepped forward and looked at the girl whose face had cleared up. She was young and had a gentle personality. Everyone in the dormitory loved her, protected her, and spoiled her like a little sister.

But, later...

"What?" Jiang Yunduo became even more curious.

"She said, since you have made the choice, you must leave."

"study hard, improve every day."

“Be…the best version of yourself.”

Jiang Yunduo was stunned for a moment, thinking back to what had just happened. Even though she had already resolved the knot in her heart, she still did not back down or give up.

She is so afraid of people and unfamiliar environments.

But when she decided to study abroad, she did not back down after she resolved her emotional issues.

"I will."

"Ruoran, please help me tell her that China is the place she desperately protects. How can I bear to leave?"

"When I finish my studies, when I return, when I can also contribute a little bit of effort to China and my mother."

Several girls hugged each other.

At this time, Zhao Qiuhua and Li Xiu'e came hurriedly, "Xie Yuanyuan, can you hurry up? It's going to be late."

"I want to, too! Do you blame me?"

Three panting people came from far away and stood in front of Jiang Yunduo. They didn't even have time to speak, but instead breathed loudly.

"Wait, let me catch my breath." Xie Yuanyuan almost rolled her eyes and her lungs were about to explode.

"There's still time, no rush." ​​Jiang Yunduo patted her on the back and breathed in.

Four years is neither long nor short. She has much more friends, family and relatives than she imagined.

"Nannan said that the clothes over there are too revealing and you don't like them, so she asked me to prepare four sets of clothes for you. You can wear them first, and I will send them to you quarterly in the future." Zhao Qiuhua smiled and handed over the bag in her hand.

Jiang Yunduo's lips opened slightly as she looked at the clothes in the bag. For a moment, her mouth opened but no sound came out.

"Nannan said that if you don't understand the exchange rate and money when you go out, how are you going to survive? Keep the money well so you can spend it there." Li Xiu'e handed her a wallet.

Inside was colorful money with unfamiliar patterns on it. It was indeed the money that An Yinan had exchanged with someone after much difficulty.

"These are a bit heavy." Xie Yuanyuan finally caught her breath, and then put a heavy suitcase directly in front of her. "Nannan said that when you go out, you can't let your stomach suffer. You are already thin, so don't let others bully you. These are the latest snacks from An's Group. I brought you everything, especially the spicy chips you like. I put ten bags in there. Is that good enough?"

After Xie Yuanyuan finished speaking, she winked at her.

Nan Nan said...

Nan Nan said...

Even though she is busy, even though she doesn't know where she is in the world, she still remembers her and cares about her.

"I will."

She accepted everything and waved goodbye to her friends before leaving.

Two years later...

Ministry of Foreign Economic Relations and Trade.

"Let's welcome our new colleagues." Applause broke out.

Zhang Cheng looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar face, "Jiang Yunduo?"

Jiang Yunduo nodded gently, "Team Leader Zhang Cheng, please take care of me."