Solstice Executive Officer, the start of the game is bound to the injustice system

"It would have been better if... I hadn't let you be born."

"I'm sorry, my dear."

The tears were hot. The young Sandone could not understand the meaning of tears at that time. She just stretched out her hands in her mother's arms and acted coquettishly, hoping to get more warmth.

There was no father in little Sandone's memory. Her mother took her a long, long way alone, and finally came to the snowfield at the border of the solstice.

The climate here is extremely cold. Fortunately, the border area has not yet completely penetrated into the snowfield. It is easier to buy supplies than in Winter Solstice City. By planting some cold-resistant crops in the small vegetable garden, I can barely live a self-sufficient life.

But this not-so-good life fell into the abyss soon after. Sandone only remembered that it was very windy and snowy that day, and her mother did not return for a long time after leaving the room, just because there was not enough food at home. If we wait any longer, both of us will starve to death.

After waiting for an unknown amount of time, Sandonie made up her mind and left the room alone. The wind and snow were so strong that she could not open her eyes. Every step forward consumed a lot of energy. Little Sandonie could only hold on to the fences on both sides and move forward with difficulty. With.

She was unable to find her mother in the end. The wind and snow were really strong. The snowfield at night was like a man-eating monster. Everything within her sight was empty darkness and silence.

The only thing that echoed in her ears was the frightening sound of the wind. Sandone was puzzled as to how she got home. But when she woke up, it was already the next morning. The wind and snow had stopped long ago, and there was a thick pile of snow in front of her door. On the first floor, it took a lot of effort just to push it open, but in the end she climbed out through the window.

Everything is snow-white outside, and the white snow covers everything.

Some people say that snow symbolizes new life and will clean up all dirt, but Sandone only saw her mother lying not far outside the home. Her whole body was covered with thick snow, her body was as stiff as a stone, and she was not breathing. .

Sandone knew that maybe this was the "death" her mother had told her.

Once a person dies, he can never be resurrected.

Sandone didn't cry, she just silently cleared the snow in front of her door. She dragged her mother back home with her cold and blue hands. After resting for a long time, she had the strength to carry her to the bed. She just stared blankly like this. .

She is not stupid, on the contrary, she is very smart. At a young age, Sandonne has already shown wisdom far beyond ordinary people, but it is a pity that this talent is nowhere to be used.

Sandone sat stubbornly in front of the bed, wiping the body of the woman who had lost her breath over and over again with warm water, waiting silently, waiting for an impossible ending that she already knew.

Until three days later.

Sandone pursed her dry lips and fell asleep for an unknown number of times. She might never wake up next time.

That's fine, there's no point in living for people like her.

Her mother always looked at her with pity in her eyes and said distressedly: "My child, it would have been better if you had never been born." If it cannot bring happiness, then her birth may have been wrong.

Sandone often thinks about it, if you are born to suffer, then what is the meaning of living?

My mother was very hard-working. Although she would give her love no matter how busy she was, she could not do anything to help her. Even...my mother was killed by herself.

If I had persisted a little longer last night and taken one more step forward, would I have been able to save my mother?

She is so useless.

Just die like this.

No one will need her.

It would be nice to die, it wouldn't be so painful.

Sandone didn't cry, she just felt that it was really painful. She was obviously just an ordinary person, so why did she have to go through so much suffering.

It was just the instinct of survival that made her numbly walk to the vegetable garden outside the house, squat in front of the radish patch, silently grab a large handful of white snow and stuff it into her mouth. The cold snowflakes melted into cold snow water under her body temperature.

Then he pulled out another radish and bit into it without caring about cleaning it. Warm tears rolled back and forth in his eyes but never fell, but everything in front of him became blurry.

I hate myself so much.

Even though he said he wanted to die, he still wanted to live in a despicable way. This was probably due to something similar to the survival instinct. Even though he wanted to die, he still couldn't help but want to live.

"thump."

The sound was not very loud, but it was obvious enough in the deserted snowfield. It was only after Sandone was stunned for a few seconds that she realized it was not an auditory hallucination. She raised her head and saw a person lying down not far away.

Just like her mother, she fell into the snow, motionless.

For some reason, a gorgeous Milky Way appeared in the originally gray sky, as if it was foreshadowing something. Sandone was stunned for a long time before he realized that he had to save the people first.

Sandone, who hadn't eaten for several days, fell down on the snow and chewed a mouth full of snow before running a few steps. She looked a little funny and a little pitiful.

The distance was not long but it took more time than she imagined. She was so tired that she wanted to lie down on the snow and sleep forever, so that she would not suffer anymore.

The difference between Sandone and girls of the same age is that she is very strong. She has shed all her tears at a very young age. From then on, she understands that crying has no effect.

Other children can receive gentle love from their parents when they cry, but she does not want to burden her mother anymore. Her mother has already given her selfless love, so what qualifications does she have to continue crying?

Sandonie's little blue and cold hands grasped the snow and stood up again. This time she ran to the man holding her breath, and it took a long time to pull him out of the snow like a carrot.

"Hey...hey!"

Sandone called out weakly several times and found no response. She felt a little sad in her heart. She really couldn't do anything and was a complete waste.

This is how her mother was killed.

"You don't want to die!" As if to prove something, the little Sandonne raised his right hand and slapped the boy on the face with a snap. He slapped it back and forth three or four times until the palm of his hand felt a little warm. stop.

"Cough...cough cough cough."

The boy started to cough, and he could clearly feel his breathing. Sandone was relieved. Fortunately, he didn't beat this man to death, otherwise it would be too sad.

Although the person is alive, he is still unconscious. There is no doubt that the temperature will dissipate faster if he continues to stay on the snow. Just treat it as saving people... Sandonie temporarily shelved the idea of ​​​​death, at least in the end. Whenever possible, do whatever you can.

She pushed the wooden cart from the vegetable garden, managed to clear away the snow on it, and pushed the boy onto it, but her method was a bit rough, and she pushed him directly in the face.

Sandonie murmured a little in her heart, her face was pretty good-looking, it shouldn't be disfigured...

She rarely saw outsiders, so she was a little surprised when she saw the boy in front of her who was much older than her. Looking at this clean and handsome face, she looked like the husband of her dreams.

Thinking of this, Sandone's cheeks felt a little hot for some reason, just because her mother once told her that her greatest wish in this life is to see her happy.

Marriage...should be happiness, right?