Random quick travel: The paranoid male god wants to force love again

Miaomiao's lockdown period is about to end.

The closer he got to that day, the more uneasy he became, and his dark thoughts grew day by day.

As a result, the pace of overthrowing the Li Dynasty regime was accelerated.

At the same time... the fake Yan Qi was also allowed to reveal his identity as the "real prince" in advance.

Only in this way can he break Miaomiao's wings, cut off all his escape routes, and be willing to become his canary and live in a golden cage.

After making his decision, he suddenly panicked.

Miaomiao was afraid that if these things exposed her, Miaomiao would hate him.

But every time he thought about this person leaving him, he never cared about it again.

It's just that subconsciously, I don't want to go back and face him.

He could only pretend to be busy every day and try his best to numb the fear and guilt in his heart.

So much so that he even forgot his birthday.

There are still nine days left before his birthday.

An Yi suddenly reported to him that there was something strange in Miaomiao.

His first reaction was that Miaomiao was going to leave him. He was so nervous that his brain was buzzing and his face turned pale.

It wasn't until An Yi said that the change Miaomiao had given him was to cook and learn to cook by himself, he gasped for air, feeling like he was surviving a disaster.

Miaomiao cooks herself and learns how to cook?

It made him curious.

So Anichi was allowed to continue observing.

But how can Miaomiao know how to cook?

Although he is a little clever, he is a real prince and grandson who does not distinguish between grains and grains and is not diligent in his limbs.

Can the food he cooks be eaten?

Sure enough, on the first day, he almost set the kitchen on fire. The fried vegetables were dark and had a strong burnt smell.

An Yi was so smoked.

But for some reason, looking at An Yi's appearance, he actually laughed unkindly.

But he was even more interested in Miaomiao's next actions.

The next day, Anichi said he burned the pot through.

On the third day, he finally cooked up a dish that looked barely edible.

An Yi secretly tasted it, and then drank two large bowls of water.

Because it's too salty.

Miaomiao tried again, but fell and cut her foot.

Hearing this, he was worried. That night, while he was asleep, he secretly entered his room and applied medicine for him.

A few days later, Miaomiao made a dish that looked good. He asked An Yi to sneak some for him to try, but the result... was tasteless.

Then, not knowing what Miaomiao was thinking, she cooked several dishes at once, but each dish was unsatisfactory.

The kitchen was also a mess.

But he just refused to admit defeat. He was very persistent and tried again and again. Before he knew it, he didn't give up until midnight.

After reporting the situation of the day, An Yi said coldly: "Master, tomorrow is your birthday."

He was stunned.

An Yi added: "Young Master may be preparing for your birthday."

An Yi's words were like a huge surprise, hitting him hard and making him dizzy. He was so happy that he couldn't suppress the curve of his mouth.

He was so excited that he stayed up all night.

I wanted to go to Miaomiao's place early the next morning, but I didn't want to be tripped up by Li Yi.

The emperor of the Li Dynasty noticed their actions.

I want to beat him and get some useful information out of him.

"Xu Aiqing, are you really loyal to me?"

"Wei Chen is frightened. Wei Chen thinks he is loyal to the emperor and has no second thoughts."

Seeing that he couldn't get anything out of him, Li Yi let him go.

He hurried out of the palace and rushed to Miaomiao's courtyard.

Just as he thought, when he opened the door, the table was covered with food cooked by him.

The difference is that Miaomiao fell asleep.

His eyes were blue and black, and he seemed exhausted.

He was both happy and distressed to see his beloved in such a state of exhaustion from celebrating his birthday.

Happily, he felt that Miaomiao might like him.

What hurts was that he suffered so much because of himself.

After Miaomiao woke up, she first let him taste the food he cooked by himself.

Of course he readily agreed.

It just... tastes a little bit interesting.

But facing the young man's expectant eyes, he swallowed them all.

As he ate, he actually felt that the dishes were very sweet.

The sweetness is refreshing and penetrates deep into the bones.

Maybe this person is willing to stay with him.

He felt that night was the happiest moment in his life.

He began to look forward to the future between the two of them and imagined a better life.

But on the day he was banned, all his dreams were shattered.

He saw with his own eyes that the man fell from the bridge, submerged into the water little by little, and finally became silent.

At that moment, he felt like he was going crazy, and his world was falling apart and shattered at this moment.

He instinctively jumped down to save the person, hugging Miaomiao's cold body, and his heart froze three feet away.

He pressed his chest again and again to breathe.

As time passed, his body became stiffer and colder, turning from panic to despair.

At that moment, he seemed to be back when he was six years old.

Witnessing his relatives and loved ones dying in front of him, but he was powerless...

nothing more...

He had nothing again.

Lonely.

Is this the price you have to pay to be in that position?

He doesn't want to pay such a price, he doesn't want that position anymore, he really doesn't want it...

He just wanted Miaomiao to wake up and wanted nothing else.

Perhaps God heard his prayer, and Miaomiao finally woke up.

He looked at himself blankly and said weakly, "Xu Shaoqing? Am I not dead yet?"

Hearing this, he hugged him tighter and cried softly, unable to control himself anymore, but he forced a smile and spoke incoherently, "No, you didn't die... I said, I won't allow you to die in front of me, I won't Allowed... I absolutely do not allow it, you cannot leave me..."

But the water in the river was too cold, and Miaomiao developed a high fever, which she never recovered from.

In those days, he felt that time was extremely long and very painful.

He wished he was the one lying on the bed instead of him.

But after Miaomiao woke up again, she became extremely well-behaved and very dependent on him.

At that time, he felt that all the suffering was worth it.

……

The day of Miaomiao and Guan has arrived.

He prepared many gifts and lied that they were from his men.

Miaomiao was indeed very happy and couldn't wait to open all the gifts.

He looked at the food that was almost cold and reluctantly advised him to eat first.

Slowly, Miaomiao got drunk, and he was particularly attractive when he was drunk.

He couldn't help but... did what he had been thinking about for a long time.

The next day, Miaomiao was angry with him and refused to see him no matter what.

But Shanren has his own tricks.

Fur is a favorite of his, so just give him what he likes and that will calm him down.

Miaomiao did forgive him, although she still meant what she said.

That night, they got married.

That day was the happiest day in his life.

After getting married, they stayed together every day.

Thinking of being able to see the love of his life at the first glance when he wakes up every day, and having someone to greet him when he returns home, he feels extremely happy and cherishes every day and night he spends with Miaomiao.

Only seven years later, on Miaomiao's birthday, he became very angry with himself, broke down emotionally, and accused him of treating him like a canary and trapping him in a secret room for so many years, never taking him out for a moment.

Seeing his eyes red from crying, he felt equally uncomfortable. He wanted to say something but didn't know how to say it.

Miaomiao drove him out.

It took more than half a month to catch up.

For more than half a month, he couldn't sleep, and his mind was filled with Miaomiao's questions.

He didn't want to let him out, but he was afraid...

I am afraid that this person will never come back after going out.

He was afraid that the scene of falling into the water seven years ago would happen again.

Those fears were like fairy ropes, tightly wrapped around him. The more he struggled, the tighter they became until he was suffocated.

In the end, he chose to ignore those fears, followed An Yi's advice, and took Miaomiao out for a walk.

Miaomiao was happy from the bottom of her heart.

Seeing him so happy, he began to doubt himself and began to struggle. Maybe he was wrong from the beginning.

To truly love someone is not to just care about your own feelings, but to choose to give and care more about the other person's feelings. You can't just make yourself happy, but make both of you happy.

On the way back, he thought it through and decided to let Miaomiao out.

But he needs to make some preparations.

Lest anyone do anything bad to him.

However, things didn't go as expected, or maybe because there was too much blood on his hands, Miaomiao was kidnapped by Xu Shiya and fake Yanqi.

The inner ghost is Fei Ying.

In anger, he took Fei Ying to the water prison for torture and interrogation, but asked nothing.

He could only take action first and focus on Xu Shiya and Yan Qi.

He thought that as long as he found Miaomiao and killed these people, he would no longer have to worry about the future.

But this time he miscalculated.

Because he was worried about Miaomiao's whereabouts, he was unexpectedly attacked by a slave and stabbed through the chest, injuring his vital parts and bleeding.

He felt like the sky was falling.

He doesn't want to...never see his Miaomiao again...

I don’t want to end my life like this…

Time passed little by little, and his consciousness gradually became blurred.

It wasn't until he heard a familiar voice coming from the ground that he suddenly woke up and was ecstatic.

He quickly judged the location of the mechanism and pressed the mechanism with his last breath.

With a sound, the wall behind the dragon bed slowly moved away, and the person he loved most in his life appeared in front of him again.

He saw him...

It's a pity that this is the last time...

He forced himself to stay awake, listen to this man's voice more, look at his face more, keep it in his heart, and carve it into his soul...

Miaomiao looked at him, her eyes gradually became moist, and she actually shed a drop of hot tears, still shedding them for him.

He thought that Miaomiao must be completely in love with him, otherwise she wouldn't shed tears for him, right?

He can finally feel at ease.

Miaomiao will not leave him.

He was very happy.

Happy as never before...