Please be more reserved, the best student in the world [Transmigration Book]

Hearing this, Ran Xi's heart was instantly filled with unspeakable discomfort, sour and uncomfortably astringent.

He thought he was the other person's first love.as same as him.

"That person has always liked me and always risked his life for me... But at that time, I was still straight. I couldn't find out his feelings and I didn't like him."

Although it was hateful to be like this, Ran Xi felt a little better after hearing this sentence, and even felt a little happy.

"It wasn't until he blocked the knife for me and fell into my arms covered in blood that I..."

"In the group fight that day, the two parties agreed to fight with bare hands to determine the winner, but the despicable opponent secretly hid a hidden weapon. One of them took out a dagger when he saw that he couldn't beat me."

"It happened that 'he' saw it, so he stood up and stood in front of me. The knife scared everyone to death, and they all ran away in pee. As a result, no one called the police, no one called the ambulance, and no one Someone come and help..."

"When he was finally sent to the hospital, it was too late. He... died like this."

Before his death, he touched Pu Yu's face with his bloody hands and said: "It doesn't matter, I am willing to help you block the knife... I don't blame you, don't blame yourself... Even if I die like this, I I don’t regret it either, as long as it’s for you…”

He went on to talk about Pu Yu’s shining points, why he liked Pu Yu, and what he wanted to do with Pu Yu...

Before finally lowering his hand, he could only use his remaining strength to move his mouth and say, "Because I like you."

People often risk their lives for the love of young and frivolous people, but Pu Yu wanted to say that it is not worth it.

He wasn't worthy of his liking, and he wasn't worthy of dying for him.

At that moment, regret grew in his heart like never before, then enveloped him, and finally brought him back to the Pu Yu he was before his rebellious period.

——I follow my parents’ instructions and continue to live my life like a puppet.

Humbled.

The originally closed heart, after being opened once, was wantonly destroyed and hurt by the flood, and then closed again, it could no longer be opened.

He originally thought that the rest of his life would be to continue to close himself off, step on the stepping stones paved by his parents, move towards the glorious road, stand in the court, work, and make up for the mistakes he made.

However, once through the book.

The door was accidentally opened by a fox and got in.

Then soothe everything.

"This is my past." When talking about these past events, Pu Yu thought that he would be as usual, with violent mood swings and unstoppable trembling.But he found that it didn't.

Very calm.

Very calm.

It seemed that everything had become a thing of the past with the confession just now.

Ran Xi stood up, walked to him and hugged his head, running her palms along the back of his head, giving silent comfort.

"Do you know why I'm eighteen years old?" Pu Yu buried his face in Ran Xi's abdomen, his voice muffled, "Because of this incident, I repeated my junior high school studies for a year. I originally thought I would be sent to a juvenile detention center So, my parents got me out, negotiated with the school, and kept me at home to study. I made up for the three years of knowledge and homework I missed in junior high school, and then I successfully entered high school."

Ran Xi was immersed in his story and didn't realize there was anything wrong with his words. She just wanted to comfort the little dog in his arms.

After staying for a while, Pu Yu left the embrace, his expression as calm as water: "Sit down, I'm fine."

Ran Xi sat back on the opposite side obediently.

"You are very powerful." Pu Yu raised his eyes, stared at Ran Xi, and showed a bitter smile, which then turned into a relieved one, "Because of you, I also want to become strong."

Ran Xi didn't tell Pu Yu about the "Piano Family", so she knew that Pu Yu was referring to the "being bullied by 80 in junior high school" incident that he told about a long time ago, as well as the "bullied by reorganized family" incident in this world.

……Um?By the way, has he told Pu Yu about the family in this world?

How did he know...?

Unexplained memories suddenly flashed through my mind.

Whenever he said he didn't want to go home, Pu Yu acted as if he knew the reason and never questioned him. He even said "Don't be bullied by your stepmother" on WeChat a few days ago.

At that time, he thought something was a little strange, which led to no reply. Now that he thinks about it...

Ran Xi's thoughts were stagnant.

He has always been careful not to bring up the topic of family, for fear that his stupid self would get confused one day and reveal his flaws.

Therefore, it is impossible for Pu Yu to know that he was bullied by his stepmother.

unless……

Remembering what the undead administrator said, Ran Xi shook his head.

Not too possible.

I must have heard it from the teacher.

"What's wrong with you?" Pu Yu's words brought Ran Xi back to his senses.

"It's nothing." Ran Xi smiled and took a deep breath, "I do have a heart of steel. I won't deny it, so remember to learn from me."

"Yeah." Pu Yu lowered his eyes and smiled faintly.

Ran Xi glanced at the things on the table, "So why did you suddenly think of things in junior high school today and buy these things?"

Pu Yu was silent for a long time, swept away everything on the table, and raised his eyelids: "Remember what I said, right? I'm more afraid of your death."

"Because you always remind me of what happened in junior high school."

Ran Xi was suddenly startled.

"I know what you are thinking," Pu Yu noticed something was wrong with him and explained, "I didn't overlap you. You are you and he is him. I can tell the difference clearly."

"The brain can deceive people, but the heart cannot."

"If you don't believe me, touch it."

Ran Xi subconsciously stared at his chest, pursed her lips and smiled shyly: "Touch him again on the bed."

"Okay." Pu Yu smiled and continued to explain, "I just overlapped the situations. Because I don't want to lose the people I care about anymore, so whenever something happens to you and you disappear in front of me, I always I’m afraid that it will be like that time, when I realize I’m hugging a bloody corpse.”

But the more Ran Xi listened, the more he felt something was wrong, "Do you... care... like him?"

Pu Yu paused while playing with the lighter and raised his eyes: "Do you want to hear the truth or a lie?"

Ran Xi held his breath and his eyes flickered: "The truth...will it be difficult to accept it?"

"Maybe. After all, I said it was because of him that I realized I liked boys."

Ran Xi didn't want to hear what was coming next, but Pu Yu was busy doing his own thing.

"I only found out after he died. But at that time, I was still young and in a rebellious stage. I didn't know whether it was love or guilt. In short, the feeling was very heavy."

Ran Xi was silent.

"So I don't want you to risk your life for me, and don't want to die for me."

"I don't want my feelings for you to change."

What a profound sentence.

Ran Xi understood the meaning.

Because he originally believed that a love relationship is a reciprocal relationship in which I give you what I want, rather than one party silently paying for the other, causing the one who has been paid to feel guilty and so on, which will deteriorate the relationship between the two. Impurities make the relationship between the two no longer pure.

"Yeah." Ran Xi responded, "Then I'll hold you to the same standard, okay?"

"can."

"You will give me whatever I want. I don't want this unequal relationship where I pay silently. I want us to be honest with each other."

"can."

"Then kiss me now."

Pu Yu's every promise was sincere. He didn't expect that he would end up like this, and he couldn't help laughing.

What should I do if my boyfriend is too cute?

He stood up, bowed and kissed the person opposite.

Then he pulled his lips and said: "We are equal, you also kiss me."

Ran Xi smiled when he heard this.

"Okay."