The CEO has a clingy little wolfdog

Yu Shiyang felt that life had played a joke on him, and he felt like he was shooting a rock in the foot and did not dare to complain about the pain.

But soon he felt that it was impossible. Wen Man was obviously a woman in her fifties. She looked like she was in her twenties at most.

"Mu Chen, stop joking."

Xiao Muchen felt there was no need to explain.

"Shiyang, how long have we known each other?"

"It's been more than ten years, why do you suddenly ask me this?"

Xiao Muchen sighed softly: "It's been more than ten years! Time flies so fast."

Xiao Muchen raised his eyes and looked at Yu Shiyang: "Why do I feel like I can't understand you more and more?"

Yu Shiyang's hand holding the teacup shook.

"What are you lamenting about?"

Xiao Muchen chuckled lightly and said, "Shiyang, I have suffered too much in my life to get to where I am now.

Ever since I can remember, I have had no freedom. I have endless things to learn, endless laughter to play with, and endless people to deal with.

Sometimes I am so tired that I close my eyes even while eating. "

Xiao Muchen lit a cigarette and leaned back.

The smoke filled the air, blocking the sadness in his eyes.

My heart feels like there is a blockage in my heart. I dare not breathe hard. It hurts when I exert even the slightest effort.

The relatives he cares about most have always regarded him as a tool to make money, and the lover he has loved with all his heart has regarded him as a substitute.

Even the most trusted friend has always wanted to conquer him, use him, hide aside and wait to see him fall, lie at his feet and beg for his help.

Sometimes they even make trouble with malicious intent, and then kindly come out to help.

He is first an executioner and then a redeemer.

What's funny is that he hasn't noticed it before. He probably has. He has too few friends and is reluctant to let them go.

I had to pretend to be deaf and dumb.

Fortunately, Kaikai appeared, otherwise his life would be so terrible.

Maybe he's already in a mental hospital now.

"We are all here like this. People like us cannot have it easy since we were born."

Yu Shiyang held the teacup and touched his cheek with the tip of his tongue.

Um!Xiao Muchen hummed lightly.

He blew out a smoke ring and said softly: "Yes, when I was a child, I thought it was hard enough not to have enough sleep and freedom."

Xiao Muchen paused as he spoke.

His eyes were a little red.

"Later my mother passed away and my father revealed his true colors, for that woman and their son.

He abused me for many years. I lived a cautious and cautious life and became emotionless.

Until they drove me into depression, I still had no intention of letting go. "

Yu Shiyang felt vaguely uneasy, feeling that something was wrong with Xiao Muchen today.

There is an illusion that I will lose this person forever.

He quickly changed the subject and said, "Let's talk about something else."

Xiao Muchen smiled bitterly.

"I don't want to hear it, it's all true. You asked me before why you dislike Xiao Yinan so much.

It’s not that I don’t like him, I hate him. You’ve probably never seen a seven or eight-year-old child dare to kill someone.

He is just that, he is very good at acting, very good at robbing me, and very good at making me suffer. "

As he spoke, Xiao Muchen opened his clothes, and there was a beautiful Bana flower on his belly.

"You always asked me before why I got a tattoo of the flower of the other side on my body.

Let me tell you now, in order to prevent the scar, Xiao Yinan had someone cut open my place and took away one of my kidneys.

Without anesthesia, if Mu Bai and Xiao Tao hadn't arrived quickly, I would have died in the hands of those people... Can I not hate a devil like him? "

"Mu Chen, stop talking."

Yu Shiyang's heart twitched hard, and his whole body was trembling uncontrollably.

"Shiyang, this is not what you have always wanted to know. I didn't tell you before. It wasn't because I was too inferior to say it, but because I didn't want to say it.

You are my friend and I don’t want you to see my bad past.

The first person who gave me hope was my grandpa. I thought I had been saved, but not long ago I discovered that everything was a scam.

Grandpa was good to me, trained me and didn’t let me die, all for the sake of the things my mother left in the Swiss bank. "

When Yu Shiyang heard this, his heart sank.

"Mu Chen, what's wrong with you? Why are you talking like this?"

Xiao Muchen chuckled.

"It's a rare opportunity that I just want to say. You know Kaikai is petty. We won't have the chance to sit down and drink tea in the future."

"Mu Chen...do you really want to keep your distance from me...for the sake of a man?"

Yu Shiyang clenched his fists hard to prevent himself from losing control.

call!

Xiao Muchen exhaled a thick breath.

"Shiyang, I don't know why I have lived these years. I just feel that I should live.

I have always chased the light. Grandpa did the same, and so did you and Li An.

In the most difficult and darkest time of my life, you appeared like a ray of light.

It illuminates my lonely and dark heart and saves my dry soul. I want to be good to you forever. "

"Mu Chen... stop talking."

Yu Shiyang suddenly interrupted Xiao Muchen.

He didn't want to listen anymore, there was always a feeling of a clean break, which was not what he wanted.

"Shiyang, later I discovered that what I was desperately chasing was not the light, but the spiritual lantern that took me to hell. My light was always behind me. It was always following me."

Yu Shiyang snorted softly.

"Do you want to say that it's Zhou Kai who's chasing you?"

There was unkindness and arrogance in his tone.

"Well... Kaikai is everything to me. He makes me experience a different life.

Let me understand what heartbeat is, what reluctance is, and what happiness is. "

As he spoke, he glanced at Yu Shiyang.

"Kaikai said I shouldn't put myself in a box, at least I should let my heart go.

Shiyang, you are a child who is full of emotions, grew up in a harmonious family, and was surrounded by love.

You are not like me. I only want warmth, a lover, and a home in my entire life.

I thought it would never happen before.Ever since Kaikai appeared, I felt that he was the love I was waiting for. "

"Mu Chen, are you crazy? Why are you so naive and not afraid that he will be the second Li An?"

Xiao Muchen said seriously: "He will not be the second Ang Lee, and even if he is, I don't blame him.

At least he gave me a taste of love. "

"Shiyang, we are all adults, and we understand some things in our hearts.

What you want to hear, what I know, I’ve told you, let’s forget it after drinking this cup of tea. "

As he spoke, Xiao Muchen stood up slowly: "I have a meeting to attend, so I'll leave first."

"Mu Chen...what do you mean?"

Xiao Muchen sighed softly: "Shiyang, it doesn't matter what you do to me. You shouldn't reach out to Kaikai."

After speaking, Shi Yang left without saying anything.

Li Mubai leaned against the door and snorted coldly.

"Let's go, you're still waiting for me to send you off."

Yu Shiyang sneered.

"It's you, right? What the hell did you say in front of Mu Chen to make him treat me like this?"

Li Mubai glanced at Yu Shiyang with disgust.

"Yu Shiyang, you must be quite tired of pretending these years."

"I don't understand what you mean."