Mr. Fu, after my wife is reborn, I won’t marry you unless you are the one to marry her.

"Fu Yanci, I'm sorry..." Gu Yanxi looked at the unfamiliar and desperate Fu Yanci in front of her, "I just feel that since some things cannot be changed, we can only... try to minimize its impact... …”

It's not like she never thought of telling Fu Yanci the truth.

But then?

And then watching him feel depressed every day because he knew that she was not going to die soon?

Fu Yanci sneered, "To reduce its impact, is it just to deceive me over and over again? Gu Yanxi, this is meaningless! It's very meaningless!"

Gu Yanxi's mind seemed to be drained for a moment, and she didn't know what to say.

Fu Yanci looked at her, his eyes as dark as thick ink that could not be dissolved, "If you are going to die soon after marrying me, then I think it is better not to get married."

"Fu Yanci..." Gu Yanxi moved her stiff body, but failed to take a step towards him, "So you think... it would be better if we don't get married, right?"

Fu Yanci looked at her, his heart seemed to be clutched by a hand, and it hurt so much that it started to bleed.

He said coldly, word by word: "Yes, I don't want to experience the same pain again!"

He could no longer bear the despair and suffocation like falling into an ice cave after losing someone.

That would really drive him crazy.

In other words, he is crazy now.

Gu Yanxi's eyes flashed with confusion, and she stepped forward to grab his hand, "Fu Yanci, I know it's hard for you to accept this fact now. If you don't want to get married now, you just need to know that if you get married, , my target must be you..."

"enough!"

Fu Yanci shook off Gu Yanxi's hand. His head hurt as if it had been exploded. He could not even see Gu Yanxi's face clearly in front of him. The painful emotions pulled him, making his voice terrifyingly gloomy, "Gu Yan Xi, you didn't see my sad look, you don't know how I survived, you made me gain and lose, repeated torture will only make my life worse than death, do you understand?"

His emotions were completely out of control, like a restless beast. At this moment, the beast's eyes were filled with hurt and confusion.

Gu Yanxi was pushed away by him and subconsciously supported the sofa.

She looked at the resistance and rejection on Fu Yanci's face and tried to explain, but she didn't know what to say.

What could she say?

She couldn't change the fatal outcome.

What else could she do except bring him pain again and again?

Just like now, Fu Yanci gritted his teeth and said to her: "Gu Yanxi, you have never really regarded me as your lover, and you have never treated me candidly. I don't know anything about you. I just I can go check it out, but I can only be left behind by you again and again, abandoned by you again and again!"

"If I don't investigate this time and don't know the truth, then when you die one day, I won't even know how you died."

Gu Yanxi's hands and feet were cold, "Fu Yanci, it's my fault that I lied to you. I just didn't want you to worry..."

"You are so self-righteous!" Fu Yanci walked closer to her step by step and stared at her with a heavy gaze. "You still think that hiding from me and deceiving me is for my own good. Is this really for my own good? ?”

"You have so many secrets, but you don't say anything. You make your own decisions. When you change your identity and run to France alone, your family is holding a funeral for you and is grieving for you."

He counted each word in detail, "Aunt Wen almost cried her eyes out because of you. Uncle Gu stayed in the hospital for half a month. Does anyone feel better because of this? No! I don't feel good either! No one feels good. of!"

"Gu Yanxi, when will you learn to be honest with the people around you? Huh?" Fu Yanci asked coldly.

Gu Yanxi looked at him blankly, as if he heard the sound of something collapsing from a high place.

Just like a rubber band, the tighter you pull it, the more painful it will be when it bounces back and hits your finger.

Fu Yanci is that rubber band.

A rubber band that she almost pulled to the breaking point.

Gu Yanxi's blank mind could not process any thoughts.

She heard her almost hoarse voice: "I never thought the consequences would be so serious. I thought that as long as I sacrifice myself, everyone else will be fine..."

"Can you let go of your so-called spirit of sacrifice?" As soon as Fu Yanci heard the word sacrifice, he was immediately stimulated to the point of losing his mind and became extremely angry.

Ever since he felt the pain of Gu Yanxi's "death", he could no longer hear any word related to the word "death".

He grabbed Gu Yanxi's arm and said angrily: "Your sacrifice will not make things better, it will only make things worse!"

"Because there are always people who care about you, and they can't just watch you die!"

"Just like Yiyi, she turned into a vegetative state and is lying on the hospital bed because of you!"

There was no blood on Gu Yanxi's face.

The knife inserted by Fu Yanci himself instantly pierced her body completely.

She thought that some things would be forgotten if she didn't mention them deliberately.

But how could a person who was once alive be forgotten?

Although she was lying there, unable to speak or move, her surname was Fu, and she was Fu Nanyi, Fu Yanci's biological sister.

The reason why she is still standing here alive is because Fu Nanyi blocked the bullet for her.

Even if Liu Jianyuan was the driving force behind all this, Fu Nanyi was ultimately like this because of her.

Fu Nanyi became like this because of her...

Fu Yanci is right, because of her self-righteousness and her so-called spirit of sacrifice.

She couldn't argue with this.

She could only let these sharp words stab her heart until blood dripped from her heart.

Guilt and fear were like dense threads extending from the water, entangling her little by little and bringing her into the deep lake bottom.

"Fu Yanci..." Gu Yanxi's voice suddenly returned to calmness, or in other words, became more mechanical.

She looked into his eyes and said: "Is the loss after gaining really more painful than the temporary possession?"

really?

"Yes!" Fu Yanci gritted his teeth and said word by word, "It's very painful."

He seemed to have something strangling his throat, his voice was hoarse and low, and he seemed to be forced to speak every word: "Gu Yanxi, I don't want to marry someone who is...dying!"

Fear almost occupied his entire brain.

At this moment, he couldn't tell whether what he couldn't accept was "marriage" or "she was going to die."