Fang Mingyue often cannot distinguish between fantasy and reality.Sometimes her mind is clear and sometimes she is confused.

When she is awake, she is the little daughter of the Fang family in Shangsi who is doted on by her parents.Growing up, she had never suffered any hardship, never suffered any sin, and was pampered and indulgent. Among the children in the countryside, she was extremely blessed.

Her mother loved her even more than her two brothers.

If this continues, she should find a good match, get married, have children, and grow old in peace.

But there was always a voice in her heart telling her that she couldn't do this, this was not the life she wanted!

So what kind of life does she want?

She doesn't know either.At this time, she will start to feel confused.

She would try to think clearly about the problem while switching between lucidity and confusion.

However, as soon as she started to think, her head would hurt like needles.

But every time the pain passed, some pictures would appear in her mind, pictures completely different from her current life.

The city is very big, the buildings are very tall, the traffic is busy, and it is very lively.

It's really strange, she has obviously never seen these things before.

In those pictures, an educated youth named Xu Shanchuan even appeared.

Fang Mingyue was shocked.On the first day Xu Shanchuan came to Shangsi, she had a crush on him.But later, there was always a voice in her head reminding her not to marry an educated youth, otherwise she would become unfortunate.

She chose to respect her heart.

In fact, she regretted it. She should have pursued Xu Shanchuan.After the college entrance examination was resumed, Xu Shanchuan was admitted to university. No matter what, his future would not be bad. Moreover, Xu Shanchuan looked very gentle, completely different from the men in the village. How could he change his mind after marrying him? What about misfortune?

However, it was too late when she regretted it.

The educated youths in the team have already left.Their interaction with Shangsi was brief and shallow, and could easily be cut off.

Life gradually gets worse and worse.

My parents and two older brothers were divorced, and the elder of the clan decided to adopt the older brothers.

At first, she was a little happy.

She has been alone since she was a child. After her brother adopted her, she became the only child in the family.The love of her parents, everything they had worked hard for, and the savings they had accumulated over the years were all hers.

But slowly, her parents' health began to deteriorate, and like her, they began to fall ill from time to time, and the family of three had to live on their laurels.

The situation at home is getting worse.

The lives of other villagers are getting better and better.

Their family was left behind by everyone, as if time had forgotten them.

The adobe houses in the village gradually disappeared, and houses with large blue bricks and tiles rose from the ground.The dirt roads have also disappeared, replaced by cement roads and asphalt roads, which are smooth and smooth. Even on rainy days, people will no longer step on mud.

All children can go to school. Some young and middle-aged laborers go out to find jobs, and some start businesses at home. It is said that big bosses provide support.

Bicycles are no longer a rarity, and every household has one or two.There are even people driving motorcycles.There are no more patches on people's clothes.

The entire Shangsi has undergone earth-shaking changes, only their family has been left in place.It looked even more disgraced as a family of three.

She was unwilling to give in. She should obviously be the most glamorous girl in Shangsi.

She wanted to find her two brothers, quarrel with them, make trouble with them, and ask them to pay for the elderly, but she didn't even know where they were.

People in the village told her that her two brothers had gone out, and they were getting better and better outside and would never come back easily.

The villagers also told her that the big boss who helped build roads in the village and helped the villagers get rich was Baozhu's husband.

They didn't say it directly, but Fang Mingyue knew in her heart that no one would stand on her side.

She could only return home and live a miserable life with her parents.

My parents, who used to have a relatively harmonious relationship, quarreled and complained about each other every day.

The father complained that the mother had gone too far and forced her two sons away. If it weren't for her, he would be living a better life than anyone else in the village.

The mother yelled: "Whatever I do is your acquiescence. I never care about the children, and we eat all the good things. How dare you say that you were unhappy at the time? When I kicked my son out, how dare you say that you were unhappy?" Are you happy? You don’t have to build a house for your sons, give them betrothal gifts, or take care of their children. How much trouble do you save? Do you dare to say that you are not secretly happy in your heart? You must be thinking that even if you don’t care about them, they will have to in the future. Can I support you in your old age? Now that things are not going as you want, you are making trouble with me. Fang Xiuwen, I am a real villain, and you are a hypocrite! You are shameless! You didn’t even fart when you followed me to enjoy, If you are being pretentious with me now, who do you think you are?"

The two old men, who had begun to tremble, often started to fight when they were scolding each other. During the fight, they would fall down together on the threshold and shed tears.

I regret what I did back then.

Fang Mingyue thought, will they regret giving birth to me?Will you regret loving me so much?Do you regret it because the relationship between me and my two brothers is worse?

She only dared to think about it, not to ask or to verify.

She didn't even dare to think about what the future would be like.

Her mother asked her if she wanted to get married.I'm still young now and still have a chance to get married.Don't wait at home with them to die.

She wanted to nod, but the book she kept said "Don't get married".

Fang Mingyue was extremely hesitant.

What should she do?

What kind of life does she want?

As expected, she started to have a headache again.

This time, the pain lasted particularly long, so long that she thought she was going to die.

This time, more images flashed through my mind.When the pain was over and she woke up, she finally realized that she was reborn.

But this is not a gift from God to her, but a punishment for her.

Punish her for being lazy in her previous life, punish her for not honoring her parents in her previous life, punish her for holding Xu Shanchuan back when she could have worked hard to create a better life together...

If she had it to do over again, she would choose to live a down-to-earth life, she would choose to honor her parents well, and ease the relationship between her parents and her brother. If she would choose to be with Xu Shanchuan, and start over, and work together, she would definitely be different. life.

Why should she take Yang Aijun, who has nothing to do with her, into her heart just because of a few comments from others? Why should she let down her real life for illusory things?

This is her comeuppance!

My thoughts are clearer than ever.

Fang Mingyue finally walked out of the Fang family door.

She doesn't go out now, and she always feels like everyone in the village is laughing at her and her parents. They are obviously good cards, but they were beaten to pieces.

Over the years, she has always shut herself up at home, confused.

Now, it's rare for her to be clear-headed and relaxed.

Fang Mingyue walked to the Sishui River, looked at the rushing water, and jumped in without hesitation.

Life was meaningless to her.

Her body was recovered from Xia Si.She was carried down by the river water, and got stuck by a stone when she reached Xiasi.

When Tian Xiao'e and Old Man Fang received the notice, they felt dizzy, and then they lost their lives.

A family of three died in one day, leaving the villagers with nothing but endless sorrow, reflections and lessons.

It has become a proverb spread in Shangsi that one should not be too fond of Ota Xiao'e.

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