After I was reborn, I was ruined, and the gods actually knelt down on the spot.

Holding the book gently in his hand, it was obviously just a light book, but at this moment, Shen Yubai felt that it was as heavy as a thousand pieces. It carried the heavy and heartbreaking past of Shen Yuexi.

Shen Yubai didn't know whether he should continue reading.

Reason told him that enough was enough, but emotionally, Shen Yubai was eager to know everything related to Shen Yuexi, because compared to Shen Yuerong, in his memory, he knew too little about Shen Yuexi, even though Just a few words can make him feel at ease for a moment.

After regaining consciousness, Shen Yubai opened the booklet again and continued to read.

After that, the records gradually became less and less. Sometimes there was only one record every few days, and sometimes it took several months.

[Your Majesty seems to be in a bad mood today, so he went to the kitchen to quietly help make a bowl of peach blossom soup. I think Your Majesty will like it. ]

[I heard from the sister in the kitchen that Your Majesty seems to like drinking the peach blossom soup I made and drinks it several times a month.very happy. ]

[Your Majesty doesn’t rest well and occasionally suffers from insomnia... I secretly saw a method of preparing soothing incense in an ancient book. I don’t know if it’s useful. I’ll give it a try. ]

……

After flipping through many pages in succession, he felt mixed emotions when seeing such a record.

Shen Yubai's eyes felt a little sore, but he couldn't bear to blink, for fear that he would miss something.

In fact, many of the things recorded here are fragmentary things. Some things that are very ordinary to Shen Yubai will make Shen Yuexi happy for a whole day. Shen Yubai can detect her light and joyful mood in the brushstrokes. .

This contrast made Shen Yubai feel extremely bitter in her heart. Shen Yuexi had never been greedy for anything, but even those small wishes had never come true.

Turning to the back, Shen Yubai suddenly discovered that there were several sachets at the back of the booklet. He was a little surprised that he happened to see Shen Yuexi's record on the previous page.

[I went to the temple to pray today. I heard it is very effective. I hope it can protect the safety of my family and friends. ]

Seeing these words, Shen Yubai was a little surprised, "family"?

He didn't remember any family members of Shen Yuexi, so how could such a record suddenly appear?

Could it be that he missed something when he watched it before?

shouldn't be...

Looking at the sachet at hand, Shen Yubai's heart moved. There were actually small writings engraved on the outside of the sachet.

One of them wrote "Emperor", and the other had an unfamiliar name, which should be Shen Yuexi's friend.

The last one just wrote the word "family".

Shen Yubai was extremely curious about who Shen Yuexi regarded as his family, and felt a little sour in his heart for no reason.

He gently opened the sachet, only to find that the names "Bai Gong" and "Lan Rong" were written inside.

Shen Yubai's pupils shrank, and a trace of horror flashed in his eyes.

He never thought that there would be his and Lan Rong's names, as well as the word "family" written by Shen Yuexi, and a flash of lightning suddenly exploded in his mind.

Why are these two names? Why does Shen Yuexi regard him and Shen Yuerong as family members? Could it be that... Shen Yuexi already knows about their relationship?

Shen Yubai's face was full of suspicion. He was not sure whether his guess was correct, but seeing the sachet left by Shen Yuexi and the traces recorded in the booklet, Shen Yuexi obviously knew about their relationship.

It's just that... he never recognized the two of them, so Shen Yuexi pretended not to know, silently caring in the dark, and respecting Shen Yubai's decision.

"Why didn't you tell me..." Shen Yubai murmured and asked himself.

But as the words fell, his eyebrows became even more bitter. So what if Shen Yuexi told him, because of the misunderstanding of Shen Yuexi back then, no matter what Shen Yuexi said, he would never believe it.

<divclass="contentadv">Even if Shen Yuexi really ran in front of him, he would probably just indifferently refuse to acknowledge her, and even cynicize and make things difficult for her.

Then, Shen Yubai searched in the sachet again, but did not see Shen Yuexi's own name.

Obviously, Shen Yuexi only prayed for her friends and family and asked for the sachet, but did not consider herself.

Realizing this, Shen Yubai felt a stab of pain in his heart again. The more he knew about Shen Yuexi's past, the pain would accumulate and become unbearable.

Shen Yubai tightened his grip on the edge of the table at hand. Because he was too strong and the material of the table itself was not a good material, it turned into powder.

After coming back to his senses, Shen Yubai was heartbroken. This was the place where Shen Yuexi once lived. What he did was tantamount to destroying his thoughts.

He looked at the debris on the ground with regret, consuming his spiritual energy and trying hard to restore it.

Shen Yubai wanted to go on and look through the records left by Shen Yuexi, but he was sad to find that there was not much content in this booklet, and now he had completely read it.

He carefully put the booklet and the sachet into his sleeve, then returned to the palace and placed them in the most conspicuous position, so that as long as he was in this room, he could see them when he looked up.

Seeing these two things, Shen Yubai's heart became inexplicably calm, as if Shen Yuexi was not dead and was by his side to accompany him.

Such fantasies made Shen Yubai feel much better.

On this day, Shen Yubai went to the Library Pavilion. He still didn't want to give up and wanted to continue looking for a way to find Shen Yuexi.

Because he left in such a hurry, he didn't have time to take Shen Yuexi's sachet with him and put it in a conspicuous place in front of the table.

Seeing Shen Yubai leave, the maid in charge of cleaning went to the palace to take care of it.

The maid cleaned the palace carefully and conscientiously as usual.

When passing by the pear wood table, she carefully wiped the antiques placed beside it, but at this moment, she accidentally knocked over the candlestick beside the table.

"what!"

The waiter heard the sound coming from inside and a strange smell, and rushed in. Only then did he realize that the room was indeed on fire.

"How do you do things, to make such a low-level mistake? You can't afford to sell everything here. If your Majesty finds out, you will reap the rewards!"

The waiter was very anxious and quickly used magic to extinguish the fire. It seemed that there was no serious damage...

Before the waiter could think of anything, he suddenly felt a cold feeling on his back, as if something terrible was approaching from behind. Then, he felt a gust of cool wind blowing next to him, and then the maid screamed.

"Your honor!"

After seeing the situation in front of him clearly, the waiter realized that the person coming was actually Shen Yubai!

Shen Yubai strangled the maid's neck tightly, and the strength in his hands continued to tighten. The maid soon felt that she could not breathe, the air in her chest was snatched, and the struggle of her limbs gradually became weak.