After I was reborn, I was ruined, and the gods actually knelt down on the spot.

Before Master Xiang finished speaking, he saw Shen Yubai turning around and leaving, staggering a little in his steps, and his back looked very embarrassed.

Several people in the Perfume Department looked at each other in confusion. In the end, they still didn't understand the purpose of your visit.

Leaving the Perfume Department in embarrassment, Shen Yubai returned to his residence.

"Your Highness?"

Shen Yubai didn't seem to hear the waiter's voice, so he locked himself in the room and ignored anyone.

The soothing incense in the room has not been extinguished yet, but it is not the soothing incense prepared by Shen Yuexi. Even if Shen Yubai can fall asleep, he will still be awakened by nightmares, unable to let him sleep peacefully.

In the following days, Shen Yubai was tortured by nightmares. In such an extreme environment, Shen Yubai gradually developed inner demons.

"Shen Yubai... Hahaha, Bai Gong, why aren't you the one who died? You are actually the one who deserves to die!"

"Lan Xi will never want to see you again. She would rather die and lose her soul than meet you!"

These are past experiences that make Shen Yubai extremely regretful, but now that he has inner demons, there is always a voice in his ears, constantly reminding him and scolding him, making him feel ashamed and shaking him all the time. of mental defense.

With trembling hands, I struggled to turn to the next page:

[I still feel a lot of pain, my head feels uncomfortable, and I feel dizzy... But I have to clean the library today, so I can't lie down. ]

Shen Yubai's eyebrows were furrowed. She was already hurt. With all these things in her mind, couldn't she be kinder to herself?

Shen Yubai sent the people away. Now he just wants to stay here alone and doesn't want any outsiders to disturb him.

"Your Majesty, what's wrong with you?" the waiter asked worriedly.

This method of almost self-mutilation can indeed temporarily suppress the expansion of the inner demon, but it is just "killing one thousand enemies and damaging eight hundred".

The waiter left hesitantly. He felt that His Majesty was in poor condition, which was very strange, but the waiter still couldn't figure out why.

<divclass="contentadv">Could it be that something happened during the reincarnation that they didn't know about, which caused the drastic change in your temperament?

This is not impossible.

Shen Yubai's fingertips couldn't help but tighten. Through these words, he seemed to see Shen Yuexi's thin figure, huddled alone in this small corner, laboriously recording in the book.

Thinking of this, Shen Yubai felt another pain in his heart. There were some things that both he and Nan Wuya understood too late. They didn't even have the chance to save it all. The beautiful woman had disappeared into thin air, leaving only them picking up. Memories that I once didn't know, and in remembering them, I feel endless pain and torture.

Shen Yuexi said that she saw him in the library?And drink with him?

This suddenly made Shen Yubai recall what happened at that time. He remembered that at that time, he secretly went to see Shen Yuerong, but accidentally made her cry. He couldn't make her cry no matter what. He felt depressed, so Go drink to drown your sorrows.

After the waiter left, Shen Yubai walked silently into the house where Lan Xi once lived.

[Perhaps it was God’s blessing today that I actually saw Lord Bai Shu in the library... It’s amazing. When I saw him, the wound seemed to be less painful. It’s just that Lord seemed very sad and had been drinking. Although I don’t think so. I knew how to drink, but I still drank a lot with him, which made me even more dizzy...]

Based on Shen Yuexi's description, Shen Yubai guessed that she was bitten by a highly venomous blood spider. If not treated in time, there would be endless troubles. His eyebrows were full of worry, but when he saw what happened next, Shen Yubai was furious Startled.

Shen Yubai's heart began to twitch involuntarily, and she felt like it was difficult to breathe.

Shen Yubai hesitated for a long time and finally opened the book. Rather than feeling timid, he wanted to know more about Shen Yuexi's past and the past events that he didn't know.

After all, he was still no match for missing her. Shen Yubai asked the waiter to inquire about the residence of "Lan Xi". He wanted to see the place where Shen Yuexi once lived. Maybe there would be some traces left there for him to comfort.

Did she live in a place like this before...?

There seems to be a lot of words recorded in this booklet, all written by Lan Xi himself, recording some of his daily life.

Shen Yubai stabbed his arm severely, and the physical pain temporarily separated him from these emotions.

He slowly opened the first page:

[...When I went out today, I was accidentally bitten by a small red spider. The wound was very painful... I didn't pay attention to it, thinking that it would be over after I endured it. After an hour, the wound became more and more painful, and I couldn't bear it... A monk asked me to use spiritual stones to buy some elixirs to heal my wounds, but I couldn't bear to part with them. ]

Some of the handwriting on the booklet is very blurry and cannot be read clearly. Maybe it was because Shen Yuexi was in a trance after being injured at that time, so the records were incomplete, causing it to look a bit intermittent.

Shen Yubai's heart moved, and a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes. This was probably an unexpected gain.

About half an hour later, the waiter took Shen Yubai to a somewhat remote place. The environment here was very poor, giving people a sense of chaos visible to the naked eye, and even the spiritual power was relatively thinner.

After calming down, Shen Yubai will miss Shen Yuexi even more, but when he thinks that Shen Yuexi has left, those decisive words she said appear in his ears, which makes him extremely heartbroken.

Shen Yubai took in everything here at a glance, and couldn't help but sigh at the poverty of Lanxi. Whether it was Lanxi or Shen Yuexi, it was always like this. They didn't fight or grab, but paid silently behind the scenes. What virtue could he and them do?

Although the environment here is not good, Lanxi has kept it neatly and spotlessly clean. This small and clean world is all Lanxi has.

Although the waiter felt strange, he still followed Shen Yubai's instructions to investigate Lan Xi's residence.

He was angry and distressed, and continued to read down.

In a daze, Shen Yubai suddenly saw a booklet in the corner of the room. He rubbed his brows to relieve the discomfort caused by his headache, then slowly stood up and picked up the booklet.

He stretched out his hand and put it on the book, his fingertips trembling slightly. At this time, he didn't dare to open it. He was afraid that he would see something he didn't want to face.

"It's okay, please step back for a moment. I want to hang out here."

But his memory when he was drunk was very blurry, and he couldn't remember anything. He vaguely remembered... He took someone with him and drank all night. When he woke up, he completely forgot about Shen Yuexi.

It turns out that the person at that time was Shen Yuexi...

[Your Majesty seems to have forgotten me, but it doesn’t matter. ]

Perhaps because she found herself forgotten, Shen Yuexi was very sad and did not record much.

Shen Yubai was already a little afraid to continue reading. After a long psychological struggle, Shen Yubai dared to turn another page.