Quickly wear: I am looking for my owner in the human world

Guan Xiaowei did not expect that Miss Xuan, who had always been quiet and unpredictable, would be so sharp once she spoke.

It was obviously just a very dull statement of facts, but it made him feel speechless.

Thinking about it carefully, he was indeed upset and couldn't help but put his emotions on Dr. Xing.Now is the time to employ people. With so many brothers still waiting for help, it is definitely not a wise move to offend a doctor who is rarely willing to take the initiative.

His face looked a little solemn. He took two deep breaths and returned to his senses. Regardless of whether he still had a grudge in his heart, at least he looked completely sincere.

"Doctor Xing, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to offend you just now, but I'm just really worried..."

Gu Xingyun stood up and nodded lightly, "The captain's concern is understandable. Forgive me for not being absolutely sure yet, but I will try my best."

Having said that, the group continued moving forward.However, the atmosphere in the team was a little more subtly dull than the original anxiety and confusion.

That night, everyone lit a bonfire in an open space by the forest and sat around to rest. Guan Xiaowei sent people to take turns keeping watch.

Xuan Wei and Gu Xingyun sat shoulder to shoulder under the same tree. After briefly eating some dry food, they leaned against the rough trunk and closed their eyes.

At this point, the two of them are surprisingly similar. One exudes nobility from the inside out, and the other has elegance written from head to toe. However, no matter how dirty, messy or shabby the place is, they can still remain calm without any trace of it. Twisting and discomfort.

After a while, Gu Xingyun suddenly opened his eyes, as if he thought of something, he immediately took out a book from his arms, turned to a certain page with great skill in the faint firelight, and began to think deeply.

The handwriting on the booklet is dense but not messy. It was obviously written many times. It records the symptoms, dosage, recovery or deterioration of various typical patients after the epidemic, as well as the treatment notes he summarized himself. matter.

There are also various epidemic disease prescriptions recorded by predecessors, which he tried, refined, revised, and overturned again and again.

The foot of the page has become slightly wrinkled and curled due to being rubbed too many times out of habit.

After staring for a long time, the man frowned and relaxed. After repeating it several times, he pinched his eyebrows and sighed silently. He rested his head on the tree trunk, his eyes gradually became empty, and his eyelids drooped little by little.

As soon as his upper eyelids touched his lower eyelids, his fingers unconsciously loosened, and the booklet hit his lap with a clatter, then rolled down to his feet.

It was neither light nor heavy, but the person who had been too sleepy to fall asleep was awakened again.

Gu Xingyun was shocked, and his hazy eyes wandered around in confusion. He looked at everyone resting in a daze for a moment, then he rubbed the corners of his eyes and forced himself to wake up, picked up the book, and wiped away the dust on it.

Just as he was about to continue opening the book, a plain hand suddenly came across in front of him and snatched the book away.

Gu Xingyun followed it with his eyes and saw that it was neatly stuffed into the bag between the two of them by that hand.

At the same time, someone's familiar, tepid and irrefutable two words fell from his pocket:

"sleep."

Gu Xingyun raised his eyes following the words, and met the profile of the woman next to him, who was as delicate as warm jade under the flickering firelight.

Xuan Wei still had her eyes closed, not looking at him or even reading the booklet, but she accurately interrupted his movements as soon as she made a move.

In the past month and a half, the words she said to him the most were "eat" and "sleep".

It seems that ever since she put the string of beads on Liang Zhu's house without saying a word, this concise and commanding tone has appeared frequently.

In the face of natural and man-made disasters, ordinary people are like fish on a chopping board, ready to be slaughtered by others. Most of the people in high positions stand high, and some take advantage of the situation to rob them. Only a handful of people will put themselves in their shoes and lend a helping hand.

He had seen too many pairs of pleading eyes and too many cruel faces, but no matter what the situation was, everyone was swept away by this disaster and could not stay away.

Except for her.

Only Xuan Wei is the only exception.

Those eyes have always been light, cold and alienated as the base color, and it seems that nothing can add other colors to them.

The strange thing is that he doesn't find her cold.

I just feel at ease.

When I can't even lift my hands after being busy all day, I look back and see her standing not far away with her arms folded. The anxiety and fatigue that have been accumulating in my heart will be instantly washed away by that clear and calm gaze. scattered.

No matter how difficult the situation was, even when he couldn't help but start to doubt himself, she still said "eat" without hesitation, which made him feel inexplicably that after eating that meal, the problem would be solved.

Gu Xingyun never thought of himself as a person who relied on others.But he had to admit that without Xuan Wei's companionship who never missed three meals a day at critical moments, he would not be able to survive now.

There are some lucky people who are naturally resistant to epidemics, such as Liang Zhu, but Gu Xingyun knows that he does not belong to that type of person.

Although Xuan Wei never told him about the function of the beads, his intuition told him that the fact that he was in contact with patients every day without contracting the disease must have something to do with the beads on his hand.

After receiving Zhao Yu's letter, he forcefully left Ouyang Xu in Huai County and refused to allow her to follow him, but he did not persuade Xuan Wei to stay there because he knew that Xuan Wei would not listen to him.

And he always believed in her sense of proportion, just as she never doubted his judgment.

Xuan Wei is indeed very good.

However, after Ling You followed Lai Junzhong, he was also unfortunately recruited.

His pressure was even greater.

The symptoms of this epidemic are more complicated than those in Huai County. Previous prescriptions can only delay the progression of the disease, but cannot cure it.

Seeing more and more fallen soldiers, everyone's face became more and more desperate. Zhao Yu's expression when he tried to ask him became more and more depressed, and Ling Youqiang's voice of comforting him with a smile became weaker and weaker...

Everyone actively or passively put their remaining hope on him.

One person presses a grain of sand.

Countless people added together are a mountain so heavy that it can completely bury people.

No one thought that Gu Xingyun, the miracle doctor who was rumored to be able to rejuvenate people and steal people from the hands of the King of Hell, would also be afraid.

Scared like never before.

What he was afraid of was not that he would be crushed by the mountain.

What he was afraid of was that he would eventually fail to carry the mountain, causing everyone's hopes to collapse.

In the silent night, only the firewood burned and crackled.

The half that was propped on the ground was burned into charcoal, unable to withstand the weight on it, and shattered with a crack, and the originally good tower shape collapsed instantly.

Gu Xingyun's eyes fell on the pile of firewood, and the flames struggled to beat in his dark eyes, and then gradually extinguished and dimmed.

He closed his eyes and put his hands on his knees, as if he was extremely tired. The back of his neck, which was resting on the tree trunk, was no longer as tight as before. It slid down bit by bit until the side of his face touched the shoulder of the person next to him.

He didn't move away.

She didn't move either.

Gu Xingyun just rested his head gently and silently for a while.

"Xiao Yin, what if I say that I really ran out on purpose?"

He understood the hidden meaning of Guan Xiaowei's words.

He should not leave so many seriously ill soldiers in the army to look for unproven medicine.

But only he knows better that the growth habits and picking techniques of herbs are on the one hand, and on the other...

He really couldn't stay any longer.

Facing the pair of dark eyes that looked at him as if they were looking at life-saving straws, he heard his heart trembling.

He was fearless even if there were diseases, monsters, and pests on the road ahead. However, the thousands of begging eyes behind him made him not even dare to look back.

He used this reason to escape, just wanting to have a moment of respite, otherwise he didn't know whether he could continue to be the Gu Xingyun who was calm and calm in everyone's eyes.

His breath was so low that only she could hear it in the dark night, "Do you think I'm useless?"