On the anniversary of the death of my wife and daughter, I am reborn

Beloved wife? Xu Xinrou.

My beloved daughter? Zhao Siyue.

The big characters on the tombstone made Zhao Xinghang laugh at himself.

I couldn't love them in life, but after losing them, I called them my beloved wife and beloved daughter...

There is not even a picture of them on the tombstone.

Today is their death anniversary, 30 years have passed, and their faces will always stay in that year in my memory...

After leaving the cemetery, Zhao Xinghang did not go home, but went to a river on the outskirts of the city.

Now, it's time for him to go to them and apologize...

Xinrou.

Sisi.

sorry!

It's all because of my incompetence that you suffered so much and finally couldn't bear it and committed suicide.

I should have gone to see you a long time ago, but I still have some things to finish before I go, otherwise you should say I am irresponsible again!

Today, my parents have passed away.

What should be done has been done. I have completed all the tasks and assumed the responsibilities that I should bear.

But in this life, the responsibility I am most unable to shoulder is to take care of and love you as my wife and daughter...

I hope that when I see you again, you can give me a chance to hear my confession...

"According to reports, a male body was recovered from the Dongsui River on the outskirts of the city today. He was about 50 years old and his identity is currently unknown. According to reports from on-site reporters, there were three pairs of shoes placed side by side by the river. One pair of women's shoes and a girl's shoe looked like Somewhat shabby, is this a mass suicide of the family..."

My head is filled with swelling and pain, my mouth and nose are filled with water, and my respiratory tract is painful!It hurts!

Suffocation, being unable to breathe, this feeling is so painful!

You...have also experienced this kind of pain, right?

The pain feels so real!

Can you still feel pain after death?Isn't he dead yet?

"dad......"

The tender voice of a child began to reach his ears.

It's becoming clearer...

"Dad, are you feeling uncomfortable? Do you want Sisi to get you some medicine?"

Is this... is it Sisi?

Zhao Xinghang suddenly opened his eyes and took a big breath of air.

Turning his head, he saw the child beside the bed looking at him with a worried look on his face.

"Sisi!" He sat up suddenly, his stomach was churning and he wanted to vomit!

My head also felt dizzy.

Holding back his nausea, he ran to the toilet and vomited.

Is he dead?But this feels so real!

Feeling the power coming from his back, the little guy patted his back gently from behind.

Flush away vomit.

He turned and looked at the little girl.

"Sisi, it turns out that dad is dead! Why are you still so young now! Dad... I'm sorry for you! Will you forgive dad?"

Xiao Sisi blinked her big eyes and looked at Zhao Xinghang.

Did your dad lose his mind after drinking?

Zhao Xinghang hugged Sisi into his arms again, tears flowing out uncontrollably.

Xu Xinrou ran over from the kitchen as if she heard the movement in the house.

"What's wrong, Sisi?" Xu Xinrou's eyes were full of doubts when she saw the scene of a big boy and a small boy hugging each other in the room.

Zhao Xinghang never held a child and had almost no affection for the child. At this time, he was actually holding Sisi, as if he was still...crying?

Still hungover?

"Mom, dad seems to be crazy! He said he was dead!" Sisi poked her head out of Zhao Xinghang's arms.

Xu Xinrou went over and held the child in her arms. She was afraid that the child would be beaten if he talked nonsense.

"I take the kids to cook," she explained.

The tone was cold and devoid of any emotion.

Zhao Xinghang sat on the ground and watched his wife take his daughter out, unable to recover for a while.

He grabbed his thigh.

"what!"

It hurts!

He is...reborn! ?

He got up from the floor, walked to the table beside the bed, picked up the desk calendar on the table and looked at it carefully.

October 1992, 6!

He went back 30 years!

My daughter was three years old at this time, and they were still there!

He is only 26 years old!Xu Xinrou should be 24 years old at this time!

Thinking back carefully, this was the month before the mother and daughter committed suicide by jumping into the river!

In the past, he was uneducated and had no skills. He followed the second-rate gangsters since he was a child and became addicted to gambling.

At the age of marriage, who would marry him as long as they knew who he was?Isn’t that digging a hole for yourself?

The introducer her parents were looking for found Xu Xinrou somewhere.

It is said that her family lives in a small mountain village. The village is not very wealthy, and she has a younger brother who wants to go to school.Her parents were also in need of money, so they agreed when they heard that the other party was from the city.

The first time they met, they actually liked each other very much.

He felt that Xu Xinrou looked delicate and beautiful, and her temperament did not look like someone who grew up in the village. He was fascinated by the gentleness engraved in her bones.

Shortly after getting married, Xu Xinrou became pregnant with their daughter Zhao Siyue.

But he gradually felt the boringness of marriage.

His true nature began to be exposed little by little, and because of this, Xu Xinrou turned from a gentle and carefree person at the beginning into a nagging housewife every day.

He felt even more bored!

Those so-called good buddies also teased him for being bound by marriage.

As if to prove himself, he gambled even more intensely, often even going home drunk and neglecting Xu Xinrou.

Did a lot of asshole stuff!

Later, he and his wife gradually lost the interaction that a husband and wife should have, and they were like strangers living under the same roof.

From the time the child was born until he was three years old, he never touched the child, as if the child was not his own.

Outside, I am even more in debt.

At that time, it was because he owed a loan shark and could not repay it. The loan shark found his home and kept coming to the house every day to harass the mother and daughter, and even threatened to take Sisi away.

Xu Xinrou, who still had the slightest illusion about life, was crushed by this last straw, and she took her three-year-old Sisi and jumped into the river to commit suicide.

And during this process, not only did he not help them, he also hid far away. I can't imagine how helpless they must have been at that time!

When he saw them again, there were only two cold bodies left and two pairs of shoes, one large and one small, that they had left on the shore.

The moment I saw them.

He couldn't cry, his internal organs were screaming hard in his body.

He retched, as if he wanted to spit it all out.

He will remember that day every day in the future and live the rest of his life with regret for himself.

He originally wanted to go with them, but he still has elderly parents...

It doesn't matter if he just leaves. The debt he left behind will definitely be repaid by his other family members... He can't be so irresponsible anymore!

Later, he paid off all his debts and his life began to get better, but the person who really should have it all was gone forever...

He was going to find them, took the shoes they left, went to the river where they left, and chose the same way to die as them.

And now, God has given him a chance!

He will definitely take good care of it and not let the tragedy happen again!

He will give them all happiness!Love them well!

Thinking back carefully, at this time when he was reborn, he already owed loan sharks, which he had to pay off as soon as possible!

It all happened so suddenly!Not to mention how excited he was.

I just wanted to go out and see what the mother and daughter were doing now.

There was a mechanical sound.

【Ding! 】

[Congratulations to the host for activating the "virtual manifestation" system. This system will serve you wholeheartedly from now on!Wish us happy cooperation! 】

"Who, who is talking?"

[The host can complete tasks in the space according to the rules and obtain many rewards!The rewards are huge, don’t miss it! 】

Only then did Zhao Xinghang realize that the voice was in his head!

He had heard of the word "system" in his previous life!It can be found in many TV novels!

But... what does this virtual embodiment mean?