Quickly wear it: The male gods are sitting in rows

Summer afternoons always make people sleepy.

When the school bell rang, Mu Qingqing opened her eyes and supported her chin with her hand to prevent herself from falling back on the table.

Unexpectedly, she was only in the second grade of junior high school, and she already had no enthusiasm for learning at all. She just wanted to sleep.

Mu Qingqing didn't raise his eyes until a figure appeared at the door of the classroom. It was a man who looked quite young, and most importantly, quite handsome.

"Go out and line up."

Mu Qingqing, who was still lost in thought, was patted twice by his deskmate, "Let's go now, the teacher asked us to line up and go to the playground."

Mu Qingqing stood up immediately, "Have we changed our physical education teacher?"

"Yes, Teacher Han is mainly responsible for leading the preparatory class and the third grade of junior high school, so we will replace it with Teacher Yin."

Oh, so it is.

The new physical education teacher is Yin Hexuan. He came to the school right after graduating from college and has been here for a year.

Because he is young, handsome and handsome, he naturally becomes the target of girls' chat.

That year, he was 23 years old and she was 15 years old.

At that time, she had just entered an ignorant stage in terms of relationships. In the second half of the second half of the second grade of junior high school, when she made eye contact with Yin Hexuan, she felt that her heartbeat was a little fast, and she did not even dare to look directly into his eyes. .

Her best friend told her that in this case, she might have fallen in love with someone else.

Being frightened by her best friend's words, Mu Qingqing did not dare to visit Yin Hexuan for several days.

She has always been a good girl, so she told her mother what she was thinking. Mu Mu just asked her, "So do you like daddy?"

"I like it. Dad is very good to me and buys me gifts." Mu Qingqing thought for a moment before answering.

"Then your love for Teacher Yin is very similar to your love for your father?"

Is it similar?Mu Qingqing asked herself over and over again in her heart.

In fact, it's nothing like it.

But she knew that this was a relationship that would have no results at all, so she kept telling herself that she just regarded him as her respected and loved elder.

Later, after a literary evening, she got to know Yin Hexuan's Weibo account because of her classmates. She was a little nervous and sent the first private message between the two of them.

Hello Teacher Yin, guess who I am!

……

Because he wants to get close to the person he likes, Mu Qingqing will send messages to Yin Hexuan whenever he has something to do.

Yin Hexuan's messages didn't come back very quickly, but he always got back to her.

Mu Qingqing is very satisfied with the way the two of them get along now.

Also because of online chats, Yin Hexuan paid extra attention to her in school, and his attitude towards her was different from ordinary classmates.

If she didn't want to run, she would stop running and help him score points for other students. On his birthday, he would even ask her to go to the office to share the cake.

The English teacher who tutored Mu Qingqing had a good relationship with Yin Hexuan. She was casual when she was tutoring that day, and Yin Hexuan seemed to like her as a little girl.

Although Mu Qingqing was happy, he only regarded this love as a junior's love for a junior.

Her grades have never been very good. In order to lay a solid foundation, she discussed with her parents and decided to take an extra year in the second grade of junior high school.

She felt a little uncomfortable after changing classes, but when she learned that the physical education teacher was still Yin Hexuan, she suddenly felt that it was great not to be promoted to the third grade of junior high school.

At the same time, she was also a little worried. She was afraid that Yin Hexuan would think that she was a bad student who did not study hard.

Yin Hexuan just told her not to think too much and just study hard.

Later, she added Yin Hexuan's WeChat account and went to chat with him when she had nothing to do, telling him what happened that day and the interesting things she encountered.

This pattern of getting along lasted until the end of her high school entrance examination.

She graduated.

There is no reason to contact him anymore.

Every time she opened the chat box between the two of them, she didn't know what to say so as not to appear obtrusive, and in the end she just closed the chat box again.

During her three years in high school, she thought time would gradually fade away from her feelings.

But when she was admitted to college and went back to junior high school to visit her teacher, she saw him.

With just one glance, she knew that she had not given up at all.

When she saw him, she was filled with excitement and joy. When she met his eyes, she was still so shy that she lowered her eyes and did not dare to look at him.

Yin Hexuan was a little surprised when he saw her. He didn't expect that the well-behaved little girl would come back to visit him when she grew up.

The two people communicated again.

But after so many years, Mu Qingqing felt that he must have a girlfriend or wife, so he decided to keep this feeling in his heart forever.

She didn't dare to confess her love. She was afraid that after confessing, the two of them would never be able to communicate normally again.

During her internship in her senior year, Mu Qingqing made a decision that she wanted to study abroad for graduate school.

She told her parents that this was to learn more professional knowledge, but she knew in her heart that she wanted to escape the feelings in her heart. If she was far enough away, she wouldn't be able to see him. If she couldn't see him, she wouldn't think about him anymore. .

During the summer vacation before going abroad, Mu Qingqing basically spent every day in the library or going to the bookstore to pick out books.

On this day, she met the English teacher who gave her tutoring lessons in junior high school in the bookstore.

The two found a coffee shop to catch up on old times.

The English teacher talked a lot with her, and also talked about Yin Hexuan.

When she walked out of the coffee shop, Mu Qingqing felt that the sun was particularly dazzling, which hurt her eyes.

But only in this way can she be sure that what she just heard is true.

Does he actually like her?

He actually quit his job for her and flew to the UK early today just because he was worried about her being alone abroad.

Mu Qingqing took out her mobile phone from her bag with trembling hands, clicked on the WeChat avatar that was so familiar that it was engraved in her heart, and looked at the input box but didn't know what to type.

Finally, she gritted her teeth and dialed Yin Hexuan's phone number.

"Sorry, the phone you dialed has been switched off..."

Mu Qingqing patted his head. He should be on the plane now. His phone must have been turned off. Let's wait until he gets off the plane.

On this day, Mu Qingqing felt like she was floating when she walked, and there was always an unreal feeling. The person she had liked for ten years actually liked her too.

Mu Qingqing, who originally wanted to call Yin Hexuan the next day, first received a call from her class teacher, who wanted to tell her about graduate school.

After chatting, she was called by her mother to go to dinner. She could only temporarily put aside the idea of ​​calling Yin Hexuan and go to the living room to have dinner with her parents.

The TV is showing the latest news.

"Yesterday, a flight bound for the UK crashed due to engine failure while passing through the Indian Ocean. Search and rescue personnel have been arranged to carry out rescue operations..."

Mu Qingqing didn't hear what was said on the news later. She hurriedly told her parents that she was full, ran into the room, and dialed the phone again.

"Sorry, the user you dialed has shut down or is not in the service area..."

It couldn't be such a coincidence. There were so many flights to the UK, so how could it be such a coincidence that it was his flight.

She quickly found the English teacher's WeChat account and asked about Yin Hexuan's flight information.

What was sent was a screenshot of the circle of friends.

It was a photo of a ticket to the UK and a paragraph: I am chasing my wife, I wish me success.

Mu Qingqing clicked on Yin Hexuan's circle of friends and didn't see this one.His circle of friends blocked her.

Mu Qingqing looked at the flight number on the ticket. It was exactly the same as the flight number of the plane that had the accident.

How could this happen? She just knew what he was thinking. She also wanted to tell him that she also liked him and had liked him for a long time.

Mu Qingqing locked herself in the room for two days, which made her father and mother very nervous. The child didn't eat or drink, and no one could call him out of the room. What could he do?

"Ding ding ding, the call is coming!"

Mu Qingqing raised his face buried in his knees and saw an unknown number.

Could it be Yin Hexuan? With that glimmer of hope, she pressed the answer button. It was the voice of a middle-aged woman. The light in Mu Qingqing's eyes dimmed again.

"Hey, is your name Mu Qingqing? I'm Yin Hexuan's mother. I saw your mobile phone number in his diary and called him." Yin's mother's voice sounded a little haggard.

"Aunt...I am."

Mu Qingqing held the diary in her hand and wanted to comfort Mother Yin who had just lost her son. However, she could only hold on and not let her emotions collapse. How could she comfort others.

"Girl, there are some things that you should keep an eye on. I think Hexuan wants you to see this thing, but he probably doesn't want you because he is too sad." Mother Yin looked at the little girl, her mental state It's not very good. The two big dark circles under my eyelids show that I haven't slept well in the past two days.

Mu Qingqing thanked him, walked to a nearby park, sat on a bench, and carefully opened his diary.

Every word in it belongs to her.

Tears fell down and dripped on the notebook. Mu Qingqing quickly wiped them away and held the notebook to her heart. She felt as if her heart was being pinched and she could hardly breathe.

The sun was clearly scorching, but she felt like she was in an ice cellar.

The last sentence in the diary is: I hope I like the little girl and can be happy all my life.

"How can I be happy when you are gone, Yin Hexuan."

……

Mu Qingqing went to the UK to study for graduate school.

Every day I soak in a sea of ​​books. In my free time, I hold that diary and read it over and over again.

If only she could have a chance to do it again, she would definitely hold his hand firmly.

If she could go back in time, she would no longer be so timid. She would tell him that she liked him very much after graduation.

Unfortunately, there are so many ifs.

Since he left, Mu Qingqing couldn't sleep well every night. When he finally fell asleep, he would wake up within a few hours.

That day, she fell asleep for a while and was awakened by the harsh sound of beeping.

Tell her that if she can complete the task, she can go back in time and start a new life.

She would.

She was willing to take a gamble for him.

Even if it may cost your life.