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What do you blame yourself for?

When Bai Zhi heard He Jun ask this, she realized why she was so nervous and why she was so repelled by He Jun being nice to her.

Why refuse to continue marrying He Jun...

All because she blamed herself.

She blamed herself for too many things.

The death of Xiaoqiu and He Jun is what I blame the most.

She thought about her previous life, when Xiaoqiu never looked like she was breathing again after being fished out.

Thinking of those people's words while standing on the shore.

My chest was so clogged that I could hardly breathe.

"If she hadn't disliked Xiaoqiu all day long."

"If she hadn't been so pretentious at home, how could Xiaoqiu be forced to death by her?"

"Xiaoqiu is so big and so well-behaved. She doesn't have to choose anything to eat or drink. Everything is given to her. What else is she dissatisfied with? Why do you have to kill Xiaoqiu?"

"Bai Zhi is too cruel. She thinks her children can't hear her, so she scolds them and bullies them."

"Every day, there are monsters at home. With a character like Xiaoqiu, how can he endure such troubles at home?"

"That's right."

"If it weren't for Bai Zhi, how could Xiaoqiu die..."

She kept saying that Xiaoqiu was killed by the He family and Ji Xiaoxiao.

However, deep down in her heart, wasn't she afraid that Xiaoqiu was actually killed by her?

Aren't we afraid that the main cause of Xiaoqiu's death was her previous neglect and accusation?

She blamed herself so much that she couldn't even think of any good things she did to Xiaoqiu, only that she had ignored him intentionally or unintentionally.

Refuse his attempts to please her.

I just remember that she was making a big fuss at home. Not only did He Jun want to give in, but Xiaoqiu also wanted to give in to her.

Maybe there are more.

Later... He Jun's death made Bai Zhi blame herself even more.

Because He Jun really wanted to save her.

If it weren't for her, He Jun would live a good life and be the diamond king in everyone's eyes.

He has great achievements and outstanding abilities.

He was so handsome and tall that even the newspapers in Hong Kong liked to talk about him with all kinds of gossipy gossip.

Everyone said that He Jun's ability and the background of his grandfather's family supported him.It is not impossible to become the next richest man in Asia.

But, for her.

He Jun is dead.

Bai Zhi remembered that at He Jun's funeral, the He family ignored her.

Everyone else is blaming her.

Ji Xiaoxiao pointed at her nose and scolded, "Are you satisfied?"

"It's not enough that you killed his brother. You made him afraid to get married again for the rest of his life, and now you want to kill him."

"Bai Zhi, He Jun owed you in his previous life!"

"Now you are satisfied, he is dead, he is dead."

"His whole life has been ruined by you..."

"Can't you let him go?"

"Didn't you just save his brother? Aren't you his first wife? Doesn't he deserve to be harmed by you for the rest of his life, and even have to pay you for his life?"

She knew that Ji Xiaoxiao had no good intentions.

However, Ji Xiaoxiao's words still stuck in her heart.

Later, the He family sent her a letter and delivered the things He Jun left for her.

Said that since it was He Jun's own choice, they didn't blame her.

However, the more this happened, the deeper the self-blame Bai Zhi felt in her heart.

Especially when he thought about He Jun telling her before he died that he regretted it.

When Bai Zhi thought of this, she couldn't help but shed tears.

He Jun watched her tears fall continuously.

His grip on her wrist became tighter and tighter.

But, he has already tried so hard.

Bai Zhi still didn't seem to notice.

He didn't know what obstacles Bai Zhi had in her heart that she couldn't get through, or who she couldn't forget, but seeing Bai Zhi worrying so much about other people and other things, he

This is what Xiaoqiu saw when he came back from the kitchen.

He was anxious and saw Bai Zhi crying endlessly.

I wanted to speak, but couldn't.

Finally, he knocked He Jun away and kept gesticulating with his two little hands, "Sister is crying."

"Brother, don't bully your sister."

I didn't hear his words, but I woke up after being hit by him.

He Jun also saw Bai Zhi's wrists were bruised.

He let go, but didn't let go of her.

He Jun took a deep breath, lowered his head and said to Xiaoqiu, "I didn't quarrel with my sister. Please clear the table for me. I'll talk to my sister. Okay?"

Xiaoqiu hesitated and said nothing, but couldn't help but glance at Bai Zhi.

He Jun looked down at him, "Be good."

"We're not arguing."

Xiaoqiu glanced at Bai Zhi again worriedly, and then nodded.

After He Jun finished speaking, seeing Xiaoqiu nodding, he directly pulled Bai Zhi to the bedroom without hesitation.

Close the door ajar.

He Jun lowered his eyes and looked at Bai Zhi. When Bai Zhi struggled, he still didn't let go.

Just wiped away her tears.

Bai Zhi's tears fell more and more fiercely.

She only helped Xiaoqiu once, but how many times had she used He Jun?

How much had He Jun done for her?

Is it not enough?

Does she want to make He Jun and Xiaoqiu the same as they were in the previous life?

Especially He Jun...

She pulled her hand away, "I..."

He Jun's hand suddenly clenched, "I don't want a divorce."

Bai Zhi was stunned and couldn't shed tears anymore.

Why is He Jun so good at grasping the key points?

He Jun looked at Bai Zhi with a calm face, "I don't know what you are blaming yourself for, but I never thought you were wrong."

"Angelica."

"No matter what anyone said or did, you don't have to blame yourself. You have done enough."

He Jun didn't understand, "What are you thinking about? Why do you blame yourself?"

Bai Zhi fell silent.

He just lowered his head and played with his watch unconsciously.

What should she say?

That this is what she experienced in her previous life?

He Jun observed Bai Zhi's expression, "Do you think... the He family will kill Xiaoqiu."

"Xiaoqiu will be killed because of you."

He Jun, that was an affirmative sentence.

Bai Zhi was too nervous today when she found out that Xiao Qiu was missing.

That kind of tension, as if the next moment, the hillock will disappear and something will happen.

When he looked at Mrs. He, she looked like a murderer.

Bai Zhi looked at him.

No rebuttal.

She couldn't look at Xiaoqiu all the time.

With He Jun's character and ability, as long as he can pay more attention to Xiaoqiu and be more vigilant about the He family.

A hill would be safer.

Bai Zhi said, "Yes. I think your grandma not only wants to abuse Xiaoqiu."

"If Aunt Liu hadn't encountered them, maybe Xiaoqiu would have been pushed into the water by her."

"Killed by her."

He Jun's expression changed.

His fists were clenched.

He thought of Mrs. He's special reaction today and frowned, but he still couldn't help but said, "Kill..."

"What some of them said today still makes sense."

"When Xiaoqiu was first born, he was as weak as a kitten."

"They have raised Xiaoqiu for seven years. If you really want to do something, there are plenty of opportunities..."

Bai Zhi looked at He Jun, "You don't believe me?"

There was solemnity in her brows and eyes.

He Jun shook his head, "No."

"I didn't disbelieve you."

"You are very kind to Xiaoqiu and you won't talk nonsense about Xiaoqiu..."

"I will pay attention and inform the people from the surrounding families that the He family and others will not be allowed to approach Xiaoqiu again."

"We will not let the He family take Xiaoqiu away alone."

When Bai Zhi heard this, her expression softened a little.

"Once was once."

"Now is now."

Bai Zhi was also guessing, "Before... maybe a special condition was not met."

"But it's different now."